the world is BLACKandWHITE

2009-08-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

I'm still alive and kicking so don't worry guys. Life's bad but it's still going(:

2009-07-03T20:40:00.002+08:00

CAN UR JUST STOP THIS GUILT TREATMENT ON ME.

I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE.

DO U WANT TO LIKE SEE ME POP ANOTHER FEW HUNDRED PILLS DOWN. KILL MYSELF. DIE INFRONT OF YOU AND THEN U PPL ARE CAREFREE AND HAPPY?????

DO U WAN'T ME TO LIKE DIE. MAYBE THIS WORLD WILL BE SO MUCH MORE HAPPIER WITHOUT ME AROUND.

MAYBE I'M NOT EVEN SUPPOSE TO BE ON THIS EARTH.

MAYBE I SHOULD JUST DIE.

THAT'LL MAKE EVERYONE HAPPIER RIGHT?

PPL DUN NEED TO BE WORRIED ABOUT ME OR ANYTHING.

U PPL CAN GO ABOUT DOING WHATEVER U GUYS WANNA DO.

U PPL CAN GO ABOUT YOUR OWN LIVES AND PRETEND THAT I TOTALLY DO NOT EXIST.

I DUN HAVE THE RIGHT TO LIVE ANYMORE.

MY LIVE IS LIKE TOTALLY CONTROLLED BY U PPL RIGHT?

I'M JUST SOME PAWN THAT IS TOTALLY OUT OF CONTROL AND I'M WRECKED HEADED AND I NEED TO BE FIXED RIGHT?

THERE'S LIKE JUST SO MANY THINGS WRONG ABOUT ME THAT I'LL DIE ANY MOMENT OR SOMETHING.

YES.

MAYBE I SHOULD JUST DIE.

THAT'LL GRANT UR WISHES RIGHT?

U DUN HAVE TO BEAT AROUND THE BUSH TO TELL ME THAT SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH ME.

I NOE AND I'M FULLY AWARE OF IT.

IT'S MY BODY NOT URS. WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS IT BETTER?

YEAH U NOE I FEEL DAMN FREAKIN GUILTY FOR BRINGING ALL THESE TROUBLE TO EVERYONE.

SO DON'T TRY TO JUST MAKE ME EVEN MORE GUILTY.

SEEING ME DIE REALLY MAKES U PPL SO MUCH MORE HAPPIER ISSIT?

SO I SHOULD JUST DIE.

YEAH.

THAT'S THE BEST IDEA.

YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE EVEN RISKED UR LIFE TO GIVE BIRTH TO ME IN THE FIRST PLACE.

I'M NOT WORTH IT.

I'M JUST A PROBLEM

A TORN.

SOMETHING THAT'S NOT EVEN WORTH LIVING.

I SHOULD JUST DIE.

2009-07-03T20:17:00.002+08:00

CAN UR JUST GET THE FUCK OF ME AND STOP MAKING ME DO ALL THIS.

STOP THESE FREAKIN UNDERHAND METHODS.

IT'S GETTING FUCKING IRRITATING.

I HATE IT. IF U WANT TO DO IT JUST TELL ME AND MAYBE I'LL CONSIDER DOING IT OR SOMETHING BUT THESE FREAKIN UNDERHAND METHODS ARE DUMB.

I'M NOT SOME 3 YEAR OLD KID WHO'S BLIND AND DEATH. SORRY TO INFORM U BUT I'M FREAKIN SENSITIVE TO OTHER PEOPLE AND U GUYS ARE JUST DAMN FREAKIN OBVIOUS.

SO STOP IT BEFORE I GET PISSED.

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU TO JUST GET OFF IT AND I DON'T WANNA DO THIS. IT'S DAMN IRRITATING WHEN U PPL JUST DUN GET THE HELL WHAT I MEANT TO JUST GET OF FOR FUCKING SAKE!

SO JUST GET THE HELL OF MY BACK AND STOP FORCING ME TO DO THINGS THAT I FUCKING DON'T WANNA DO. LEAVE ME ALONE. IT'S NOT LIKE I'LL GET THE HELL WELL AFTER THIS OR SOMETHING. SO GET OFF AND STOP MAKING ME LOOK LIKE SOME IDIOTIC DUMB GIRL.

sorry for being so damn vulgar.

2009-06-30T10:51:00.002+08:00

Currently stuck at taiwan now.. not really very happy bout it.. but ya..

SORRY WANG YUE AND GRACE!!! UR TABLE MATE WILL BE BACK SOON!!! time being enjoy the empty space in between u too and imagine me there erm talking crap!(:

that's if we haven't changed seats yet...

omg i realised how much holiday homework i'm short of.. thanks wangyue for scanning everything for me><>

taiwans freakin hot here.. food's ok.. erm.. weather sucks.. and WTH I HAVE A DOG AT HOME! omg luh><><
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and one last thing..

MY COUSIN HAS A FREAKIN GIRLFRIEND><

omg luh.. he told me and i was like o.o he's one year younger than me.. and the girl is 2 years younger than me.. apparently i'm suppose to keep it a secret.. oops.. but then again.. my aunt and uncle dun understand english and i doubt anybody has their number apart from my mum..

so there..

my cousin.

omg.

have ta go out for lunch later with my grandparents.. omg luh can't stand them nagging and nagging and nagging.. it just gets so on my nerves><

and for those who need to contact me or anything.. please email me.. apparently my screwed phone totally does not work here in taiwan.. don't think i subscribed to autoroam or anything.. wth.. i'm mobile-phone less.. maybe i should try to buy a phone here or something.. hehe maybe that'll work.. they have LG, SONY and NOKIA here luh><><><

btw tc.. if u want anything here email me ok? i'll try to get it for you><

sigh i shall now prepare to get killed or kill myself later during lunch. goodness i'm getting totally irritated now><

2009-06-14T13:25:00.002+08:00

been a real long time since i last posted><

well..

life's been the same for me... real boring stupid june holidays.. people should be out there.. either chasing the GSS and buying like crazy.. or hanging around in the bright beautiful and warm sun.

sad to say, i have neither of those.. and instead i'm stuck in this stupid place that u'll never want yourself to land up in><

life's a real bore for me now.. nothing to do..

wait.. actually there's loads to do but it's just so difficult to concentrate and everything..

with everyone asking me when i can get out.. it's really kinda tough to gage that..

GO ASK MY MUM MAN!

she's the one that controls all these crap. it's like really irritating to think that you have a place that you call home, but there's just this stupid padlock there where you dun have the freakin key.. and u see ur mum sitting in the living room watching tv.. occasionally smiling at you to acknowledge your presence OUTSIDE THE FREAKIN DOOR but doing nothing to help you open it at all..

so close yet so far.

and that is like so cliched. argh. why can't i be like 18 now. then i can like sign my own discharge and crap shit.

wth.

i have a home that's called home but it's not like a home at all..
so wat's it suppose to be called?

house?

rented place?

or maybe..

i dun even have a place to stay in the first place.

2009-05-07T09:31:00.002+08:00

WOAH. it has almost been 2 months since I last posted O_O goodness...

yeah wy.. my blog is dead.

shall revive it for a while.

block tests have FLOWN PAST. omg FINALLY IT IS OVER!!!! got back chem today..

thanks to a bloody K i minused 2 marks away.. woah.. wonderful. itchy fingers me.. LA was sucky.. think i flunked it really badly.. coz ting ting is like talking there and i'm like not listening..

again:p

sigh.. both my pinky toes have no nails currently.. DON'T ASK ME WHY. it hurts leh actually.. sort of got infected and i shall not describe it here as it is very DISGUSTING. but ya.. wore slippers that past two days... got caught by mrs chek who said my slippers was TOO BRIGHT COLOURED and told me to GET A BLACK ONE><>

back to shoes now coz my mum said i should not go around in slippers anymore T.T totally miss the slippers leh! so much more comfortable then stuffy shoes!!!!!!! >.<

BSP camp meeting coming up in like.. wait.. it's tomorrow.. ok... sigh. hope its not going to be suck or horrible or irritating. sigh.

shall be a good girl and return to LA lesson><><

2009-03-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

just attempted Bio AS 1.2.. total failure i must say.. omg what on earth is GLUT and SGLT? O_O if this is wat's installed for me in JC BIO.. i'm gonna die..

no can't be so pessimistic..

I'M GOING TO SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!

like real.

shall now study for BIO SPA SKILL 3 paper tomorrow.. omg why is my life surrounded by BIO so much lately? gosh.

officially hate LA lessons for now.. total idiotic time spent in the com lab EVERY SINGLE lesson doing expo after expo.. and after all those horrendous remarks from her at jing and the rest.. i officially concluded that i'll fail block test 1 with flying red marks.. haven't seen her yet but i presume my doom is awaiting me tomorrow... there's this looming feeling about it i'm positive she'll pounce on me or something the moment we step into that same old com lab tomorrow..

AHHHHH CHINESE SIA PRESENTATION!!! omg we're the first group tmr >< blah another work for tonight.. rehearse my bloody script!

wait it can't be bloody.. it's written by me.. right..

rehearse my WONDERFUL SCRIPT! jia you amy!!!!!!<3

speakin of amy.. crazy her went to run 10 rounds in the morning today and never ask us to accompany her! goodness.. AMY NEXT TIME YOU GO RUN BETTER CALL ME ALONG!!! I NEED TO TRAIN FOR NAPFA BEFORE I FAIL IT!!!!

let's see.. BIO SPA SKILL 3, CHEM WS 5, PHYSICS AS 15.1, CHINESE SIA PRESENTATION, omg..

what am i doing blogging here? ><

something is severely wrong with me and i need to change this freakin problem that is plagueing me!

stupid checkup results.. shall not talk about it.

HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-10T14:16:00.002+08:00

shall post before my blog officially walks down the aisle of history (or whatever the phrase is)

lang arts lesson now.. instead of doing the rites of passage expository we're suppose to do i'm like rotting and blogging.. shall go google my rites of passage and find out the definition first(:

updates.. GRACES WAS WONDERFUL!!!! YEAH YEAH! don't you ppl from OBS start saying what OBS was GREAT. yeah of course OBS was great.. NILA UTAMA ROCKS! anyway.. but GRACES WAS BETTER!!!!!! haha was telling stephanie to look out for her Graces as it's like a total eat all you can buffet full day! omg la.. the food is OMG PLENTIFUL! you have like 6 meals everyday.. and they give you food like its dropping from heaven or something O_O

k shall not make ppl drool over my post ><

the two dinners were great.. malay extravaganza was like WOAH. kudos to lingo, linghan and cam for wonderful performance.. nice shirt cam =p haha.. Formal dinner was like O_O thanks to ting chih and kang yan for erm flooding me with make up and changing me until stupid mac mac thought i was some new student in the class or something.. I WAN TO KILL HIM!!!! stop thinking bout your vietnamese bride la! shall not post photos since i think everyone has found them on facebook or something..

speaking of facebook.. my account is miraculously not updated or anything yet O_O oops.

all in all.. camp was great.. thanks to those who remembered my birthday and gave me gifts. er yuna urs is O_O i shall endure my reputation from being ruined for bout 1/2 weeks ba.. FOR THE SAKE OF YOU OK!!! haha and erm amy.. i will use urs during halloween and come your house and HAUNT YOU!(: haha and I LOVE THE TIGGER DAR DAR<3 it's so CUTE.. and stupid sandy tan still wanted to pok something through it O_O of course thanks for the CUTE WINNIE THE POOH that erm looks like me YIMENG<3<3<3<3 THANKS!

went by mt. elizabeth with my bro and mum for some stupid checkup.. shall not say anything bout it and now my parents are totally fretting over me O_O dumb taxi driver brought us to GLENEAGLES instead of MT ELIZABETH at first... wat the.. i was like ><>< but then again..

thereafter travelled to taka to buy some i oso dunno what.. bird nest i tink.. dunno la.. and tried some liquor ice cream.. mum ordered orange with dunno what.. dark choco ba.. tasted great.. the liqour wasn't very strong but it's nice.. tried some stupid bread.. ate one month and threw it out.. TOTALLY FLOODED BY BUTTER! omg la.. one bite and ur mouth is filled with butter O_O

though the bread texture was not bad la(:

then had i dunno wat..

so there goes my beautiful rainy holiday.

my bro's BMI is like in the moderate risk section O_O wth. SHALL FORCE HIM TO CLIMB STAIRS EVERYDAY FROM NOW ONWARDS! haha goal of the year!!!!!!!!!

blah another 10 more minutes to end of school and start of cca..

wait.. i have chinese remedial to finish a stupid zuowen which i have no idea how to do.

GREAT..

shall return to rites of passage now..

AHHHHHH BIO SIA PROPOSAL DRAFT!!!!! shit.

2009-02-20T20:31:00.003+08:00

just don't seem to fit in anywhere.

there's just no place in this world that i can actuall find solace in. wait.. no solace..

not a single place that i can actually fit in..

no matter how cliched it might sound.

it's no bolt, nut, screw or whatever.

there's just nowhere i stand, or sit or appear.

alone.

the anti-social bystander that's forgotten and ignored.

2009-02-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

k.. found 2 GAY vitas videos.. no offense.. his voice is like WOAH but hs actions are like O_O

first one:

second one:

your verdict(:

2009-02-09T21:17:00.002+08:00

Before my blog dies of some sort of disease.. i shall post again..

Investiture 2009 full dress rehearsal just finished.. dead tired from sitting stiff straight for bout an hour? comments are my walking is still wierd.. sorry but i tink that's how i walk, especially with those skin clinging stockings.. it's both disgusting and uncomfortable.. how can anybody enjoy wearing those things? omg it's like so disgusting.. it's a wonder mine haven't tore yet.. katherine's one tore when we were changing O_O sigh.. actual invest is on THURSDAY!! how fast can that get?

WHERE'S MY SHOE INSOLE!!!!!!! MY SHOES DROPPING OFF!!!!!

and my pants too.. goodness.. when we're dancing my pants was like slipping down and down and down.. i can evn stuffs a fist inside.. omg.. BELT!!!!

and last part.. my stupid fringe.. shall either go cut it or something.. look damn idiotic with my hair pinned up.. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!

and jingwen.. I AM FUFILLING MY MUGGER DREAM OK!!!! at least i finished my zuowen and my book review and math ISL.2 before you did! HAHA:p

listening to Vitas now.. his voice is like OMG freakin high... conclusion is..

HE IS GAY

and A DEFINITE WOMAN CHARMER...

in the eyes of the old grandmas in europe..

and he someow resembles mr mac... coz he likes to jump here and shake his butt while dancing..

omg dancing seems like so simple to him!!! how can that be.. he's like singing way out of my range and it still seems simple for a FREAKIN GUY!

change that..

FREAKIN GAY!!!!!!

and he can moon walk O_O

shall go find some weird youube video of him and post it here..

plunging into my 孙子兵法 and 中国100个皇帝。omg why am i so studious now-a-days? shall strive to finish these so that i can indulge myself with my cousins FULL SET OF 金庸books!(:

2009-01-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

JING THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD!

here's the post...

been freakin busy the past few days.. average of let's see.. 2 hours of sleep every night? plus falling asleep infront of the lappy.. investiture 2009 really has like LOADS OF THINGS TO DO.. omg DECO DECO!!!!!!

sigh. there's stupid prep PREP chem paper tomorrow.. everyone except one failed and i haven't started studying AT ALL now.. omg.. GG!!

so many things cramping up.. feeling real useless and incompetent.. why doesn't anything that i ever do go right? there's always flaws here and there.. did i not look at the bigger picture and think? or is it just my god damn ass fate that's this unlucky that something always goes wrong.. commitments and schoolwork never seem to balance out well.. there's just so many things to be done and even if it was done, nothing ever is right.. even if it's done nothing is ever satisfactory or it will just be seen as totally crap work.. i dun have the capabilities to live up to the expectations.. neither are my feelings well sorted out and ready to go..

nothing seems to be right.. nothing even seems to GO right.

why can't anything i do ever stop swerving to the side track and actually go straight? is it so difficult for things to actually go right. so difficult for ME to actually finally do something bloody right for once?

the final conclusion?

i'm just useless.

2009-01-15T22:06:00.002+08:00

kay.. my blog is really un-updated..

school's a slave driving instituition.. omg ALL SIAs.. or most.. ARE DUE AFTER CHINESE NEW YEAR??????!!!!!

talk about a HAPPY NEW YEAR MAN!

other day at assembly.. the teachers were still talking about how we were suppose to kope with sec 4 workload... and even they realise that the stupid workload is heavy and their poor girls dun have at least 8 hours of sleep per day and they still flood us with so many assignments and stuffs.. woah HOW THOUGHTFUL..

and ms yap wants 80% distinction in higher chinese and 100% pass in the o'levels..

WOAH.. the last time we got a 70% was like 4 years ago or something? thanks man ms yap.. ur WONDERFUL..

but i shall anyway aim for a freakin distinction so that i can dun take chinese in HCJC(:

went through a list of goals in 2009 with jingwen... first few are lame and i shall not talk about it... othe goals include getting a 75% for overall and distinction in o's..

BEATING MUGGER X IN FREAKIN BIOLOGY!!! OMG PIAH FOR BIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

let me check..

...

BE A GOOD PRESIDENT and GWH FOR SYF'09!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DISTINCTION FOR RUAN

oh..

and a 70% MUGGER!!!!!!!!!!!

jing totally didn't belief in the last one can.. sigh.. i shall work hard and BUCK UP!!!!!! been freakin busy the past few days.. auditions and CO.. many things to do and catch up with.. school timetables are like freakin weird.. who on earth gets like dismissed at times of 2:35pm??? and then there's like 1:45 as well..

WOAH that's early..

but adding remedials afterwards.. it's a different story...

sigh shall resume back to my work.. maybe someday u ppl will see me walking around the classroom with a chem textbook on my head T.T

2009-01-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

Like i said.. 2009 definitely started with a BIG BANG...

woke up rather early in the morning to go to school... earlier than usual la to be exact.. woke up at like 6? stupid jing was in school already when i was still eating breakfast?? omg talk about kiasu-ness:p

bus ride was freakin long.. cursing the stupid sec ones under my breath.. let's just hope there weren't any of them around me or anything=x

and now i realise i'm typing at a very slow rate O_O

first day was ok.. our classroom is like in the MOST ULU CORNER OF THE SCHOOL!! k la. apart from the one upstairs.. it's like the most corner in the science block and somemore on the second floor O_O thank goodness i didn't get that lost when i was trying to find it..

ms lee is our form teacher now and mac mac as our assistant form teacher.. so much for the ratation.. kinda weird but we're happy(: and there's this alex jones tagging along wit mac mac where ever he goes.. is ny like going through some caucasian craze or something?

class elections went well.. KANG YANG and JING are our MUMMIES(: haha manage to be postless this year again(: yay!

other than that nothing much for first day... PSL was ok.. 106 seemed quite quiet for a matter of fact.. they didn't talk much but after playing wacko which they LOVED TO SABO ME FOR.. we manage to bond a little better.. let's hope monday will be better(:

has lecture from james tan for like one freakin hour on rounding up of 2008 and other random stuffs that totally didn't make any sense or anything.. so much for missing us.. audi sitting arrangement changed and now we're like SMACK IN FRONT OF THE SPEAKER! bad view and bad place for talking and stuffs.. omg

now here comes the BIG BANG..

came home at bout 7 plus thanks to cca.. OH YA! TONG UR BOOKS ARE WIT ME NOW!(:

thanks again to whoever who brought it back(: u noe who u are but THANKS! and i will make u pay for loosing my jacket!!!!!

anyway... came home and had my shower.. mum gave me this noodles that she dunno packed from where.. small portion but nevertheless kinda filling..

bout 5 mins or so started having running nose for no freakin reason and my eyes started to swell.. went to the toilet and realise IT WAS SWOLLEN.. so i checked wit mum if there were any seafood in the noodles and she said no.....

then added...

i tink there is crab meat..

WOAH

started to feel uncomfortable and rashes and swelling started to appear... so mummy gave me this small pill that supposedly will ease all the symptoms of allergy and stuffs.. but didn't reall work well as more rashes and swelling appeared and i couldn't breath O_O

so was rushed to the nearby clinic and sent to this room at the corner to wait for the doc.. totally couldn't open my eyes at all.. now i understand how it feels to be blind.. goodness.. doc came in shortly.. could hear that he was a male but cannot see him at all since i couldn't open my eyes.. gave me a jab and 6 pills and oxygen mask since i couldn't breath...

omg 6 PILLS!? O_O the jab was ok.. oxygen mask smelled sweet at first.. suppose to open up my windpipe since it was swollen and stuffs but in the end my rashes were still on and my breathing got even worse..

maybe i'm allergic to air?=x

so doc came in and decides that i have to go to the hospital... GREAT. called the ambulance and waited.. rashes got worse and my breathing got worse but at least i could speak a little so the mask did work somehow.. called rachel to tell her that m4 can be used for rehearsal.. guess i might have shocked her since i was like panting and talking at the same time=x

paramedics came.. couldn't see anything still as my eyes totally cannot open by now.. kept telling me to stay calm and i was safe coz they were here and stuffs..

well i WAS calm for a matter of fact.. mentally but not physically since i was breathing too fast for normal and my entire body was numb and rigid..

serious.. hands were like clammed shut and totally cannot feel anything...

oh and the ambulance was freakin white.. or i guess it was coz my eyes were closed so everything seemed white la..

on the way to the hospital the paramedic kept telling me to breath slower and breath with him.. the oxygen mask was really in the way coz i was breathing through the mouth and the air was kinda hot O_O he was like telling me to breath with him.. one breath of his and i took 4-5 breaths already.. the other one laughed and said..

u have no talent in making her breath with u(:

LOL? then they continued to tell me to relax and stay calm and BREATH SLOWER.. kept patting me and telling me to BREATH SLOWER.. i tink they said it like 10 times?

well i was TRYING to breath slower but it was freakin difficult..

got admitted into NUH emergency unit.. the doc there gave me a flush or something coz blood pressure was too low and again told me to breath slower.. decided to give me the adrenaline jab thingy to curb the allergy.. so there goes another 2 jabs.. the adrenaline hurt like shit but the drip one was still ok.. maybe it was coz i was half conscious or something so didn't reall take notice of anything.. and besides.. i was numb..

after the jab and drip which took another half an hour or so.. my rashes subsided but the stupid swelling didn't.. doc decides to admit me into ICU for observation coz they were afraid after 6 hours of the adrenaline effect.. m symptoms will arise again and besides.. my blood pressure was low O_O

so there goes me into ICU.. realised it was the childrens one since i was still 15 and there were like loads of winnie the pooh stickers on the windows and doors O_O 3 docs came in to check on me.. one did a thorough chek through from head to toe.. still numb at that moment and i was a little faint already.. so verdict was more drips O_O and observation......

so the entire night i had a total of 4 packets of drips, 3 glucose thing and 1 dunno wat.. 6 jabs, including 3 steroids.. 6 pills from the clinic doc and another 2 times at ICU..

all within one night.. round 6 hours?

WOAH

no wonder mum say i have an overdose of medication.. but then again.. since my blood pressure never reached 100 the entire night and hovered around 90-ish.. no wonder they kept dripping me...

at least now i'm back home and happy(: manage to convince the doc that i WAN'T TO GO HOME and not stay in ICU anymore.. though my legs and hands were still freakin numb and a bit rigid.. but i guess it's fine since i'm still alive(:

hospital food was ok.. realise they gave me milk for both lunch and breakfast.. think that's the kids one la.. so haha.. drank the milo for breakfast only and gave the macaroni to mum.. lunch didn't eat.. drank the soup since i had another drip in the morning O_O heart rate was freakin irregular and it hovered around 60-80.. didn't reach 90 much.. but i was freakin hyper.. as mentioned by jing.. something must be wrong wit the machine la=x

got this epipen now for emergency uses.. those kind u see on tv and stuffs.. freakin big injection that'll last 10-15 mins if another episode of this comes again.. doc said it'll be painful and told me to be mentally prepared O_O

have to TOTALLY AVOID SEAFOOD from now on.. full check up due in 4 weeks time to see for more allergy..

didn't noe a few shreds of crab meat will turn out this bad.. goodness..

2008-12-31T23:52:00.003+08:00

shall presume this is my last post for 2008..

HELLO 2009!!!

awaiting me is all those deadlines and stress and stupid prep paper just coz the teacher thinks that i talk too much in class.......

gosh.. more work.. more papers.. school starts on a FRIDAY!!! then two days of rest.. can't they just start school on like MONDAY?

2009 is definitely gonna start on a BANG!

looking back at 2008.. definitely gained a lot from this year.. especially that 3 months in CHINA(: realised that it's pronounced as cheena in german(:

so no fret in going around and saying.. hey ur from CHEENA(:

shall go turn on tv and start watching the countdown(: only looking forward to those fireworks!(: hehe got my new year resolution down already(:

now to think of a way to digest that stupid 70 bucks plus dinner.........

2008-12-30T21:56:00.003+08:00

one of my favourite phrases..

the world is a playground! but somewhere along it.. everyone forgets about that.

2008-12-30T21:43:00.002+08:00

bah i'm totally bloated by fruits... and the aftermath of runnning is.. i'm damn tired O_O

today was fun(: i found out that i have the ability to dao ppls phone call early in the morning!!:p haha got woken up by jes phone call..

stared at it..

and decided that i shall not pick up..

and went back to sleep..

only to realise it was 8 and i have less than half an hour to get dress and chiong to school...

rehearsal was ok.. we took a FREAKIN 3 MINS TO SET UP THE STAGE!!!! OMG!!! EFFICIENCY PPL EFFICIENCY!!!! grrr.... shall start drilling the runners and stuffs..

good thing mr chow wasn't there.. or else i won't be alive now..

went out to watch YES MAN! with jes, rach, laopo and krystal!(: sorta saw my ex classmate on the bus but not sure.. ate lunch at slice... omg it's damn nice!!!!! hahahha... there's the couple of rg girls who kept staring at us... ERM DO U HAVE A FREAKIN PROBLEM???

today was like some cca fair on orchard road.. practically saw all sorts of cca shirts and stuffs.. RG mainly.. saw a bunch of RGCO ppl... then jes them were like... quick wear our CO jacket!!!!! hahahha..

YES MAN! was like damn funny!! honestly.. krystal was eating her bake rice.. then falling asleep.. then lejing was laughing and laughing and laughing and laughing.. total opposites sitting on my either side... but honestly.. yes man is really damn freakin funny... the ending was hard to catch but at least i got it.. hahaha..

jim carrey: " i know a bunch of people who loves to donate."

next scene: naked people at the covenent...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

krystal didn't get it at first... but at least they got it after(: DAMN FUNNY!!!!

shall go find the trailer and post on the blog...

2008-12-29T19:27:00.002+08:00

after today's psl meeting.. i have concluded..

the moment i step into school on the first day..

i will..

loose..

ALL OF MY DEMERIT POINTS..

WOOHOO! stupid demerit point system implemented and now we have like a long long list of rubrics to adhere to? gosh.. really lucky they implemented it in my sec 4 yr.. at least now i won die of shame so easily..

but then again..

who cares..

since i have single digit psl duties done in the first place.. no wonder they placed me in special events comm internal..

goodness.. and now we have a mascot thats the fusion of an eagle head, bear body and chameleon tail..

and yes u never see wrongly..

chameleon TAIL.

so it's officially called the EABEARLEON

woah!

and we're gonna have BONDING SESSIONS AT SENTOSA!

sounds fun....... and wat's the proper attire? bikini?? LOL NO!

gosh.. i think i'll get sacked if this goes out=x

counting my demerit points.. i can predict i shall be out of psl by the mid of next year.. wonder if i never(:

but on the happy note..at least they got rid of the curse of 107 for me.. been stuck wit that class for 2 years straight.. ever since i started being a psl...

but then again..

i'm with 106 next year.. not much of any diff..

THEY ARE JUST NEXT DOORS O_O

2008-12-28T21:45:00.004+08:00

realise how cute this thing actually is.. omg it's like goldfish wit human head?? ROFL but it's honestly adorable(:

and yimeng just told me that if u skip breakfast.. u actually will have sex earlier?? O_O

woah...

2008-12-28T21:28:00.002+08:00

christmas came and went pretty quickly this year somehow...

can't believe i spent christmas eve at NLB reading on teenage sex.. TEENAGE SEX!!! was late as usual and cheryl looked like she'll slaughter me or something=x haha.. first book i read.. the philosophy of sex..

great book..

it was essays after essays, the second one critisising the first one then the third on critising bout the 1st and the 2nd on and so on...

never seemed to end..

but at least amy, nana and cheryl were there to 'suffer' along:p

sneaked off to church chalet thereafter and DUH i didn't stay over in fear of getting caught by my mum..

was fun though(: manage to see all my church-goers after so long... joan seemed to have shrunk somehow... hmmmm.. had laughing fits wit gwen and xiaohan when my mother called and i was like trying to cover up all the laughter they were makin but joined them in the end.. O_O

christmas day was like boring apart from the food part.. ate like jap food for both dinner and lunch.. sad i can't eat that much but at least it was enjoyable(: then had this total shopping craze along orchard.. walked from paragon to tangs to isetan then to wisma and taka.. of course i wasn't the one shopping.. just walking around wit my mum and auntie and sista.. ultimately boring coz i see no point of me buying clothes from shops like zara and stuffs.. didn't really suite my 'urban rebel' look hor jing:p

had study session wit jing on boxing day but sadly abandoned her halfway through to rush of for check up.. i survived china rather well as said by the stupid doctor... and i can still run talk and jump so i'm fine for the time being..

didn't do that scary stomach thingy PHEW!

and i finally got my BRISINGER!!!!! omg omg omg.. shall endulge in it at once! oh and got the twilight saga just without the eclipse.. stupid kino told me that the box set is out of stock and even the publishers dunno when it is coming in O_O

but nevermind.. yiwen's getting it for me from austrailia(: hehehe.. so much for having a sister there(:

shall now go check out how much homework i've done... hmm wait.. did i even start on any?

2008-12-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

Forget it.. she never understands.. never will she ever look on my good points.. the freakin improvements that i have.. the attempts that i make.. she just picks on all the negative parts.. never seeing that i've actually tried my hardest and everything.. i'm never acknowledged for watever ive tried and done.. never praised for the minor achievments that i might have.. i'm never the perfect child.. ther perfect daughter.. always having defaults here and there.. man-made problems that appear along the way and even if there's a small repair or upgrade.. it's unnoticed..

i admit that i'm wrong and i've done wrong before.. sorry i can't be that perfect daughter like yiwen.. sorry i can't be that perfect child like the rest of my siblings. sorry that i have so much defaults that it is more than the ther rest of them added up.. sorry that i'm just not perfect enough for u..

but does all this earn me the fact that i'm invisible to u? no matter how ruined i am or how idiotic or stupid or ass a daughter i am.. i am still ur daughter and for once can u at least consider my feelings? for once in my past 15 years of life? often am i blamed for not considering ur feelings and that i admit and i'm sorry but it's not like i always dun care about ur feelings or anything.. i cancelled all my outings just because i promised to have dinner with u.. even didn't go for church.. i cried like mad in china just coz i'm worried bout u and sis.. i can rush home half way through cca just coz i'm worried u can't settle wit aunt..

ya all these are minor to whatever u've done.. i noe.. but can u at least sometimes acknowledge the fact that i've tried.. can u at least sometimes think about how i feel at least? even for once i'll be happy.. even just pne percent of the care and concern u give to the rest i'll be contented.. i may sound like an attention-seeking child but if u need to me act like sis just to gain attention from u.. acknowledgement from u.. i will.. but if that brings u all those tears and worries that u have never shed for me.. then do u think i will still try?

am i that unworthy to be your daughter? that it makes me totally invisible to u when i'm placed beside my siblings? sorry i just can't be as perfect as the rest of them.. i'm not the wonderful all-rounded, good thinking and intelligent one.. sorry that i saw that coming so late.. sorry that i've never ever thought about how u felt of me.. how lousy a daughter i am..

u should have just removed me while i was still unborn and unknown of all these feelings.. at least u could have felt better.. maybe u could even have a chance of getting that perfect child u want..

it might have been the wisest decision you will make..

sorry i'm not worthy enough to be ur daughter

2008-12-24T01:43:00.005+08:00

question: why do some ppl think of freakin easy to solve questions like so difficult-ly and start fretting and watever-ing over them?

answer: because they are not simple-minded ppl who think too much and think too far..

honestly.. is it that difficult to sit down and talk nicely or something... and wat's the need of dragging a innocent 15 yr old in for the sake of dragging her in? wth.. don't ppl think wit their brains and not their butts? wth if they want to quarrel so be IT who cares since it's got no freakin problem to do wit me.. but if u cross the freakin line and piss my parents off.. U GET THE HELL FROM ME!!!

seriously.. can't u just start THINKING and stop TALKING for the sake of everyone.. practically all the time i'm cursing u to be mute can! just like SHUT UP AND GET LOST!!

omg and stop thinking that u are making everyone happy coz u are not and grandmere is crying thanks to ur freakin ass mouth!

k chill..

shall post the pictures of jing in bk now(: hehehe..

i'm risking my life here ok!!!

hmmm what is jing doing and where is this..

course we're at jing's favourite place.. BK!(:

happy jing(:

k.. went for a run at like 7:15 today after i got back to destress.. surprising the sky was kinda dark alreay.. ran from my house through lor kismiss into toh tuck.. surprising the road was longer than i tot it was.. then ran the entire stretch of toh tuck road to the other exit and back.. nearly got lost but good thing my gut feeling of keeping right all the time was correct somehow(: had a bad fall thanks to the lack of night vision.. maybe i should run earlier.. now i officially have 2 bruises on the right leg, 1 on the left and a couple on my hand... woah... i rock(: at least running a bit now i'm less stressed..

haha and huilin admitted that my brain is big and filled(: bwahahaha=x

finally finished all the christmas card writing.. omg damn tired.. never knew writing is so tiring.. at least i got lesser than poor sze min who is still chioing now.. omg JIA YOU!!!(:

shall visit dreamland since i'm dead tired now.. omg meeting nana amoi and dar tmr for ih and rushing to church christmas things.. let's hope tmr works out well and i dun get caught...

blah leg is starting to get painful.. where's the oinment...

2008-12-22T23:51:00.002+08:00

will people ever learn to stop forcing and let in breathing space?

u are not the puppeteer and i'm so not ur puppet to allow u to flip here and play there with.. i have my own thinking my own ways and my own feelings..

most of all i have my own space..

so can i have my own little corner to myself and stay in there for the time being? maybe my intitial action was a bit too rash.. but i need that freakin space that u are not giving me to think things through and cool off!

just continue ur naggings on somebody else can u? even though u might not be tired going on and on. i am.. so just let me off for godsake to my little peace and quiet even be it for a few seconds or something...

i need the space that i have long longed for!

on a lighter note.. when mugging wit jingwen today.. last minute settle on as someone flew all the way to jupiter.. hmm i wonder who she was looking for..

jing there's no bk on jupiter!!!

anyway.. mugging worked out rather well.. at least i manage to revise a bit of chem before we like digressed and digressed.. started muggin at jurong library.. omg JEC is like GONE O_O why??? argh.. it's like so nice and fun.. so we ended up at IMM to eat lunch.. which was mac's..

after that we moved on to west mall.. wanted to catch a movie but there was no angus tongs in that cinema.. so ended up walking around and looking before plundging ourselves into bukit batok library to finish the rest of the muggin..

got scolded by the librarian for blocking the way up=x man she was damn freakin fierce!

life passed quite quickly.. i finished copying my chem notes and jing is still starting on her essay beginning.. woah i am sort of efficient(:

then came dinner.. and guess where we went(:]]

Burger King!!!! hahaha

LOL it was chosen by jingwen(: not me i very pure and nice one(;

i shall post the pictures tmr or something.. omg and jingwen was like savouring the ice cream cake.. bet she was thinking of bk when she was eating.. that blissful look was like O_O haha

then ended up in popualar wanting to buy a planner something then the PA system was like we will be closing in 10 mins time..staring at the line i totally gave up hope of buying so dunked it and went home..

sian i'm damn tired... shall go sleep... talk more tomorrow(:

and this is NOT an EMO POST!:P

2008-12-21T22:55:00.002+08:00

why is it that whenever i visit grandpere's house it was never one that left me with any happy thoughts? even when grandpere was around.. the atmosphere in the house was never inviting..

am i like the only freakin person in the house that wants us just like any other ordinary family and stop having all these conflicts and all this disagreements..

am i like the only freakin person in the house that just wants to stay clear of all these problems?

am i like the only freakin person that had given any though about how grandpere will feel if he were to see how the family has turned out.. u peopl keep emphasizing on family here and family there.. but please.. ur actions never actually comply to what u have said..

can't u just stop stickin in that little box of urs.. in that world of yours whereby u just shut urself away from the rest of the world and be contented?

please it's already end of 2008 and not 1980 or even earlier.. stop engulfing urself in that contented 19th century world of urs and make the rest of us suffer in silence in the 21st century!

everyone is born with eyes and nose and ears.. we see things, hear things and judge them with the brain Father has given to us.. apparently you don't have such a good one that has proper judgement or anything.. we were given two eyes and two ears to see and hear both sides of a story.. to have a better judgement of things.. to know what's right and what's wrong..

stop mis-using the things that Father has enriched us with..

i don't give a damn if my parents are not necessarily right but neither are you.

they are my parents no matter how bad u can depict them to me as...

must everything be so screwed up?

2008-12-21T22:44:00.003+08:00

CHANGE

Taylor Swift

It's a sad picture;
The final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again,
You know it's all the same,
Another time and place,
Repeating history and you're getting sick of it

But I believe in whatever you do,
And I'll do anything to see it through...

Because these things will change,
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us backwill fall down,
It's a revolution,
The time will come for us to finally win,
And we'll sing
Hallelujah
We'll sing
Hallelujah
Oh

So we've been outnumbered,
Threatened and now cornered,
It's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair,
We're getting stronger now,
find things they never found,
They might be bigger,
but we're faster and never scared.

You can walk away say "We don't need this"
But there's something in your eyes
says "We can beat this"

Because these things will change,
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down,
It's a revolution,
The time will come for us to finally win,
And we'll sing
Hallelujah
We'll sing
Hallelujah
Oh

Tonight we'll stand,
Get off our knees,
Fight for what we've worked for all these years,
and the battle was long,
It's the fight of our lives,
When we stand up,
Champions tonight

It was the night things changed,
Can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back...fell down,
It's a revolution,
Throw your hands up,
'cause we never gave in,
And we'll sing
Hallelujah
We sang
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Yeah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4w8-CAGRo8

2008-12-20T18:05:00.004+08:00

coped from yimeng's blog.. LOVE YOU GALS<3

whoo! finishing up with my hundred over pieces of surveys to collate.. wonder how's amy doing? now i realise how tiring it is for those survey collaters or wat nots.. omg la.. staring at the com and like counting and counting and counting...

i'll NEVER aspire to be an accountant!

dragged out of bed this morning to go grandpa's house.. feels weird when i step in and find that my grandpa is not sitting on the chair watching tv and smiling so happily when he sees me or something... instead i see this tablet beside the tv.. getting use to it seems difficult..

at least for me..

next had a long long talk from my auntie... CRAPSHIT! dragged my mum and aunt in..wth.

honestly.. WHO WILL TALK BAD BOUT HER BROTHER INFRONT OF HER BROTHER'S CHILD?

wth.. just cause my dad wasnt around when grandpa died and u were the only child that was present crying badly beside the hospital bed, u have the honour of being called the most fillial child and dad as some freak ass who only arrived 3rd day into the funeral.. it's not like he was out to play or anything, it's not like he can fly back to singapore from the states within like minutes.. it's not like ur the only one crying in the hospital.. it's not like ur the only one that misses grandpa.. it's not like ut the only one who actually cared bout him..

it's not like ur the only PERFECT PERSON in the world..

sometimes i really wonder how someone can actually blind herself out on all the good side of a person.. the good things that one person can do and love to literally niao on the bad points all the time.. yes he is rash yes he is at times irrational.. but he is my dad and u have no bloody rights to talk about him like that infront of my face and my mum.. so what if ur divorced and have no freakin husband to care bout.. everyone have feelings and so do i.. can't u actually just get off that freakin high horse of urs for once and look at things in the normal way and not onesided all the time?

can't anyone get tired from being lopsided all the time..

even with grandmere there u still scold her only son left like that.. like as if he was not worth anything.. like he was the dumbest thing on earth.. and u still say that u are the most fillial child..

even seeing mum rushing here and there taking care of grandpere when he was still around u still dared to say that we never once came home and took care of anyone..

even after all the positive things that ur darn eyes have seen the past freakin 60 yrs of ur life.. be it ur OWN BROTHER or anyone else.. u chose to remember those minor details and continue ur life by bringing them up over and over again and gloat over something that is totally irrelavent..

can u get a life and look at the bigger picture around u?

so what if u paid for two of grandpere's grandest birthday dinners.. i don't see the point of u not paying since ur like the oldest? and it's not like as if dad and aunt didn't pay for those so called minor ones that we had for the past 20 yrs?

so wat if ur the one that brings grandpere and grandmere out on holidays.. it's not like we didn't follow.. it's not like u could just dunk the office here unattended..

so what if everything that u do just seem to be right.. that doesn't mean that watever others do are wrong..

do u actually want the entire family broken up into bits and pieces.. everyone away and out of the place and u having control of practically every single aspect then u'll be happy? do u need to baske urself in the glory of being known as the most fillial piety child and critisise everything that ur other siblings have done.. do u need to pretend that u are the master of the house once grandpere is gone.. do u need to keep living in the past and drag ppl along with you.. do u actually have no sensors that tell u how hurt others can get.. do u have no common sense to not think that u are the only on on earth alive that have parents..

is it necessary for all this to be done just to settle grandpere's will.. can't u just respect his decisions for once.. can't u just listen and shut up for a moment? can't u just stop tearing everything apart until everyone is hurt and bleeding and u stand amongst us unhurt and smiling..

mum cried..

GREAT

more problems..

more me being stuck in the freakin middle of all this..

can't ppl just look at the positive side of others and endure their bad points?

is it so difficult to accept someone different from u?

even if it were family? someone u have blood relations to?

can't everyone just see each others as an entirely different individual and actually learn to ACCEPT?

what do u expect me to do? she's my sister no matter how bad she may seem.. he's my father no matter how irrational he is.. it is not like u are totally accepted by everybody.. wat are u trying to do when u try to tear ppl apart from their KIN.. i dun care if u like them or not..

i dun care..

but if u hurt them u get it from me..

but then again u are related to me..

how the hell am i suppose to 'get back' at u without hurting myself and the ppl around me first..

is it that difficult to try and hold a family together? that difficult to mend all these holes and cracks here and there..

accept is just a 6 lettered word... wat's the difficulty of this?

honestly.. this might just get even more interesting as 家春秋 and all those soap dramas..

2008-12-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

doing my secret blogging now since my mother thinks that i'm deep asleep in dreamland or something.. sometimes i wonder how somebody can actually like sleep before 11 or something..

or should i say...

i wonder why parents like to force ppl like me who apparently can stare and the blank ceiling for an hour before falling asleep to sleep at like way before 11 or something?

then again...

that's what they do right?

anyway... doc benny's appointment was kinda screwed today since my mother didn't really make an appointment properly O_O guess that means i'm given more days to screw my stomach back to the way it's suppose to be or something...

but then again... do i look like that kind that has this will power to do so?? hmmm..

WENT TO WATCH TWILIGHT!!!!!! yeah yeah with jingwen tongmeng yimeng and yangxi(: haha endded up i was the latest person to arrive.. thanks to my singapore mrt compass that's way screwed... wanted to take mrt straight from bukit batok to orchard.. then halfway through i realise that maybe going to jurong and transfer to the green line will be a bettter option?? alighted at marsiling only to realise that it was somerset and not dhoby gaut then i alighted again at kranji to take the mrt that i initally alighted..

woah so smart(:

which lead to me taking more than an hour to orchard?? gosh... TONG WORE A DRESS TODAY!!!!!!!(: omg very cute(: then yimeng as usual her shorts that make her look extraordinarily tall..

wait she IS tall...

but anyway.. jing in her jeans and shirt and yangyang half school uni and a shirt(: shall return to the movie...

TWILIGHT IS LIKE DAMN COOL CAN!!!! omg omg omg omg.. haha edward cullen is like hot! as in the first sight i was like EWWWWW but after a while.. it seems that his personality is so much more attractive(: the movie itself was way cool.. the sound effects are like WOAH damn thrilling!!! but if u go out and watch it was SOME AHEM AHEM girl that is like totally hua1 chi1-ing beside u... the sound effect will be less enchanting(:

but anyway.. some parts of the movie are a bit the draggy coz its like u see edward staring at bella and bella giving that same affectionate stare back.. wonder how they manage to stare at each other with that like intense feeling for practically every single second and minute of the show..

but i must admit a house in the woods totally made of glass is like WAY COOL(: though it seems like ur living in a display cabinet or something but if the surrounding is total forest and stuffs... that'll be like DAMN COOL(:

omg instead of the character i like the house O_O

k back to twilight.. it's a must watch(: honestly damn nice and funny at different places(:

i might just start swooning over edward cullen sooner or later(: first time he looks like O_O but after that he's like OMG SO COOL(:

next few movies on the list: colledge, bride wars, red cliff [2] and that dunno wat and snogging dunno what show..

took neos together and i have this total unglam looking blur look on my face on one of them. omg la.. then walked to taka to look at things that we'll most likely not be able to purchase and then to far east where yimeng was like WAH!!(: haha,, after bubble tea we went home(: took same mrt as jing who totally didnt wan to go home...

please i would love to go around and slack(:

OMG OMG(: schools starting and all i'm thinking of is movie!!!! AHH ms lee just sms-ed to remind me of thank goodness prep paper!!! blah! think my mugging days are about to begin!!

k shall go and sleep since i feel kinda energyless.. neo coping from yimeng once she uploads(:

2008-12-18T22:30:00.004+08:00

back from nyco camp... survived it somehow.. but my stupid flu is still haunting me... but somehow after sleeping in the aircon room and classroom for two nights... it wasn't cold and i actually did sweat a little..

and speakin of classrooms...

NICK NG IS NOW ON THE TOP OF MY HATE LIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RIGHT ON TOP!!!!!!!!!

omg very angry wit him.. make me spend like 1/2 an hour trying to argue wit him.... AHHHH... stupid leh him.. wanted to make my poor ruanliu section go and sleep in classes like 1/9 or something when m404 is like TOTALLY EMPTY except for ONE TEACHER.. which apparently is NOT HIM!!!! OMG!!! ended up ruanliu slept in the classroom... but it's ok la... we don't mind.. had a mini campfire sleeping method...

sadly i fell asleep kinda early... wonder why.. and feedback from jes is that i dun move when i sleep??? hmmm i wonder why hor jingtard:p

wah think i'll miss gossip nights with ruanliu.. suddenly everyone all not pure liao.. except for me and songyang.. sigh.. daruan ppl are always the purest of all(:

yeah watching twilight tomorrow(: with jingtard them... sigh before that have to go for some stupid doctor appointment to 照胃镜.. a term which i honestly dunno wat the hell is it.. sounds scary.. something like stick something into ur tummy and like what er check around??

woah.. check around...

wonder what they will see....

enzymes O_O

DUH!!!

sigh i'm getting lame... but nonetheless.. I DUN LOOK FORWARD TO SEE DOCTOR BENNY!!!!!!!! omg......

OH YA!!! i just realise that BIGGEST and WEIRDEST scandal I'VE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE!!!!! omg honest it doesnt make sense and I'M LIKE STILL IN THE AFTERMATH SHOCK!!!!! no further details(:

OMG AND KUA HUILIN U BETTER DUN POST THAT UNGLAM VIDEO ON UR BLOG!!!!! OMG DAMN UNGLAM CAN!!!!

DON'T POST IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i shall post random photo here... haven organise my photos from china.. when i do maybe i'll reactivate my dead facebook account and put them in....

if i have the time that is... (:

haha the maze that me and eva did for night trial... was suppose to be doing some balloon thing with amanda and jeslyn.. and jes like named it dunno wat kisskissmuacksmuacks kissmuackskiss O_O haha VERYY COOL RIGHT THE MAZE!!! we DID IT BY OURSELVES ONE!!! with wangjia's help that is(:

maybe i have the hidden talent of erm MOVING HOUSE(: lol!!!!!! but the maze was cool right CO(: i'm officially the queen of scissors paper stone coz only one person won me out of dunno how many(: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA(:

shall go and check out what mr chow sent me regarding BEL.. omg his 'name' on the email thingy is HAMTARO O_O

2008-12-15T00:30:00.002+08:00

k i'm officially down with a screwed up nose and cough and fever... woke up at like 7 today to realise that i'm totally aching all over and i can't breath.. partly coz i was head down.. but it didn't really help much with my face up either...

ah well....

totally missed ding's concert... a wonder that i'm stil alive and typing now(:

fell asleep and woke up at 12 the next time.. ate brunch which was honey between bread.. supposedly good for the tummy but didnt really work.. maybe my stomach enzymes are screwed? hmmm.. fever had subsided but my cough was still O_O

next moment i was dragged out of house to fix my glasses.. which was either loose or my face shrank.. either way.. it was not tight(:

but after fixing it i realise... IT'S STILL NOT TIGHT!! omg.. so much for going out when it's raining.. but lookin on the bright side.. at least it was NOT as loose as it were.. NOT...

now i realise that food courts really have a lot of variety... had a hard time trying to decide whether to eat chicken rice or yong tau fu or nasi lemak or fishball noodles just now...

damn difficult...

i'll just make use of all the time i have for the remaining few days to eat all that is stated out on amy's book.. little time for so much food..

oh ya.. and limited stomach capacity(:

had a huge ranting session from mama today... SHE RANTING TO ME! omg honest!

hearing things from one side makes you have misconceptions of the other.. but hearing things from two sides causes u to stand in a position that u pray for urself to get the heck out of..

now i'm beginning to wonder... 3 months.. issit really so much time for so much things to happen?? it's quite hard to understand why sometimes a family can be so broken up into bits and pieces and even things like scotch tapes cannot help to put these parts together to form one full picture.. is it so hard for them to accept each others bads and look at their good side? is it so difficult to think that ur not the only one that is being neglected and ur not the person standing at the worse position in all things? is it that hard to retain a family picture.. like that one that we took at my grandpa's wake.. just that my grandpa was in the coffin and not with us on a wheelchair.. things that are gone aren't that easy to get back.. but why can't everyone try to retain it when they can and start regretting when it's all gone..

do solutions come only after everything in this house is separated and gone?

2008-12-13T23:18:00.003+08:00

K I'M OFFICIALLY BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!!!

omg after like 3 months of life out there in china... finally got myself landed back here in singapore!!!!!!!!!! tian i miss home.....

but thinking back now.. sorta miss china already.... all the freedom we got.. the funny times we had, watching lame and sick and funny movies in jing's room and laughing our heads off or something... OMG I ACTUALLY MISS LIFE IN CHINA!!!! can't get use to it...

people need to get use to jet lag... i tink there's a lot of things that i need to get BACK into here....

like weather.... surprisingly hot singapore is... wait.. surprising is not the right word.. should i say.... VERY HOT!!! omg on the plane the broadcasting system was like the weather in singapore is clear and fine, temperature is around 27 degrees....

next thing i heard was a huh from jingwen who sat behind me....

woah.. first time i felt that the number 27 seems freakishly unfamiliar.. it's like the numbers u see in china never actually exceeded 10 towards the end.... best part.. the airport didn't on the aircon!!!

or that's wat we all felt la... everyone was like stripping in public can?? don think sick.. we were merely wearing 2-3 layers and taking them off till 1 layer...

but then again.. IT'S STILL FREAKIN HOT!!!! and joey so kindly reminded us that the moisture percentage in singapore is like what 80 something % and in china it way way lower... WOAH!!! no wonder using the computer in the afternoon also allowed me to start perspiring... WOAH...

next is maybe just the fact that china roads are on the other side.... total opposite.. got on a bus today and i stared at the driver... i was like why is the driver on the right side before i realised that i was back in singapore...

totally looked like an idiot to the busdriver...

woah...

next is I DUN NEED TO CLIMB STAIRS JUST TO GO TO SLEEP ANYMORE!!!

although i sorta miss the dorm beds la.. it's like nice and fun(:

and my mattress is SOFT.. omg SOFT!!! no wonder yestderday night cannot sleep properly.. tian ah!! i miss 卧谈会!!!!!!

really many things in china is unforgetable.. all the fond memories.. the fun times.. the ups and the freakin lows..... the gains as well as the lost... reallly.. sometimes.. it's only until u've been through it that u realise how fun it actually was...

and you would like love to go once more...

but as usual.. there's many things stopping u...

2nd message received after i arrived.. krystal: yiping! there's practice at TECC from 2pm onwards tomorrow... must come ok!!!

great...

welcome back to singapore man yiping! there's just like so many things awaiting for u to finish!!! homework... revision... cca... camp.... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes it really piles up until u can't really see anything?? like differentiate wat is wat.. especially since u just returned and still have diffictultes in takin buses...

woah!

and thanks to i dunno wat.. i'm officially down with bad cough as well as block nose and slight fever... i sound like when i were in beijing.. just that now its a bit the less serious... so much for being back eh....

omg ding's concert tomorrow.. at least i got away from playing mood of the moment... and i have a feeling that i will be too tired to do anything tomorrow and stuffs... great...

got my stuffs back.. thanks for taking the trouble.. i'll return whatever i owe u sooner or later.. (:

wah damn tired now... was late for ding's prac by 2 hours plus.. took mrt from jurong all the way to tampines.. kinda near eh? leg damn pain!!!! omg no wonder i'm tired...

and yeah i've officially been nagged 6 times today by my mummy about my tummy.. omg it rhymes.. but anyway... ya.. nagged.. coz even back here my appetites is still O_O

gosh i can't resist the temptation anymore.. I WAN TO SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!

shall update at a later date when i have the mood and ability to do so...

2008-12-09T18:30:00.002+08:00

k it's been really long since i last posted...

been rather busy the past few days..

busy watching dvds in the dorms after dinner that is....(:

haha.. life here is ok.. LESSONS ARE BORING AS USUAL!!! but the people are really nice... as in they are really like what the tour guide said: kind and innocent and willing to help.. like me la(: maybe i was a suzhou person last time??? =x haha JOKIN!

other than that i'm still alive and kicking.. went to all the erm yuan2 lin2's and had some fun.. running here and there... freakin cold on saturday.. and jingtard them was like saying i dress like a person in autumn and not winter.. everyone was like wrapped with that thick thick penguin looking jacket except for me and amy and regina... out of which I WAS WEARING 4 LAYERS LE CAN!!!! omg even though it was long johns plus t-shirt plus cardigan plus jacket... BUT IT'S STILL 4 LAYERS!!!!

though now it's a wonder i was not frozen and my hands are kinda starting to crack....

WOAH... it is ACTUALLY CRACKING!!!

but not as bad as grace pok's one la.. mine still quite ok....

bought an entire ton of food for ppl at the supermart the other day.... A LOT!!! SPENT LIKE 200 plus RMB in total!!! OMG LA!!!! it's a wonder i still have space in my luggage.. weight wise... we're all hoping that the maximum is 30 instead of 20.. or else i tink i'll die.... and let's hope the stuffs that are supposedly back at singapore is BACK AT SINGAPORE(:

going to do all the last minute shopping tmr during the 3hour break after lunch.. mostly likely gonna buy MORE FOOD to bring back... omg everything is FOOD.. and i still have some unfinished shopping to do!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

and jing wen has officially BROKE MY LAPPY AND MY HANDCARRY... omg.. but half my fault oso la..

oh ya... the fujistu coms are good.. mine fell from the upper bunk into a pail of water and it's a surprise that it only had a few cracks... (:

but anyway.... THREE MORE DAYS!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG... and awaiting me is NYCO CAMP!!!!! looking forward to that totally!!!!! hahaha..

I'M SO GONNA EAT CHEESE FRIES WHEN I TOUCH DOWN.. gonna force my sis to pack one for me or something when she comes to get me... there's like KFC here but NO CHEESE FRIES!!!!! OMG OMG OMG.. damn lousy la!!!!!

k i shall resume to flooding yimengs blog(: and thinking bout the amount of stuffs awaiting me to do...

oh and amy is on britney's new song(: COOL~~~~~~:p

2008-12-04T18:34:00.002+08:00

WOAH I ACTUALLY RAN TODAY!!!! a total of 2.8km in WINTER!!!! OMG OMG OMG..

k la.. it wasn't like 7 rounds straight... 2 rounds during zao cao.. then two rounds during the girls 800m test thingy.. and 3 rounds wit amy for the sake of running(:

yeah yeah EXERCISE!!!! more runnin to COME!(:

lessons today was ok la... THEY ACTUALLY GAVE US HOMEWORK TO DO CAN!!!! omg la.. then me and amy were like acting as if we didn't understand chinese to try and skip the worksheet(: which of course we didn't do in the end(:

they had some funny winter competition today which was on skipping and we went to check it out... wangyue is totally smitten with that lychee look-alike and i was sadly the paparazzi for her and took photos and video of his total gayness!!! omg that person is really GAY!!!! quite ok looking but GAY!!!!! and he is now OFFICIALLY ADDED INTO YIMENG'S EYE-CANDY LIST... OMG

LYCHEE DA4 ZHAN4!!!!!!!!!:p

haha... then after that tong and me and jing ran back to my classroom to check out the chio bu's in my class.. O_O haha but all of them left le la.. so we shall go check them out another day i guess..

OMG JI LAO JUST REMINDED ME HOW BUSY WE CAN GET NEXT YEAR... AND IF I DUN GET A BLOODY A FOR MY O'LEVEL CHINESE I HAVE TO TAKE SOME STUPID CHINESE LITERATURE THING IN JC JUST COZ OF BSP!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG...

DIE LIAO!!!!!!

and also my OVERDUE HOMEWORK FOR SEC 3...

wait...

do i have any???

let me think...

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...

dun think so la...

I'M LIKE SO GUAI!!!!!(:

hahaha.. but better get started on preparing... just made a list of homework i have over the holidays... or should i say over that pathetic few days i have.. OMG!!!!! how can this happen to me!!!!!!!!!!!! HOMEWORK!!!!! AHHHHH

but anyway i still look forward to going back to singapore...

8 MORE DAYS!!!!! OMG I CAN TOTALLY SEE IT NOW(: YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:

shall post pictures on another day since i'm still using the school's stupid computer... O_O haha

2008-12-01T17:58:00.002+08:00

TIAN AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE HAVE LOUSY DORMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO HEATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO HOT WATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUNK BEDS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND YOU HAVE TO HANG YOUR CLOTHES LIKE IN THE OPEN PLACE WHERE EVERYONE CAN STARE AT IT!!!!!!!!!

AND IT'S ALL WHITE!!!!!! ALL!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k la k la... it's not that bad la... at least the toilet is still erm in an ok condition.. but come on... my blanket is like what bunny patterned one that looks so damn GAY!!!! shall take a photo and post it someday.... and the pillow says what have a good day... and the bed is a bit the short leh somehow..... but honestly... it is the kind of REALLY DORM life kinda thing..... nearby have nice places to go la but not as good as compared to BSC...

OMG I MISS BSC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well though the dorms are like O_O then AT LEAST THERE'S HOT WATER WHEN WE BATH RIGHT!!!!!! omg and it DOES NOT GO OFF HALF WAY THROUGH YOUR NICE NOT SO HOT SHOWER and TOTALLY GO COLD ON YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! suay me was the last yesterday... so practically NO HOT WATER FOR ME!!!!!! wang yue was highly entertained by me like screaming in the toilet making all those eeky sounds... AMY JIA YOU TONIGHT!!!!!! i'm third... not much betterO_O

school is like O_O saw a teacher hit the student today just coz the student never listen in class... compared to bei shi da and fudan here is like wat HELL!!!!! honestly... the teacher's here are like so erm... FIERCE....

wait...

they are MORE THAN FIERCE... they are FIERCE UNTIL CANNOT FIERCE ANYMORE!!!!! omg la.... the students are kinda nice.... very cute to be exact... reminds me of how adorable i was last time... neh i was MORE ADORABLE =x

have to do some stupid presentation on life in singapore tomorrow to the class.... AMY JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! think i'll be like O_O and fluttering or something.... omt la!!!!!!!! gosh have two full weeks of immersion here...

TWO FULL WEEKS OF HORRIBLE NO HOT WATER LIFE!!!!! AND NO INTERNET!!!!!!!!!! OMT..

somemore yesterday have to use the stupid water dispenser and give jing tard hot water O_O it was like very funny la.. she waiting inside wrapped in a towel and we were all forced to wait for the pail to be filed wit water... after that no hot water then tong oso cannot make her pao4 mian4... omg la!!!!!!

let's hope today's better....

ahhhhhhh tomorrow have lessons!!!!!! OMT!!!! i nearly fell asleep in todays one...... AHHHHHHHHHH oh ya.... they have SWIMMING IN WINTER!!!! omg la!!! how funny can this place get????? (:

sigh... i shall embrace myself to weekends where i can AT LEAST GET OUT OF THESE WHITEY PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:p

2008-11-29T23:25:00.002+08:00

reached nanjing yesterday afternoon... weather's nice... food's definitely better then in BSC...

HOTEL IS LIKE GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k back to normal mode.... but somehow after all these things.. i still miss BSC.. and I'm sure all that's been to BSC will agree wit me...

BSC was damn fun in a sense.. though it was like so ERM in the starting.. horrible toilets that have like two toilet bowls but then only one can use at anyone time thanks to the fact that u can see the other person in the toilet when u use it.... shared laundry and common corridor wit the ppl over on the other side of the bridge.. but at least on the last day they gave us a GOOD IMPRESSION(: bunk beds that are like wooden and creeks when u climb on them...

but wit all these facilities.. we still had loads of wonderful fun there... stripping in the room, day without water, trying to find internet in the laundry room, late night movie maratons that normally didn't last.. sleeping on each other's bed trying not to fall off or something.. running around the corridors, trying to get the corridor phone away from the guys, playing around wit the magnetic board, coping the washing machine's on others 'laundry days' and keep-saking our beloved washing powder(: not forgetting the late night laundry on OUR laundry day...

all these memories, living together for like 6 weeks... seeing the same ppl at the dorms, at school, during outings, all 3 meals a day and even on weekends.. somehow i've gotten use to the life like that... it was fun, carefree and filled with JOY AND LAUGHTER(: honestly i miss life there...

luggage packing onthe last day was damn entertaining.. all the ny girls luggage were like 20 something digit ones and the hci ppl were like wat 11kg or something like that O_O i'm still in a wonder how they manage to keep their luggage like SO LIGHT LA!!!! omg not fair at all can!!! so we were all like passing stuffs to the friends we noe to bring them back for us first... omg damn funny.. we even had to approach ppl whom WE DIDN'T NOE LEH!!! omg look at the state of our luggages!!!!! but at least got rid of much of the weight.. but then the hand carries were like O_O all above 10 kg.. omg......

best thing is at the airport we were all practically dead(: wonderful... now to think of how to get the things back................. (:

LOADS OF LOVE TO BSC!!!! though the dorms are like O_O but then the matrons were damn nice and the uncle at the convenience store nearby oso very nice(: suddenly feel like going back there and not to some STUPID HOSTEL IN SUZHOU!!!! omg la.. we're like having immersion with primary school kids!!!

YES PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS!!!!!!!!

I REPEAT...

PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS!!!!! OMG

somemore we're taking over the NYPS kids that have just left that place dunno how many freakin days ago?? omg la.. THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!! and i dun even noe about the facilities there, dunno bout anything of the school.. even ji zi dunno leh!!! OMG DIE!!!!

so...

WIT THE THREAT OF HAVING NO INTERNET ACCESS... I MIGHT BE MIA FOR THE NEXT....

12 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES U NEVER SEE WRONGLY.. IT'S 12 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12 days of immersion wit stupid primary school kids!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAN TO ZHUANG4 QIANG2 LIAO!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!

now i honestly feel that bsc is better... MISS BSC!!!! VOYAGE ROCKS!!!!!! HIGH FLYERS ROCK TOO!!!!!!<3>

i shall embrace myself to horrible hostel life for the NEXT 12 DAYS!!!! last day is like full day trip on the BUS!!!! taking bus back to shanghai then plane to singapore... tian ah!!! STUPID BUDGET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

visited like 4 cemetaries in nanjing today.. shall dedicate the photos here(:

sheesh the com is not responding to the memory card.. forget it.. i shall post the pics someother time then(:

looking at the time table back in singapore... ding's concert on the 14th, CO camp on the 16th-18th... mugging for january papers, overdue homework... bsp project.. SYF'09.. AND MANY OTHER RANDOM STUFFS LIKE PSL... omg la!!!!!!!!!

faint liao.....

shall treasure the last few lucky days of my life here.... misses bsc(:

and worry bout my freakin heavy luggage tmr... omg

and sorry to those that talked to me just now and i didn't reply... was dragged out of the room to go down wit my friends so MIA-ed for a while(:

OMG SAY ELLO TO DORM LIFE ONCE AGAIN!!!! :(

2008-11-20T07:49:00.005+08:00

good thing blogs do not require someone to talk into or something.... if not i tink i'll be like blogging in another erm... erm... 5 days time???

thanks to yesterdays CIP i lost half of my voice... now i sound like some erm... erm... weird boy stuck in the middle of voice-breaking... k maybe not but get the point??

CIP was like fun yesterday... the kids just calls u 老师！老师！老师！SO CUTE RIGHT??????? hahahhaa... then they'll be like hugging u and tugging u everywhere.... pulling u here and there.. then when the bell rang they were like, "老师我们出去玩好吗?" in that like so innocent and cute manner.. one of them kept tickling me thinking that i'm scared la!! LOL haha but it worked after a while.....

played the 老鹰捉小鸡game with the kids.. they're like honestly damn cute.. i had like erm.. erm.. erm... 10 kids stuck behind me or something??? so the game didn't really work out the way it's suppose to be like.... and nice jingwen just stood there and LAUGH at me la!!! THANKS JINGTARD!!!! omg... haha then they grabbed me back into the class when the bell rang... and nice me taught them colours again(:

brought them out to the open for a nicer environment and fresher air... though it was like damn cold la.. to teach them.. then these hci ppl came over and were suppose to help me wit the kids... well i can say they were helpful in a sense coz at least the boys sorta listened to thime la... we played blow wind blow... kinda fun... until some more idiots came.. out of helpfulness gave me a packet of sweets but that totally sabo-ed me can!!!!! the "angelic" kids started screaming and running around like mad idiots.. or should i say started running around me lik emad idiots wanting sweets... then the sweets were thrown all around the place between the boys and the kids were like madly running around... i had to like scream and shout to get their attention back.. which contributes to why i have nice voice now... sexy one... OMG..

k that was done like dunno how many freakin days ago... thanks to the stupid screw up of our internet here... i've been like internet-less for almost dunno how many days... WONDERFUL.. hahaha...

well i'm back and alive... just finish graduation.. had my funny cert which looked erm.. erm... erm... HORRIBLE:p hahaha and it says wat 考试及格 thingy there.. which means that the dumb chinese test that i just took should be a pass right?? :p hahaha.. hack la.. since it'll be sent to yap sooner or later so i tink we'll stil be dead or something la.. GG LIAO!!!!

leaving beijing in like 2 days time?? wait.. yup 2 days time... time really flies man.. so fast going to nanjing liao... AND JI LAO SHI IS COMING!!!!!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!! MISS HER LOADS MAN!!!!!!!!!(: think i'll miss the beijing days somehow.. but at least we're going to be in hotels for two days la.... then HOSTEL IN SUZHOU!!! OMG LA.. somemore they say wat the hostel is erm SPECIALLY BUILT for us or something O_O diao!! but free times in beijing were fun(: got to go around practically everywhere and it's like DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN!!!!!(:

sigh going back to singapore soon.. somehow i feel like staying here but then I MISS SINGAPORE!!!! MISS YA ALL BACK THERE!!!!!!!!!!(: hehe

luggage packing is a chore.. my luggage is like O_O wat the hell!!!!!! gosh i hate packing.. and the HCI ppl actually have to go weigh their luggage in like the teacher's room??? O_O we're all expecting 20 plus digtis and maybe 30 plus digits when we go weigh... wonderful... OVERLOAD OVERLOAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! die liao la...

went to some 北海公园 yesterday... damn fun i presume.. walked around and like saw many many things... the uncles and aunties there are like DAMN FREAKIN COOL!!!!! omt la.. got some cam-whore here...

k pics wit me and my ugly hair.. OMG FRINGE GROW!!!!!!!!!

trishaw RIDE!!!!! <3>

yeah at the 九龙壁thingy

shadows<3>

trying to act cool wit amoi but i'm like laughing there..

hehe this one's better(:

very old photos but it's nice(: at 前门 here

say CHEESE!(:

dorm ROOM 5<3

at 清华大学!

yeah it's lunch now.. better get going before food's all gone!!(:

2008-11-14T14:34:00.003+08:00

k i'm back alive..somehow la... damn sick and tired now thanks to some indigestion crap that i've somehow kena-ed.... nothing is going down my bloody digestive system.... SIAN..

anyway... great wall was kinda nice in a sense.. the staircases were like VERTICAL???? O_O it was like damn difficult to climb at many of the different places were the steps were like 3 times the normal height... and thanks to the stupid going down trip... rania was like O_O coz she was apparently a bit the scared of heights... and poor yimeng.. ppl who are tall have like erm... high CG which is supposedly not good.. but we all SURVIVED IT!!!!!!(: hahaha..

well i manage to climb to the top of the place.. found this funny cctv there and nearly wanted to do some tupid antics at it but decided better not.... tong them were waiting down there for me coz they didn't feel like climbing up... so i was sort of alone... apart from the fact that there were ppl who erm WENT INTO THE FORBIDDEN AREA?????? diao..... so as a good girl like me... i decided to not go into the forbidden area...

the TABOGAN RIDE IS LIKE SO NICE CAN!!!! took it twice but i tink the first is like still nicer coz i was the FIRST person and like there was NOBODY IN FRONT OF ME so i could like speed as happily as i could... then the stupid ppl at the separate checkpoints just erm... erm... kept telling me to like go faster and faster and faster la!!!! then one of them came after me towards the end and bang me.... well that caused me to be like travelling at twice the actual speed and i was like screaming and screaming and screaming... though it was damn cool la.... second time got banged by yang yang them coz the stupid ppl infront of me go and stop then we all BRAKE... and banged into each other.. O_O but nevertheless it was DAMN FREAKIN FUN!!!!! U PPL SHOULD GO THERE AND PLAY TOO!!!!(:

immersion is about to start next week...... kinda look forward to it la.... seems that it'll be fun so should be ok la(: got bentos to eat!!!!!(: yeah yeah!

but i tink it'll be meat so sigh.....

had my IH time trial and i successfully skipped out one entire question.... so much for studying yesterday or something.......

i shall hope that tong is ok now... she's like having 3 day drip in the hospital... poor thing... christine lee was like... yiping if u continue to have gastrics i'll send you to the hospital to join tongmeng..... WONDERFUL.... GASTRICS GO AWAY!!!!! STOMACH START ABSORBING AND DIGESTING LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIAN AH........

life at the dorms are ok... just that i'm really gonna be driven nuts by some people..... sometimes i really think that issit coz of my existence itself that they are like so pissed and suan-ing and irritating and like TOTALLY PISSIFYNG!!!!! hack if the word actually existed or not... but ARGH!!!!!!! maybe if i like jump or stab or just kill myself infront of them.... they'll be happier and not so moody and watever.... OMT I'M REALLY GONNA BE DRIVEN NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH....

slashed........ maybe like that everything will go away.... somehow...

2008-11-10T07:52:00.003+08:00

woah! i have officially broken record of erm not blogging for bout 1 month plus? i realise that now my blog is like uber dead:p hahaha.. k la.. i shall update bout life here in china

it's been like 2 months or something liao? time really flies... money oso really flies.... sigh.. i tink i'm like damn freakin dumb la.. lose so much money in like such a short time.... LOST! tian ah.... yiping ur really really dumb.... sigh..

MONEY CRISIS!!!!!!! TIAN AH!!!! HOW TO SURVIVE!!!!!! ya ya.. i noe some ppl got bring atm card here la.. lucky asses... and merlion that's not pointed to u.. it's to some other random ppls who irritated me badly! =x

hmmm.. other than that.. life here is getting colder and colder... i'm like 4-layered currently and even in the classroom i'm freakin cold... it's sort of freezing all the time... BRRRRRR

had some stupid video conference the other day back and carrot make me do a presentation wit liki o_O diao... wasted my two erm night studies time to rush out this powerpoint wit them in the staffroom.. i'm totally scared and shocked by them.. now i finally understand why yijing say HP PPL ARE FREAKIN EFFICIENT... i was like totally gg throughout the entire powerpoint making thingy and LOST! dunno wat was happening at all and i like hyperventilated half the time.......... diao!!!!! HP ppl are honestly NUTS! and yes.. liki u are totally uninspirational... didn't really help me much in trying to crap things out... and u still haven tell me wat the hell is that something!!!!!!!!!

but the video conference was like.... O_O totally lost face infront of the principals and the teachers... and i was like desperately asking liki for help... at least that person had some liang2 xin1 and helped me out... honestly HP ppl can really crap... they can crap and are freakin scary and crazy........ O_O

we have offically came up wit many nice names in BSC....

wang yue has officially fallen for lychee..... just for that "roll up ur sleeve" O_O hahaha lol!!!!! WANG YUE GO LOOK FOR UR BANANA LA!!!!!!! but at least her taste is a lot better this time(:

rania is nuts over jessica whom ALL OF US HATE!!!!! ATTITUDE ATTITUDE!!!!!! hate him! sorry rania but i dun have a good impression for this particular person... HE TOTALLY SUCKS!!!!!!!!!

haha and i have officially killed jingwen's internet coz she tried to get into my blog:p hehehehe....

life in the dorms are ok la... at least my dorm was not flooded wit cockroaches like ahem ahem some other ppl's dorm:p oops.. i have a feeling i'll be dead by later....

lessons here are ok ok la.. quite nice but I TOTALLY HATE WUSHU!!!!!!!!!!! sorry grace!! it totally sucks!!!! HATE THE BLOODY TEACHER!!!!!!! MAKE US RUN 3 ROUNDS IN THIS BLOODY COLD WEATHER!!!!!!!!! my voice is like crapshit now.. totally sound like i'm gonna break voice or something la.... sometimes i sound constipated then sometimes i totally have no voice at all... this is so dumb.........

but i tink i'm not the only one la:p hehe.. at least....

let me find a picture of me..... oh and i cut my hair.. though there's like practically no diff on the outside.. at least i cut it and it's a bit shorter on the frinch part?? o_O hahaha i shall not tok bout the haircut incident... i'm totally freaked out and have like no good impressions and memory of it(: think we'll all go to another one and cut before we leave beijing...

oh ya.. forgot to tok bout my bsc thingy here.. i'm in the voyage class.... that supposedly means starting or something... then have chinese lessons at high flyers class.... CIP and stuffs oso with them... wushu and calligraphy as well... sobsob go and separate the girls into 2 groups....... sigh..... high flyers class is kinda nice la... think it's suppose to be better then the victor one but who noes..... haha..

haha... tmr going to climb the chang2 cheng2.... right right... there goes my knee:( sigh... had to like withstand myself on my hands and legs just now during briefing coz the stupid chair was like having only 1/6 of my butt... damn pain.... but mr ang scolded the BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeah!!!!! k la.. very sadist here:p

k i shall continue to blog later.. need to go prepare for dinner... what's there to prepare huh??? =x

2008-10-01T19:40:00.003+08:00

k... realisation has apparently dawned upon me that i haven updated or anything for quite a long time.... sheesh.. i shall post the erm... 3 and 4 and 5 day journal here.. other than that it's still under construction.. i'm a lousy constructor as u can see..

22nd September 2008 FREAKIN HOT ):

WOAH I ACTUALLY WOKE UP AT LIKE 6 IN THE MORNING LEH!!!!! WAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT’S LIKE 15 MINS EARLIER THAN WHAT I NORMALLY WAKE UP AT LAH!!!!!!! And how did I wake up ar… let me think… oh ya!!!! STUPID AMY’S JJ RINGTONE THINGY WOKE ME UP LA!!!! THIS IS LIKE CRAP… first thing in the morning u hear is like some funny jj voice and that totally broke ur nice nice dream!!!!!! Shit.. I tink merlion’s so gonna kill me or something… AHH!!!!!!!! I THINK I’LL RUN TO JING-TART THERE TO SLEEP!!!! Which is wat I’m doing now(: yeah yeah!!!!

Breakfast at the canteen seemed to be something very exciting as usual… I ate like one cai bao and soya bean… LIFE AS A VEGETARIAN AS USUAL…. This totally sucks.. but sigh.. wat can I do??? YIPING CONTROL UR SELF!!!!!!!!! OMT…

Then we went to the fudan classes(: yeah yeah!!! starting we were like all so erm nervous at the start.. but at the end it wasn’t as scary as it seemed at the beginning la.. me and amy was sorted into the same class coz our register number apparently became together(: yeah yeah… but at the start we didn’t go to our classroom coz it was some flagraising thingy that they were doing… so we went to reg and chinwen’s class… 1/2(: they seemed kinda nice(: their buddy was bloody nice la!!!! unlike mine:p hahaha… but after flagraising we went back to our own class.. 1/1(:

Oh ya.. for ur information.. gao 1 = sec 4 in Singapore la(: so ya ya(:

My class was supposedly like the best class or something but they seemed otherwise… the first lesson that we went to was supposedly chemistry.. but then me and amy didn’t realize that it was chemistry until the very very very very very end of the entire lesson.. Dumb yiping thought it was IT at the start coz the teacher was like saying something that totally sounded like IT stuffs.. then I tot it was physics.. for some reason that I totally dunno why(: but finally nice people from our class passed the textbook behind and we FINALLY REALISE THAT IT WAS CHEMISTRY!!!! REALISATION!!!!! WOAH!!!!! And the bell rang… right… oh.. and I realize they were teaching ELECTRONIC CONFIGURATION IN CHINESE!!!! OMT!!! IN CHINESE!!!!!!!!!! No wonder I couldn’t understand at all…. Sigh… but I guess if it was in english I won’t understand either… the reason why u ppl can try to decipher(:

Then next lesson was math(: which apparently was a test for them… the NICE ppl passed EXTRA math paper back to us.. amy and I were at first like so happy coz finally got something that we could do and something that we actually understand or something… but the moment we saw that the thing was like in Chinese… our hearts PRACTICALLY SANK!!!! HONEST!!! IT SANK!!!!! I was like.. WAT THE HELL!!!!! So throughout the paper.. when the ppl were trying to do their papers me and amy were trying to UNDERSTAND THE FIRST QUESTION(: yeah yeah.. but it was unsuccessful at all!!!(: so at the end of the paper when the NICE ppl turned around to collect our papers we SMILED ANGELICALLY at them and erm.. passed them a blank paper:p which of course wasn’t handed in la.. or else we’ll like totally DUI LIAN LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:p

Next was ENGLISH!!!! Yeah yeah!! SOMETHING THAT ME AND AMY CAN ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND LA!!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!! oh and I realize that the nice person that sat infront of us was supposedly the monitor(: hahaha.. no wonder he seemed so nice…

Anyway.. where was I.. oh ya.. English lessons.. the ppl sitting beside the nice ppl passed their textbook over to us… and they were apparently studying MICHELANGELO.. haha famous ppl(: sounds fun(: the English teacher was some skinny old woman who totally cannot speak properly.. sheesh I feel very horrible to the teacher la!!! but IT’S THE TRUTH!!!!!! WE MUST BE HONEST KIDS REMEMBER:p

Hahaha.. anyway.. amy and I were happily criticizing the teacher at every single word that she said la(: she loves to emphasize on her vowels and DRAAAAAAAAAAAAAG THEM(: hahahahha… but honestly, their textbooks are kinda easy actually…. Oh and yun xin just hit me for a random sake… I wonder why…. Anyway.. back to this… ya English lesson was really entertaining… CHERYL I FOUND SOMEONE THAT CAN SPEAK LOUSIER THAN U LEH!!!! U MUST REALLY FEEL VERY HAPPY(:

K I tink I’ll die…

Anyway… after that were more boring lessons(: normal ones that were apparently all in Chinese.. which I totally do not understand la… and they just keep turning around to like ask do u understand??? LIKE NO!!!!!!!! :p

Lunch was kinda bad coz there was nothing that I could apparently eat at all la.. so I practically ust skipped through lunch(: oh but I tink I coped chinwen’s vege(: which was like totally erm SALTY!!!!!! But better than nothing la.. yet again I was tempted la… YIPING CONTROL!!!!!!:p

After lunch.. my apparently very cold class suddenly seemed to be very nice to us(: one of them came up to talk to us.. but apparently there was a motive(: hahahaha.. for her councilor interview la.. so we the nice ppl happily answered her questions(: hahaha.. then the class apparently realize that me and amy weren’t COLD CREATURES and started to talk to us(: hahaha.. and I realize that they were really very funny and nice pp!!!!(:
ILOVEYUNXINALOT!!!!!!

K that wasn’t done by me… dumb yun xin who is sitting beside me typed that.. EGO!!!:p

Ok.. back to the topic… oh ya.. my class.. they are really very nice ppl.. very joker and very funny(:

YUNXIN IS MY DARDAR

Yiping shall not admit that.. CHERYL DON KILL ME!!!!!! Yun xin type one again…(:

Ok.. after lunch they actually had PE!!! OMT!!!! AFTER LUNCH LAH!!!!!!! So we went for some basketball module.. YES BASKETBALL.. we SEEM SO FATED TO BASKETBALL WHEREVER WE GO LA!!!!!!!!:p hahaha… but the place was like totally enclosed and like freakin freakin freakin hot!!!!! I totally sweat like I’m a happy yunxin. And that was not written by yunxin. Cos she’s really cute:D

K those in red are so by yunxin!!!! I’m a nice and innocent person(: haha.. Cheryl chill!!!!(:

K where was I until yunxin cut in… oh ya… weather.. yup yup.. it’s like freakin freakin freakin freakin hot la!!!!! never expected it to be this hot.. it’s like in Singapore la!!!!! and wind is only occasional…

Then after a very very very very very very hot pe lesson we had some other funny lesson by which I have forgotten but I remember it was really boring(: and after sweating honestly a lot a lot, we went back to the aircon classroom and I was nearly frozen!! Haha.. lol… and oh ya..

THEIR CLASSROOMS ARE LIKE ALL AIRCON-ED LA!!! THIS IS LIKE SO UNFAIR!!! WE MUST GO ON A STRIKE AND GET AIR-CONED CLASSROOMS!!!!!! :p

Haha… but the cons is that it really stinks after pe…. U get wat I mean:p haha… but it’s really nice on a hot sunny erm horrible school day…

Lalala.. after that let’s see… oh ya! we went to this fudan jie(: near the school so tat’s why I tink it’s called erm fudan jie(; nice eva, aka si ya brought us there!! Yeah yeah! she’s so nice right??? Haha yeah yeah! and she’s like very very cute oso la!!!! so adorable.. oh ya.. I shall post a picture of her that I so painstakingly had to take(: hahahaha… but ya ya ya!!! she’s a very nice person(; and she brought us out to dinner too!!!! Went to this nice erm ma2 la4 tang1 place.. it’s a bit like the niag tofu in Singapore.. u get to choose wat u want.. which was good coz I finally get to EAT WHAT I WANT.. anyway.. so we were choosing.. got like 5 items including the noodles.. and guess wat.. IT ONLY COST LIKE 5RMB LA!!!! which is equivalent to 1 singdollar!!! For DINNER!!! OMT.. and it was a big serving!!!! I was like totally full even before I finished… OMT!!!!!

So where was I, oh ya.. we went to the fudan jie… looking around.. it was really nice… erm not that long and not that much shop la… went into this then another, didn’t really buy that much amount of stuffs… but me and amy got a short sleeve shirt each coz the both of us realize that we didn’t really bring enough… anyway… so me and amy happily got a shirt each(: haha yeah yeah! wat else did we get…. Hmmmm… oh ya!!!! we went into this erm nice nice toy shop and crazy amy got totally crazy over the brick bears.. omt la!!! she started erm lalala-ing over them for a very very long time… and then she decided to buy like erm 3 of them as well as a small one that can be hanged on her handphone.. sigh… and I bought some cute doraemon characters as well as la bi xiao xin ones for my dear juniors(: hahahaha… see I’m so nice(: haha but I haven decided who to give it so ya(:

Then we apparently came to this nice shoe shop that sells really nice shoes that are REAL but are those that are erm tui huos or something like that.. and chin wen started to lala over them as well to find a nice pair of shoes to use(: but she didn’t coz she was still kinda da-suaning coz there were no size for her!!!! Haha…

So there’s the trip to fudan jie… kinda small with erm many many many many bookstores which we totally missed out along the way.. oh and ya! here’s my first cup of bubble tea(; yeah yeah!!! so nice right??? haha dun tell me bout the milk thingy… at this time there seemed no problem and so far no stomach aches for me!!!! Oops.. that’s a lie… anyway… so here’s to my first cup of bubble tea(:

So after that we seemed rather happy with the first trip to fudan jie(; and si ya told us many many many exciting stories and I suddenly like china for the FIRST TIME!!!! Hahaha… and somehow I’m excited for tomorrow(; loking forward(:

The on came the night study thingy which I decided to pop by and take a look coz my class ppl said it’s gonna be fun(: ting chih joined me in my class and I was trying to tutor her in bio which turned out to be quite ok I hope… anyways.. as we teach our syllabus in English unlike some countries.. I was explaining everything to her in English and that made it my turn to entertain the ppl in my class… apparently they had nothing better to do so they just sat rather near to us and TRIED to decipher what I was toking about. . . . right….. but they didn’t seem to erm understand.. and yu hang stupidly tried to act smart..lol

But towards the end I had to like help them do their English homeworkO_o wonder why I agreed to them in the first place la.. and the work was honestly like some erm primary school grammer ones.. honest!

Night at jing-tards room is funny.. we watched some funny tv show.. then tong went to sleep first and me snuggled in jing’s bed.. but I’m like in pro-war zone cos jing is constantly poking me for some obvious reasons(: hahaha.. and finally after we had settled down, me and tong just keep toking and toking and decided to give everyone a food nickname which by the next day was totally forgotten, and jing nearly wanted to take out a piece of paper and like note everything out or something la!!! when it was like all dark and everything… haha.. LOL but sleep was nice and comfy(; yeah yeah!!! mantou is SO NICE TO HUG!!!!

Gosh it’s already like the third day!!! And I’m honestly having some fun here.. shall look forward to zao cao tomorrow.. it should be kinda fun… I hope(: MISSES EVERYONE<3<3<3>

23rd September 2008 FREAKIN HOT again

Today got kena-ed woken up by tong’s alarm clock… which apparently only worked on me only.. I wonder why… omt la.. the rest were still like sleeping or something… lol! So I had a quite hard time trying to wake jingtard up.. but finally it worked(; and I decided to go back to my own room(: haha to change and everything la and I met amy at the door who apparently slept at joey’s room(: hahaha.. and she seemed kinda happy to see me… hmmm.. so funny la…

So we again prepared for school.. and went down for breakfast which I conveniently skipped coz there was nothing for the poor vegetarian here): hahaha.. there goes my supposedly full stomach… but as remarked by my nice classmates… the food was oily as usual… AND THERE WAS XIAO LONG BAO LA!!!!!! OMT LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! contain urself yiping!!!!! Contain urself!!!!! Omt omt omt… EVERYWHERE SEEMS TO HAVE TEMPTATIONS TO ME LA!!!! THIS IS LIKE…… GOSH!!!!

Finally after a seemingly long torment I left the canteen!! Yeah yeah!! that’s good… then we went for lesson.. they were having some morning lang du thingy in class.. and the first thing that came to me was that the monitor is not a good example…. HE WAS SLEEPING THROUGH THE ENTIRE THING!!!! Omg la… My impression of him is like totally ruined…. Tian ah! I tot china students were suppose to be like totally studious or something… apparently stereotyping liao!!!:p hahaha..

Then on came the most exciting thing of the day sia! Which is erm ZAO CAO!!!! YEAH YEAH!!!! I was not that excited but it seemed really fun la! me and amy decided to lodge ourselves behind the boys.. and erm stared on.. The music was kinda entertaining… as in like the music was really those kind that sounded like a zao cao music… k wat the hell am I talking about??? Anyway… the music was nice… sort of.. with the person… tink so la.. saying 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 and so on inside.. Apparently everyone seemed to like memorized the steps or something and me and amy were like frantically trying to follow.. but that didn’t really work cos the two of us were busy laughing most of the time.. HONEST!!! It was really very very funny!!!! Can’t believe I actually have to like do this for bout one month in Beijing!!!!! Omt.. this is getting scary…. But the zao cao movements are really very funny… there’s like this erm superman move or something.. But the laughing part was partly because of my class la.. they don’t seem to do it like fully and that eagerly so it really looked very very funny….

Me and amy were like some crazy lunatics at the back laughing and laughing and laughing… and my class boys just exclaimed that they feel that they are like performing for us or entertaining us… and the funniest thing was one said to me…

“So how’s our dance? Good?”

OMT LA!!! THAT WAS LIKE O_o LOL!!!! Haha.. so after a lot a lot of fun and laughter mainly from staring at them do zao cao.. we went back for the usual boring lessons.. which included English and me and amy decided to criticize the teacher again(:

lunch was normal and I skipped it again…. haha.. but due to much much boredom.. we started erm playing soduku towards the end of the day and HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I WON AMY!!!!! OMT I WON HER BY BOUT 2 MINS!!!!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH(: Apparently.. I tink I heard that there is a math paper tomorrow… omt… STONNING TIME(: I tink if this goes on I’ll become a fossil!!!!! Oh ya! and they had some stupid contact time today… which lasted for bout 1 and a ½ hours…. The teachers just took turns to like talk and talk and talk and talk… I fell asleep(: but I realize that even if the students were like noisy or anything.. the teacher won scold one leh! As in they won’t!! unlike in ny _____ ___ and ______ ___ will just come after u or something… free to fill in the blanks(: hahaha.. but the teachers there dun scold… k maybe except for the vp la.. who asked for silence(: hahaha…

After the supposedly 40 mins contact time… my class had a basketball match against 1/3 class… and I had to go and erm cheer for them.. which I found redundant coz my class girls were really high and the other classes girls were erm MIA… so we ruled(:

And I never knew that my class boys could actually play basketball la! as in they were like all in the basketball school team.. including the sleeping beauty… omt lo! They totally dun look like one… no wonder they say ren bu ke mao xiang sia… totally understand that now…(: SO MY CLASS WON!!!!!!!(: yeah yeah yeah yeah(: WE RULE(: hahaha.. I feel very attached to the class coz they were really nice ppl yeah(:

After that I went to fudan jie wit erm shuting coz we were suppose to go shopping with the rest but we were sort of late or something… anyway…. So had two man shopping with shuting.. who bought many things and influenced me to buy as well.. omt la!!!! and she dragged me into this bra shop oso… omt-ness… So had shopping wit her and we were sort of back a bit the too late so got a bit of scolding… but after that it was ok la…

Having night at my own sweet room(: yeah yeah!!! amy is going crazy again… omg…. I shall erm try to sleep early… TRY… MISS U ALL!(:

24th September 2008 STILL RATHER HOT

Woke up to the stupid radio broadcast in the room.. omg la! they actually have radio broadcasts in the room leh!!!!! Honest!!! Loud and clear!!! Amy seem to be woken up by it as well… omt….

Had the usual breakfast which I so conveniently skipped again(: sian.. I tink I’m like wasting my coupons or something..

Lessons were normal… but in the math paper I was toking about.. me and amy could actually anwer 2 questions!!!! Yeah yeah! we surprisingly improved overnight(: hahahahaha.. apparently the classmates seem very amused by us as well(: hahaha.. we’re turning into the clowns of the class liao… Lunch was nice today.. and I finally like ate something… which was erm.. SPAGATTI!(: yeah yeah! it was nice but really really oily at the same time… really oily… couldn’t really stand the oiliness of it but wat else can I do?:p

So there was lunch… lessons after that was again rather boring except for maybe pe… oh ya.. pe.. they had this thing like a napfa just that it was like 1 item only and it was on the parallel bars… those kinda bars that were like parallel to each other and they have to swing themselves.. ya ya.. and they WERE LIKE DAMN PRO AT IT LA!!! they had to like swing to one bar.. and like swing to another… omt la! they practically like could do it properly!!!!!!!! This is like so UNFAIR!!!! The guys were like ALL PASS!!!!!! OMT!!!!!! K chill…

Then after that we went upstairs to the oh-so-hot hall and erm stonned there to watch more basketball and badminton…. Which slowly passed time(: Lessons ended as per normal… and we gave our presents to our buddy and her two nice friends(: who seemed to love it(: yeah yeah! Oh ya.. before I forget.. stupid yu hang passed me his bloody English workbook during erm politics lesson… oh ya! OMT LA!!! THEY HAVE POLITICS LESSON!!! AND GUESS WHAT THE TEACHER WAS TEACHING… HOW TO SPEND YOUR MONEY WISELY… OMT!!!! WHAT’S THAT GOTTA DO WITH POLITICS?? But we saw how they can use like bout 125 dollars in one month and that includes everything like food and lodging and transport and other random stuffs.. oh and tuition too… omg! Anyway… back to stupid yu hang.. who so happily passed me his English textbook to do… and being a nice person I decided to help him do it.. and I just kept doing and doing and doing.. coz it was really really really really easy! HONEST!! U ppl should try looking at the textbook someday.. it’s really easy…. Apparently I overshot what I was suppose to do and they seemed amused again… tian ah!

After that we went to fudan jie to meet up with the rest and had like a long shopping which I’m proud to say I DIDN’T BUY ANYTHING!!!!! YEAH YEAH(: hold on… I did… I bought dvds… hahaha.. bought ouran high school host club and ming4 zhong4 zhu4 ding4(: yeah yeah(: I shall now try to smuggle it back to Singapore… :p Had this nice erm wrap that was vege cos I ordered for vege only.. nearly ordered the meat one cos I was uberly tempted… jingtard was like trying to force me out of eating it… omt la! CONTROL YIPING CONTROL!!!!!!! Can’t really stand it… how am I gonna survive the xiao long bao trip???? Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg… Sigh… hard to control nowadays liao…. Ah!!! ME NEEDS MORE WILL POWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That night went back to the dorms and watched many funny videos together wit tong and jingtard… I tink were watching… erm…. Forgot le.. but I remember it was something really funny and nice(: hahaha.. So that’s all for the third day of school…can’t believe it is the last day of lessons with my class today… gonna be like a tourist from the start of tomorrow.. sigh… we’re gonna miss the class!!!! Amy and I feel bonded to them somehow(: gao 1/1 ban!!! Jia you jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!! MISS YOU ALL!!!(: And MISS YOU ALL TOO(:

haha.. so there it is.. the rest will be up later.. i shall post some pictures later as well... sigh. oh ya.. here's a warning to all those that will be coming to china...

PLEASE EAT PROPERLY IN SINGAPORE AND TAKE GOOD GOOD CARE OF UR STOMACH!!!! TAKE ALL THOSE DUNNO WAT JABS TO ERM PREVENT FOOD POISONING AS WELL AS BRING ALL THE STOMACH PROBLEM MEDICINE OR WHAT EVER... JUST BRING THEM!!! IT'S FOR UR OWN GOOD UNLESS U WAN TO BE LIKE US(:

k... so that's the zhong gao to all from the first hand experience.... 13 out of 17 are down with diarrhoae wat so ever... which apparently suay suay includes me... HOW CAN A VEGETARIAN KENA DIARRHOEA AND GASTRICS AT THE SAME TIME???? omt la! i so wonder.. and the combination of the above two is not something u would like to try...... SO TAKE GOOD CARE OF URSELVES BEFORE COMING HERE WHERE OIL AND SALT SEEMS TOTALLY FREE...(:

shall post pics later(: MISS YA ALL!!!!!!<3

2008-09-27T23:45:00.018+08:00

hmmm.. i shall flood this post with pictures from the first days.. maybe some random comments too(:

here's all of us at one go(: haha.. but that excludes me coz i took the photo O_0

the first things u see when u entire the museum(: as usual it's all the statues and stuffs(:

all the random cam-whores from the start(:

k what is kek chinwen doing??

k this is ACTUALLY A MODEL!! HONEST!!! and it had changing lights too!(:

this was apparently photos in a dark theatre.. so some pics that i too apparently don seem to be pics... haha.. so try deciphering(:

below are pictures of everyone.. random and some cam-whores(: along this funny road that is suppose to depict that of old shanghai outside the museum(:

obviously i didn't take this photo of myself.. dear jingtard took it while i was takin photos for other ppl... gosh looks like matrix leh.....

haha.. here's a series of events that happened one after another(: the reason why i took them.. that's a very good question..

apparently this is the model of how shanghai will look on 2010.. and everyone is looking for singapore...

and here it is!!!! though it is really really really really minute(:

k these are photos from this HUMONGOUS model of the shanghai city.. and i mean the ENTIRE SHANGHAI CITY!! it's like HUGE LA!!!!:p they are really small wooden stuffs that cover AN ENTIRE LEVEL!!! omt..

me taking photos of ppl who were apparently taking photos as well. . . .

here's the supposed model of an airport.. though it doesn't really look like one:p

this is apparently the development of the shanghai tan from past to present on this cute and small little theatre(:

so that's all for the first day i guess(: if i find more i shall post more(: haha.. too tired today from all the stomach aches and diarhaeos which i shall further explain at a later date coz my journal is STILL STUCK ON THE THIRD DAY!!!! OMT!!! haha. i shall sleep early in hope that my stomach will be alright(; haha.. and maybe i shall go online and start blogging earlier(: yeah yeah(; byebye

MISSES EVERYONE(:

2008-09-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

OMG I REALISE I NEVER BLOG AT ALL!!!!!

haha..here's a very very very very good reason why... coz my dorm was the suay suay one that totally couldn't get any internet connection la:( somemore the room number is like 8??? omt..

so SO SORRY FOR THOSE THAT WERE WORRIED OF ME!!!! I'M PERFECTLY FINE HERE IN SHANGHAI.. THINGS ARE KINDA FUN BUT I'M CONTROLLING MYSELF TO NOT SPLURGE SO MUCH MONEY!!!!!!!

BUT THE FOOD IS FREAKIN OILY!!!! HONEST!!! AND SALTY!!!!

ok.. i shall just copy and paste my first and second day diary here... since my third day onwards is still erm in the process of writing... :p

20st September 2008 HORRIBLE Weather (:

Hmmm… since stupid MERLION ask me to do some funny journal incase our memory fails us or something… which I totally doubt coz she seems to be the only who seems to only to have the symptoms… now she’s asking questions again… sigh… haha… but I’m still doing it(:

Yesterday was quite a tiring day to say… we were like stuck on the plane for like almost 10 hours like!!! LITERALLY 10 HOURS!!!! NOT GETTING OFF MAN!!!! Omg la.. coz the plane was delayed in Singapore due to some stupid 2 passengers who didn’t board the bloody plane.. then there came an idiotic storm when we reach shanghai so we stayed like in the air STATNIONARY for like half an hour… then flew to nanjing.. stayed there for like a few hours… couldn’t get off the plane or anything.. damn stupid la.. so in the end.. suppose to reach shanghai at like 3.. we reached at 8!!!!1 omg la!! And yangxi had like airsick.. so she vomited bout 6 times or something… and she kept complaining bout some funny engine smell which apparently none of us can smell it r anything.. something’s wrong with our noses.. or is hers just a bit the to sensitive le?? Dunno la.. I only noe my hearing is like not bad though I frequently blast my earphones.. shit this is totally random..

I suddenly have a stupid feeling… am I suppose to be doing this in Chinese??? HACK..

But SQ is really very nice… watched like 3 movies(: SEX IN THE CITY, KUNG FU PANDA, 200 POUND BEAUTY(: yeah yeah!!! Although the sex in the city was really disgusting.. but it was fun.. me shuting and jngwen were like crapping like shit like that…(: yeah yeah!

Oh then we had dinner at BK… WOAH!!!! I HAD THE BEST BURGER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE MAN!!!!! The chui shushu… as in blow that chui.. ordered some burger for me.. here’s wat happened:

Yiping: (runs frantically) eh.. I am a vegetarian for the time being…

Chui shushu: oh.. noe I noe(: I ordered for u le

Yiping: ??? wat did u order?

Chui shushu: (seem to smile rather happily) oh I ordered chicken burger without the chicken and add more vege(:

Yiping: eh right O_o

WOAH WONDERFUL! (; chicken burger without chicken add more vege.. might as well call it the sandwich or something… OMG LA!!!! And when It came… shuting, yangxi and amy were like so interested… I opened it to show them.. conclusion of a CHICKEN BURGER WITHOUT CHICKEN ADD MORE VEGE….

TASTELESS

HONEST!!! It taste like crap shit la.. ok I’m like watching some stupid Chinese show..

Eh.. then after that we sat bus all the way to the hostel.. on the way chui shushu kept making us laugh. Oh ya.. HE PROMISED TO LET ME HAVE NICE VEGETARIAN FOOD!!! Yeah yeah!! But apparently so far nothing was really very nice la so O_o.. haha.. then I realize that the dormitory is like 2 person in one room.. so I’m stuck wit a MERLION!!! Omg la!! This is so scary!!!!!!:p but so far good thing I’m still safe and sound and in one full piece so far(: yeah yeah!(:

After settling in we took turns to bath and realized that it was like in 2 am or something.. good thing ms lee say can sleep until like 10 plus the next day!!! YEAH!!!(: haha… so me and amy watched shao nian yang jia jiang and flopped to bed… lalala… and stupid merlion on the aircon until very cold.. so I huddled myself in my nice blanket(: and fell asleep eventually(:

21st September 2008 Fine weather (:

Got woken up quite early today… jingwen them were like knocking so freakin loudly on me and amy’s room door la! Then the two of us woke up. Rub rub our eyes and like stumble to the door.. open it.. and like saw THE ENTIRE GROUP OF PPL OUTSIDE LA!!!! Haha.. no la.. not so exaggerated but really a lot of ppl outside lor!!!!!! Then at first me and amy decided we’re not gonna go down and eat breakfast and like erm just slp la… but in the end we suay suay had to go down and eat oso la..

So dumb me tied my hair and happily went downstairs with jingwen, tong meng, camellia, wangyue… there’s this funny green colour coupon that they gave us and said that the canteen was on the third level… then stupid yipping thought it was the DORMITORY 3rd level and dumb dumb-ly walked there… the moment we stepped to the dorm 3rd floor.. this topless guy walked pass us wit some funny towel wrapped over him… then he stare at us and we stared back…

That’s not all.. malu me still walked into the level and realized that there was a dead end.. so we ran down to the first floor and the person told us: IT IS ON ANOTHER BUILDING… just walk in.. O_o

Wonderful.. dumb yiping…

And then here comes an even dumber yiping.. I WORE SLIPPERS DOWN!!!! Omg la!! so I GRABBED onto tongmeng and walked there.. looked damn funny la.. some shorter person grabbing onto a taller person trying to walk properly.. sigh.. I totally rock..

Breakfast was yet again wonderful as usual.. I ate erm.. vege bao! Honest.. that seemed to be the only thing tat I could eat only): damn sad la! and soya bean which erm… totally tastes awful! There’s like nothing else for me to eat): sobsob... hahaha… lol! But it was kinda filling la…

Then we went back to the dorms coz erm.. we had like bout 2 hours plus left… everyone came to our room and erm started crapping around the place.. playing cards and everything… lalala… then 11 came and we sorta rushed down… chui shushu was there waiting for us as usual la(:

Then we made our way to the lunch place.. stupid merlion still ask me just now.. did we like eat lunch immediately after breakfast??erm… right…

Me got like super excited over that coz finally I might be able to eat erm something other than vege burger(: but hahaaha.. lifes never good la…

Apparently.. other’s lunch was kinda nice.. it’s suppose to be ning po cai… which is said to be very salty or something… then I had.. CORN AND SOME FUNNY VEGE SOUP!!!!! OMG LA!!!!! tasted like shit la but sigh… that’s fate): sigh… then everyone was like talking bout xiao long bao!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg la!!!!!!!!!!! I was like on the verge of erm beng kui-ing liao!!!!!! Then jing-tart was like trying to chill me… sigh..

Oh ya!!!! I found my secret talent!!!! I CAN SERVE PPL RATHER WELL LEH!!!!!!!!!! OMG LA!!!!!!! I ROCK(: yeah yeah… k I’m ego-ing here…

K then.. wat did we do after lunch.. oh ya.. that fa zhan cheng shi thingy(: hahaha.. lalala… it was kinda fun coz it was like freakin freakin big or something… but the person, the jiang jie yuan was like having some stupid depression or something.. so he talk in a very monotone manner.. so nothing nice la(: but the entire thing is like so high-tec and everything la! sian…

Then we went to raffles city.. HONEST!!!! IT’S RAFFLES CITY!!!!!!!! REALLY!!!! RAFFLES CITY IN CHINA!!!!!!!!(: OUR VERY VERY VERY OWN RAFFLES CITY IN CHINA!!!!!!!! Hahahaha… and it really looks like raffles city in Singapore!!! Like totally the same or something la!!! omg so cool right!!!!! But the things are really expensive too la.. though it’s still cheaper than in Singapore but.. ya.. it’s ex la(: hahahaha.. we were like given erm 1 hour to walk around la… so went wit tong ,jing wen, shuting, and yimeng(: hahahaha… then we started like lala-ing around… oh ya!!!! Went to this funny hello kitty shop and shuting was like totally overwhelmed by the sheer amount of stuffs around!!!! Omg la!!! hahaha but everything was kinda cute la… honest…

We were like forming some long human chain.. k 5 ppl is not that long but in a shopping centre that is filled wit ppl and u suddenly see a bunch of ppl holding hands and walking around doesn’t seem to be a very erm demure sight.. but WHO CARES!!!! Lalala… but still la.. it was a rare sight and all the china ppl were like staring at us like we were some weirdo assholes or something…

So shopping was kinda fun… walked here and walked there… then we apparently found ourselves at erm FOX.. shuting bought this pink hoodie and successfully psycho-ed me to get a yellow one.. so now we look like twins la… both thick thick specs and similar hoodies… omg la!!! so we’ve decided to wear it at BSC when we get there(: yeah yeah!

Oh! Then we started lala-ing over caps! Shuting was like trying to try every single cap in the shop!!!! Hahaha… it was kinda fun la(; looking at her wit all the PINK coloured caps on her head one at a time.. but in the end she resisted the temptation to get one(: yeah yeah!

Apparently we were kinda early when we reached back at the aqua place for assembly… and chin and grace were apparently late… coz they were dunno doing wat or were lost la… shuting was so tired from her heels that she plomped herself on the floor and everyone stared at her… then on came this FAT PLUMP UGLY security guard that gave us the ASSHOLE look of his… he was pissed and we were even more pissed la!!!!!! stupid security guard.. U BUILT THE PLACE MEH!!!!!!!! :p

Then we walked to the shu cheng… on the way bought our phone cards and successfully sha-jia-ed la(: hahahhaa.. but poor yimeng got molested by this ASSHOLE!!!!!! I CURSE HIM THE DAY HE WAS BORN!!!!!!!!!!! IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT!!!!!!!

Then finally after a long while we reached the shu cheng… went in.. first thing that shu ting did was to flop onto the floor and permanently implant herself there(: so I went book shopping wit chin wen and grace… me and chin-tard both found a book that interested us so bought that book together(: yeah yeah!!!

Then I went to some Maozedong section and bought someone’s birthday present there(: I bet that person will like kill me when _____ sees the present(: hahaha.. I’m in for loads of fun and laughter(:

Finally we made our way to the last level, the CD SECTION!!!! yeah yeah! Haha.. the three of us started exploring the place, finding funny CDs along the way and laughing all the while.. then we found ms lee who seemed totally engrossed in the documentary section, where she like bought a lot of things as well la.. and lin lao shi who was like looking for loads and loads of movies(; at first dumb me still thought that the movies will be in chinese la!!!! omg... hahaha and I saw CATS dvd.. freakin tempted to buy it.. maybe I shall la(: the next time we go there which is like on sat… sheesh.. yiping contain yourself contain yourself!!!!!!

After the wonderous bookstore trip, we waited outside for everyone to gather.. then laughed over this very cute bunny book that ms lee bought that depicted how a few bunnies tried to find different ways of dying(: damn cute la!!!! hahaha.. then shuting was nearly like cheated by this woman who wanted to do fortune telling on her or something… poor shuting.. good thing jing wen grabbed her away in time man!! I can hardly imagine what will happen..

Then we went to the supermarket and bought all our random stuff… and all of us conveniently forgot to buy DETERGENT!!!! So there goes our NICE SMELLING CLOTHES!!!!!!! Hahaha..

Dinner was on this nice looking boat that was on the SEA!!!! REALLY!! IT WAS ON THE SEA!!!!! Just that it didn’t like rock her rock there la O_o.. amy only realized that it was actually on the sea after we finished and were on the way back to the nice bus.. as usual.. dinner was limited for me and I had only a plate of erm assorted mushrooms as well as some green pepper thing which I totally dun like coz I dun like green pepper even though it is green la(: life as a vegetarian was further worsen when the actually took out XIAO LONG BAO!!!!!!! OMG LA!!!!!! THEY ACTUALLY HAD XIAO LONG BAO!!!!!!!!!!
I immediately collapsed on my seat la.. first test of resistence is my favourite xiao long bao!!!!! NO FAIR!!!! OMG lA!!!!!! amy turned around just to see my exaggerated expression….

But nice shuting decided that since I can’t eat the meat.. I can eat the skin right??? So she happily took out the meat and stuffed the skin into my mouth… k this sounds sick… but how shuting did it I shall not further explain… u all can use ur imaginations(: but clue is it is not that glam la..

Finally we left that place that was nearly like hell to me.. but the atmosphere was really nice la(: after a long day of stuffs and activities we finally headed back off to the hostel.. didn’t really do much.. just that we went to jing’s room to watch hana yuri dango that shuting so nicely brought the entire set to china to watch.. and amy who was suppose to come and join us happily stayed in the room and dunno what she was doing la!!!!

So that’s the end of the second day(: tiring but it was definitely worth it la(: man I MISS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!<3<3<3 face="arial">
hehe.. for the remaining days please shi mu yi dai coz haven finish yet:p

i shall post pictures in the next post coz this one seems very very long...(:

2008-09-18T23:13:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

2 MORE DAYS LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHH!!! i'm SO GONNA FAINT LIAO!!!! STILL HAVEN PACK FINISH!!!!

let's see what i lack....

1. SHOES!!!! omg la.. i finally decided on not bringing boots.. at most i get it in china.. although i face the threat of it disintegrating on the spot but WHO CARES!

2. LONG SLEEVE SHIRTS!!!! ahhhhhh.. this is bad.. i tink i need like 3-4 of them??? omg la!

hmmm.. i tink that should be all.. oh ya.. include shampoo.. bag.. and other random crap shit like medicine and vitamins!!! OMG LA!!!!

good thing unlike shuting i still have space in my luggage.... phew! that seems to cheer things up.. i HOPE!!! lala..

i shall officially say that I LOVE GRACE!!!! sorry cheryl BUT YA!!(: GRACE IS THE NICEST PERSON ALIVE!!!!!!(: yeah yeah.. coz she saved me the trouble of going down to chinatown to buy those erm UNIQUELY SINGAPORE SOUVINIERS FOR MY CHINA BUDDY!!!(: YEAH YEAH!!!! GRACE ROCKS!:p

haha.. let's see.. setted up a blog for the 3months china trip ppl... after a long wait that is... we were like trying to decide on the username and cam and wy just rancomly gave us SEXYBANANAS.. OMG LA!!! but it's nice(: 308tians ARE ALL SEXY BANANAS!!!!!! YEAH YEAH!!! k that sounds wrong..... anyway.. then we were suppose to decide on the blog url.. i proposed.. WE LOVE MAOZEDONG!!!!!!! but nobody liked it:( sigh why?? it's like so nice right???? NOT hahahhaa... suppose to be sacarstic but we realise we have to show the teachers so erm best not:p so cam and wy came up with the actual one.. and it is...

http://www.beeasspee.wordpress.com/

yeah yeah!!!! so nice right???? hahaha... then next came the blog title.. again WE LOVE MAOZEDONG was not accepted:( so we used.. WE LOVE JIZI!!!!!(: 308 u get the joke:p

YEAH YEAH SO OUR BLOG/DIARY/CRAPPING HAVEN/GOSSIP PLACE is DONE(: hahahaha.. 308 we rock!!!!

hahah sigh i have 2 zuowens, 2 yuedubaogaos and some other random shit to RUSH BY TONIGHT!!!! OMG LA!!!!!! why before i leave the teachers still wan to torture me with homework??????? sigh.. they should treasure their time left wit the lovable 16 of us ma!!!! k better stop crapping and go back to my homeworks... OMG!!!!

2 days left to TAKE OFF!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-09-08T18:46:00.004+08:00

woah today i'm posting real damn early.... first day of school.. and i shall say.. IT SUCKS!!! haha.. few ppl changed their hairstyle.. chinwen totally looks like a china doll now.. but IT'S CUTE LA!!!!!!(: really adorable.. HONEST(: haha.. mr mac cut his hair too and erm.. HE LOOKS REALLY TOOT NOW(: it's like random grasses growing on his head or something:p good thing he doesn't noe my blog:p

IT'S MERLION'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!! not the singapore that merlion that spits nothing but water out and stands at the mouth(is it?) of the singapore river to let ppl take photo.. IT'S 308'S VERY OWN MERLION!!!!!!!!!!!!(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERLION!!!!!!!(:

bought merlion a silver pants.. haha.. merlion in silver pants.. that's a rare sight:p but she seemed to love it la so yeah!(:

janelle returned back to the 308 BIG FAMILY TODAY!!!!!(: YEAH YEAH WELCOME BACK JANELLE!!!!! stupid mr mac dun allow us to have the party.. darn him!!!! but we gave her that chip/dale thing and SHE LOVED IT!!!!(: yeah yeah(: stupid mr mac..

had hmp coursework and I TOTALLY FLOPPED IT LA!!!!! the poem was suppose to sound emo and wat crap but my melody is totally like cheerful and jumpy!!! U CAN ACTUALLY DANCE WIT IT LA!!!!! WTH!!!!! and it toally doesn't make sense!!!!!! the emphasise seem to be at the wrong spot la!!!!! gosh.. but at least i manage to finish the voice part and started on the bass line.. guess my right hand part will be equally shitty and stuffs.. sigh.. that's why i always say i have NO TALENT in composing.. still have another 2 hours of it to go for coursework tomorrow and i should be able to finish it and hand in a real real real real real horrible piece of work.. IT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE AN INTRO LA!!!! omg...

took bus home wit sotong today and nice sotong decided that we'll take 970 back together coz it's the bus that goes to both her house and my house(: yeah yeah but i alighted first:p then we had our long long sotong to sotong talk(: and we saw this merlion around toh yi there that looks like this(: haha and it reminded me of MERLION!!!(:

doesn't it look like u merlion!!!!!!!! O.o wait it is a merlion.. but anyways.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERLIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:

i shall go and rush out all my undone homework of the erm past term?? gosh i realise there's like really a lot:p

nearly forgot.. 12 days to take off!!!!!!!! gosh it's getting nearer and nearer!!!

2008-09-08T00:59:00.003+08:00

i shall make a short short post since rae always say i have long long ones..

just suddenly realise how fragile life is.. how fast things seem to pass by.. and it's only when they're gone then u realise that u actually will miss them.. hope that u'll actually be given a second chance to do it all over again.. just that this time u'll treasure whatever that's around when u can... wishing that watever that has ever happened will not happen... that u can rewrite history.. put in fresh happy memories in the place of those that has left u all guilty and stuffs..

sad to say....

these chances are hard to come by.

...

sometimes they don't even appear..

hold on.. they never do in the first place.

but it's already too late to say anything or do anything.. wat's left is only for u to cry over these matters and spend the rest of ur time emo-ing over them..

father, enlighten me please?

2008-09-07T20:14:00.002+08:00

I FEEL LIKE THE BIGGEST LIGHT BULB IN THE ENTIRE WORLD LA!!!!

gosh.. had tuition early in the morning today wit dear sotong.. I ACTUALLY NOE HOW TO MAKE MY WAY THERE NOW!!!!!!!! YEAH YEAH! sotong still tell me to don lose my way.. HAHA i didn't(: trigo sucks and uncle loh practically made me and sotong feel like dumb idiots! oh ya.. I FINISHED AS14.1!!! so anyone one who wants to copy can come to me:p oops! haha.. BUT TRIGO REALLY SUCKS!!! there's like 20 over identities to memorise la!! how can my poor brain take this when it can only hold like 8GB of things at max!!! sigh...

after that sotong's daddy was such a nice person he volunteered to send me home:p yeah! and then i realise that I HAVE COURSEWORK TOMORROW!!!!!!!! gosh.. there's nothing to prepare but IT'S STILL AN EXAM LA!!!! grrr.. i'm like taking 1/4 of my EOY paper for like erm.. NO PARTICULAR REASON??? wth! maybe ponning it will make a good solution but i guess mae ho will murder me:p lala.. i expect myself to be scolded real real real real real badly tomorrow for missing lessons... sigh..

suppose to have ding's lesson after that but apparently she so un-nicely cancelled my lesson:( tok about me having too little lessons wit her man.. so went to street sales to accompany shuting.. really wanted to slack at home but since ting ting dar asked.. i shall go:] sigh there goes both our sundays:p

i was late for almost 45 mins:p oops.. didn't expect it to take so long to reach orchard from my house ma:p and stupid me actually stood throughout the entire journey.. damn my legs are damn suan now...

street sales was alright la.. me and shuting didn't really dare to tok much so we just approach a few ppl.. there's this nice girl who emptied half the amount of coins she had and gave it to us.. YEAH SHE'S SO NICE:P haha.. then there were these few weird guys who took like centuries to take out their wallet la! and kept saying they were poor when i actually saw this 50 bucks note in the wallet.. EVIL!!!! after that shu ting and i sort of gave up and sat outside cathay.. shutard actually held up her tin can while sitting and shouted for donations.. LOL!! everyone just stared at us and erm went =.= good thing we were'nt in school uni man:p

then along came shuting's bf.. i shall not mention his name here coz i guess shuting might kill me.. it's for me, and of course other ppl, to know and for u to guess(:

so along came ____ ____ .. THAT'S WHY I FEEL LIKE A BIG LIGHTBULB!!! last time cheryl now shuting.. gosh!! #&^%$@&^

so shuting happily deserted the street sales to go find him.. settled in long johns and we started crapping.. good thing i know ____ ____ in the first place or else i'll really be a HUGE LIGHTBULB(: so we started crapping and talking yeah and i got free dinner.. hold on.. i tink i paid for it coz he owed me $$ in the first place?? sheesh man..

then we went off to buy present for janelle.. which reminds me..

ATTENTION 308 PPL!!! JANELLE'S COMING BACK TOMORROW AND WE'RE GONNA PARTY!!!! YEAH YEAH!:]

then we went to more than words.. along the way ___ ___ kept reminding me that HE IS TALLER THAN ME so discreetly man!!! WATEVER LA!!!! after looking around, with many many random comments made by ____ ____ we decided to buy her a cute and adorable chipmunk.. dunno if it's chip or dale la.. and went to made with love to buy her a nice peice of paper for a card(: this is like the 2nd time i landed myself in made with love in like 3 days??? goodness.. and ___ ___ paid for the card coz me and shuting were literally broke for dunno what reason.. so chin wen.. we owe some ppl not from our class money:p

after that everything seemed to be bought and shuting was complaining she was hungry.. AGAIN!! haha.. so we went to the basement.. then i realise that i was really very the in the way and since i've already done what i was suppose to do.. which is erm to... to... to... get janelle's present.. right.. i decided the best time to DISAPPEAR is now(: so i conveniently excused myself from shutard and _____ _____ and scram out of sight(: that has been the best decision made ever man!!!!!:p

sian.. a one day.. wait.. one afternoon 'adventure' as a lightbulb.. this sounds so corny...

YEAH WE'RE GONNA HAVE MAF OUTING!!!!! but it'll be exactly one week before i fly:( sad.. to think of it.. 13 more days to TAKE OFF!!!! gosh time really flies and I STILL HAVEN BOUGHT MY STUFFS YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sheesh.. but nevermind.. shuting hasn't even started!!!!!!!:p i feel at least a bit better:p

i shall continue my search on china scholar crap thingy for my bsp project.. things seem so hard to find:(

2008-09-05T21:34:00.002+08:00

i realise that i have a lot of ppl on my TO BE KILLED LIST!!!!! firstly is YUSONG, then it's YONG ZHI, then it's HAZEL, then it's WENDY:p the reason why is rather obvious and i shall not further explain..

for phyllis and lim qing: sorry my memory is still in a very jammed mode so i can't remember a single detail of wat ur want me to blog about(: don't tink it even existed in my memory(:

someone just asked me to help write a research paper! gosh.. bet it's the worst decision that person has ever made in the whole lifetime! me and research paper totally are like water and fire (is this the right elements?) 7000 words somemore! siao la!:p

i have successfully coped some pictures from phyllis' blog but i've decided not to post them as it's VERY UNGLAM!! maybe chang hui has better ones BUT I CAN'T FIND IT!!!!!!!!! goodness. maybe a can try google.. since it's the worlds erm largest search engine??(:

yesterday during comm meeting.. which i so conveniently was late for like 2 hours.. mrs ee reminded me that my eoy marks are PREDICTIONS MADE BY THE TEACHERS!!! omg omg omg omg omg!!!!! OMG!!!! *freaks out badly* YES FELLOW 3-eighters!!! OUR MARKS ARE BY PREDICTION!!!!!!! i guess i'll get an average of C for every subject:( sad.. this is a bad thing though i'm missing EOYs!!:p

went winter shopping wit my mummy today and hmmm.. it was rather erm productive(: at least i bought my thermal underwear and stuffs.. let's see the check list:

jacket - 308 IS NOT GONNA WEAR THE MAO ZHU XI RED JACKET!!!!!
sweater - turtle necks are definitely very itchy!
thermal underwear - wat's this?
gloves - sounds like CSI(:
leather shoes - amy has officially psycho-ed me not to buy them(:
long sleeve shirts - hmmmm.. long sleeved shirts.. i tink i left one at obs. . . . hmmmm
jeans - zheng lao shi wanted HIGH RISE JEANS LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!
underwear? - =.= DUH!
PYJAMAS!(: - yeah.. now we shall all find out our room-mates hidden nature:p
socks - wool!!!! and normal ones(:
LAPTOP - I'M SO GONNA FORCE MY DADDY TO GET ME ANOTHER ONE!!!!:p
medicine - the usual
toiletries - i need to bring 3 MONTHS OF SUPPLY FOR THIS!!!!!O.o
survey - OMG 500 PIECES OF THEM!!!! good thing amy's takin half of it(:
presents? - suppose to prepare for our china buddy.. hmmmm
money - YES YES!! LOTS AND LOTS OF THINGS TO BUY!!!!(:
HANDPHONE(: - like i'll leave it here like thatO.o
torchlight - ji lao say there will be blackouts here and there... right
slippers - think our feet will be frozen by then(:
ahem ahem
PASSPORT - i definitely dun wan to be stuck in china for another month!
umbrella - ?? maybe it's use for the toilets:p
adapter - i guess my laptop battery can last for 3 months.. NOT
student handbook - to refer to when asked bout questions regarding ny... RIGHT.
camera - OF COURSE!!! i shall remind everyone how i look like:p
water bottle - =.=
thermometer - maybe it's due to bird flue(:

well.. the above times 3 months of supply.. i guess my luggage will definitely be overloaded(: woah i feel proud of myself.. tink so far i only got erm 10 of the items ready?? i am SO PREPARED MAN!

tmr goes for more winter shopping(: maybe i shall attempt to get all the other 17 missing items(: 15 more days to TAKE OFF!!! omg i have a shrewd feeling i'll cry at the airport!!! and YES HAZEL I'LL REMEMBER TO BUY U UR BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!!:p shall be off to post on class blog(:

2008-09-03T22:48:00.004+08:00

omg.. yesterday i fell asleep while blogging!!!! omg omg omg omg omg omg.. that's the problem when u only have 1 hour of sleep and like whole day of activities.. no wonder the bed felt super warm and nice(: and dumb me forgot to take my laptop of my legs.. hold on.. i was asleep right??? k anyway.. THE STUPID LAPTOP WAS ON MY LEG THE ENTIRE NIGHT!!!!!! haha.. loads of radiation and hazel says i'm going to die.. this is bad new.. real bad news...

i shall copy and paste my unfinished post yesterday here.. supposedly i could be the first to blog one la!!! screw your sleepiness yiping!!!!!

YEAH!!! TODAY'S MAF WAS A SUCCESS!!!!! HAD LOADS AND LOADS OF FUN!!!!!(: though i'm like DEAD tired now.. but i guess it's all worth it(:

1 hour of sleep definitely had loads of side effect.. i'm like freakin sleepy even before it started.. but running here and there and playing and crapping the stonning seemed to drain all the tiredness out(: but accumulation at the end proves to show that i should might as well dun sleep tody morning and surf the net or do something productive(: oh ya.. I'M NOT TAKING EOYs.. so dun need mug that much right:p so gonna get killed now:p

the games was kinda screwed coz everyone was like "WHERE THE HACK IS THE NEXT STATION?" haha.. when it's suppose to be like game station 4 or something like that.. ppl were still at two!! omg omg omg omg omg.. ran like to and fro the different game stations like a 5 times like that.. hci should really consider diminishing their school.. if there's an award that's given to schools that have the most maze-like structure.. the ALL TIME WINNER'S will be hci:p

after running like for practically 1 hour.. one hour of sleep definitely didn't replenish ANY ENERGY at all!!(:w4ew

woah!! i actually sleep-typed "w4ew".. wat the hell is that??? lol.. haha.. i shall continue to tok bout MAF '08 now(: i was tokin bout HCI school compound right?? okie(: IT'S REALLY LIKE FREAKIN HUGE LA!!! k maybe this is not the first time i realised that but after asking every single station master where is the next station over and over again.. i feel real dumb(: some even had to bring me to the place itself.. gosh.. now i feel like a direction idiot. . . .

but in the end we had to end our games prematurely as the teacher didn't allow us to continue playing due to LACK OF TIME!!!!! omg wth! haha.. but somehow some teams still manage to finish all the games so CHEERS TO GAMES COMM ONE!!!!!!(: haha..

oh then here comes our favourite part which is erm LUNCH!!! i shall be proud to say that.... i never eat at all.. haha.. ciz if i eat i'll for sure vomit everything out after running around and being so tired... nice krystal brought me back to mph for a rest but didn't really work well coz i started counting the points for the groups(: but it was fun trying to see who's the winner(:

then it was xiao zu time for all.. and for slackers like me who totally don feel like playing anything at all, went around asking comm ppl to sign the gift and trying to hide it from the view of busybodies.. or maybe busybody like ahem ahem yijing... but after that i realise that almost everyone saw what it was.. or more like the back part of what it was no matter how hard i tried to block it from view because it just seemed very big!!!! HCICO U BETTER DON'T LEAVE THAT THING LYING ON THE FLOOR OR THE STANDS!!!!!!!!! NYCO WILL COME AFTER YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

and it was during this time that i realise that jeslyn and yuka was missing cause i practically searched high and low and couldn't find them AT ALL!! haha.. then jes called me and told me they went off to get the photos for the groups.. and jes started telling me all bout how the hcico ppl were choosing the gifts stuffs.. THEY SPENT A TOTAL OF 200 BUCKS ON EVERYTHING!!!! omg la!! and they ACTUALLY BOUGH MOONCAKES FOR US!? i was like O.o jeremy told me to make the comm members finish it coz the mooncakes were expensive.. haha.. IT IS ALL GONE NOW!!!!!(:

during this time me and hazel were also very nice ppl who help to edit the script for the comm item.. great job to yongzhi!!!!! haha.. the script was really disgusting at A FEW PLACES!!!! CHANG E's PART WAS FURTHER IMRPOVED after going throught the hands of hazel and I.. i realise we both have a hidden talent in writing scripts!!!!(:

dazu was after this and i could say it was rather fun!(: helped song yang in playing the daruan during yao zu wu qu coz it was really boring stonning there and doing nothing.. and i realise my sight-reading skills are not that bad after all.. but the part was really boring la(: and suay suay it started to rain.. mrs ee sent me a message and asked if we had a wet weather plan for mass games.. i was like still wondering why then i realise it was raining O.o the comm started to wish that the rain will stop ASAP man!! haha

and of course... IT DIDN'T!!!! goodness la!

when me, xinyi, rachel, yijing, yusong went to hide at our respective areas it was STILL DRIZZLING!! thanks a lot man! i kena-ed the Kah Kee Hall ( i have no idea how it was spelt) and after hearing all the horrible ghost stories of how haunted that place is.. i conveniently avoided the basement coz it was the haunted area as told by some.. the toilets look too creepy to enter as well.. so after exploring the entire kah kee hall.. i found a nice spot to lodge myself.. but seeing that the ppl are taking such a uber long i decided to call rachel and we started to crap coz it was really scary to be all alone in like a creepy place.. i walked and walked and realise i landed myself outside the library(: hehe.. now i noe where's the library.. then i bumped into yijing and realise that the two places were linked!!!! and then i saw rachel and also realised that our areas were linked as well O.o hci definitely is a maze now(:

just as i was tokin to rachel the ppl came.. rachel and i were like shit! then we scramble to our hiding place.. group 5 and 6 took quite a long time to reach kah kee hall and APPARENTLY I WAS FOUND RATHER QUICKLY.. damn it la! should have tried elsewhere but who cares! i was the third to be found so NOT BAD AFTER ALL!!

water fight was damn fun!!!!!!! some ppl were wet right from the start while others were standing around.. it was only until today wasi told that queenied scared all the hci boys away because she was talking about periods in like FULL DETAIL!! haha at least she saved the other poor girls(: yeah! managed to jackpot a person's head three times and bombed some other ppl(: DUMB yijing splashed an entire pail of water over me.. THANKS A LOT! then after that it started to rain rather heavily so we had to stop the water fight.. sigh.. rachel and i stayed behind to help clear up the mess as well as wanting, phyllis, pamela and someone else.. my poor memory is failing me so i can't really remember..

then DRY yongzhi came along to help and longpeng as well(: thanks!!! i am proud to say that we ACTUALLY LEFT THE FIELD CLEAN!!!! thanks a lot to those who helped to clear!!!!(: then we sauntered back to MPH and on the way hazel and krystal conveniently poured another bucket of water over me because i asked them why do u have a pail of water? woah! this rocks!not.

due to lack of memory space i forgot what happened between this and the preparation of the comm item(:

preparing for concert item was erm eventful.. haha.. yijing erm gracefully accepted his role of CHANG E.. or i tink we forced him to accept his fate la.. but he refused to wear the SKIRT!!! gosh! should have asked yusong them to forcefully pull it onto him(: then out of no where came this stupid handcuff.. hold on.. STUPID YUSONG BOUGHT THE HANDCUFFS!!!! YES I REMEMBER! omg la! and somehow one of them broke when they tried to open the handcuff and me and yijing just went WTH! luckily the second one didn't really break(:

prize giving was fun though(: i must say.. denise and jie xun look really cute together(: haha.. sorry denise! comm item was cool.. HAHA!!! I HOPE SOMEONE ACTUALLY VIDEOED THE ENTIRE ITEM DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then can use it to erm threaten yijing.. though the ending of the play was screwed up by the rest of the comm i hope it actually turned out rather well.. YUSONG U ARE SO GONNA PAY FOR HANDCUFFING ME TWO TIMES IN ONE NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! good thing the second lock didn't break man! or else i dunno wat the hell is going to happen....

after MAF the comm.. or most of the comm went for dinner at KAP(: since it's such a small and overcrowded area.. we took like 6 of the round tables and conveniently left the chairs lying in it's original position.. apparently the mac's person saw it and was like starring at us.. come on! WE WERE NICE PPL WHO ACTUALLY TOOK THE EFFORT TO CLEAR THE TRAYS AND LEFT THE TABLES BACK IN THE ORIGINAL POSITIONS OK!!!!! see we're such nice ppl(:

but dinner was fun(: we crapped a lot and realised that yongzhi can finish like 4 ppls share of fries with about 5 packets of curry sauce(: omg la! phyllis kept reminding me bout the china commercial that mac's was advertising on the tv.. now i have a very good reason to lodge a complain(: and i got suan-ed badly for my poor standard in chinese.. COME ON LA!!! MY CHINESE CAN'T BE AS BAD AS AFRICANS RIGHT!!!!!:p shit it's a bit racist here.. but at least i get to suan ppl back on EOYS(: but that got me a big slap on the back by lai weng.. that hurts! then maybe due to lack of fun and enjoyment we decided to mix around with the mcflurries that yijing loves to much(: after adding barbeque sauce, chilli, ketchup, pepper, salt, coke, green tea, sprite and other things.. i must say the mcflurry looks A LOT MORE APPEALING THEN USUAL(: and WEIQUAN ACTUALLY TRIED IT!! and the feedback to our concoction was that it was sour!!!! haha.. and they added salt and pepper into mine.. SO SOMEONE STILL OWES ME MCFLURRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:

OH AND I REALISED THAT ZHANG LAO SHI AND XU LAO SHI WERE MARRIED TO EACH OTHER!!!!!! omg!! i tot they were brothers and sisters la! but i found out that JASMINE IS SLOWER THAN ME!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA(: yeah i'm not the slowest after all(:

gosh MAF'08 was really fun and enjoyable(: loads of thanks to HCICO comm and the group leaders and more thanks to NYCO COMM AND OUR GROUP LEADER!!!!(: haha.. oops a bit biase here(: i shall crash it next year as long as hci invites ny(: yeah yeah(:

meanwhile i shall go and continue on my coping frenzy of photos.. i remember changhui telling me he took like few hundred photos(:

2008-09-03T03:56:00.003+08:00

can't believe i'm still blogging at this point of time.. damn sleepy liao.. just rushed finish the special gift for tomorrow's MAF.. oh wait.. it's today's MAF.. gosh i realise a only have 2 hours to sleep!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! think i'll fall asleep tmr somewhere somehow.. maybe during my first aid duty.. haha.. LOL!!! bet not a single nyco member will want to get injured or anything..

I'M IN CHARGE OF FIRST AID SO BEWARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:p

haha that does it.. now one less mishap to happen!(:

think the special gift should be good enough ba.. i tink it's a bit the too special liao.. like a bit the too much or something.. hope the comm and CO dun kill me tomorrow:p i shall get the money from jes!(: yes my darling treasurer!(:

here's a sneak preview of how it looks like...

how come it's in this direction.. hmmm.. hack la! spent like almost 6 hours on this dumb thing.. drains brain juice as well as energy man..

weird how come i hear doorbell ringing outside.. maybe someone's home later then me!!!!(: haha..

entire body aching like shit like that.. move too much things in the afternoon liao.. freakin tired and sleepy.. better go sleep now in case i REALLY DO FALL ASLEEP LATER(: into dreamland for bout 2 hours!

2008-09-01T22:44:00.003+08:00

realise that i wanted to blog later right? haha.. but i'm like feeling sleepy now.. such a wonder.. i actually want to go to sleep at such a early time!!!!(: haha..

saw some of the funny JJ videos that amy ask me to watch.. never knew he is scared of tomatoes!!! haha.. wat's so scary of tomatoes leh!!! they're red ya.. they're round ya.. but that's wat's nice bout them wat.. there's like no big fat drooling mouth on it that will bite anyone that dares to bite it(: haha.. lol!! k.. amy's so gonna kill me now..

MAF is just round the corner.. hui pin say i seem to be the only one who's excited bout it.. to be honest.. i'm not excited about it.. just looking forward to it.. eh.. is there a difference between those two?? haha.. but i guess it'll be fun!!

I'M SO GONNA GET THAT

MCFLURRY!!!!!

even though i don't really like mcflurries but I'M NOT GONNA LOSE THE BET!!!!!! u are so gonna be wet from head to toe!!!! i will win!!!!(: let's see who's the dry-er one!!!!ahaha..

shit the ego is coming up(:

just realise i have like a lot of blueblacks and cuts on my hands and legs.. all thanks to the moving of cardboard boxes up and down the stairs.. another reason for me to hate housemoving... sigh..

tomorrow got IH from 9 - 11.. omg la!!! wonder who's the teacher that added this dumb lesson in the middle of nowhere.. gosh.. GLOBALISATION!!!!!!! i tink i might as well bring my pillow and like sleep throughout(: yeah that's the best idea ever!!!!!!! not.

haha.. i shall embrace myself with the boredom i'll go through tomorrow... i guess even if it was mr mac who's doing the lecture.. i'll still sleep... sigh.. still have all the homework and i'm totally out on wed and thurs..

wonder what's september holidays for when U DON'T GET A SINGLE BREAK!!!!! gosh.. at least there's no EOYs.. i feel bad..(:

shall fall into the never ending pile of homework now.. wait.. i tink i'll be in the virtual reality for the timebeing(:

2008-09-01T17:17:00.009+08:00

Woah! when was the last time a blogged? i wonder woner:p lol! sheesh man.. tink i better go set some special alarm that'll remind me to update my blog(:

Just bathed in cold water.. and literally COLD WATER.. forgot to on my water heater and i realise that the switch was outside the bathroom.. omg.. and of course i couldn't just walk out of the bathroom, on the switch and back into the bathroom without being seen ahem ahem... wat a refreshing shower.. really can't get use to my new house. . .

been out of internet connection for like the pass 3 days.. finally the technician came today to fix the stuffs.. omg la!!!! first time ever i felt elated when i saw this freakin technician.. now after the intenet is fixed, i need to wait for the freakin tv to be done too!!! now that's why i hate moving house!!!!!!!:( no tv and no internet for let's say 3 days!!! it's a wonder i survived..

now it reminds me of OBS.. haha.. that's worse(:

i'm like blogging on the bed now coz there's no chair at my table..

weird.

but anyways.. beds are nice and comfy la!(: fair enough!(:

anyways.. let me introduce my new room!(:

IT IS TOTALLY GREEN!!!!!!!!!!!!(: OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

ok la.. not totally totally green.. apart from the table and the wardrobe that is(: it's like green and white(: PEPPERMINT(: so nice right?? haha.. environmentally friendly i am(: maybe i should wear green pyjamas to sleep tonight.. like what rachel say.. i can CAMOUFLAGE!(: coooool O.o

had MAF meeting on sat morning at HC.. NYCO ur so GONNA LOVE WHAT WE'RE PREPARING FOR U ALL!!!!!!! IT'LL BE DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!(:

ps: since i'm a nice pres don't come bomb me on wed hor:p

haha.. let's give a clue..

U'LL SEE THE MOST ONE OF A

KIND CHANG E IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!

k that's like so exaggerated O.o haha.. but do bring your camera.. it's good for u.. can use to threaten AHEM AHEM after MAF(: hahaha..

i shall post the pictures after MAF(: 盡情期待!(: i feel so evil!!

somethings wrong wit my space bar.. doesn't seem to work properly leh!!!!(: stupid com!

after MAF we went to watch cher's concert(: SO COOL!!!CHER CAN DANCE SO WELL!!!(: suppose to go for church but my mummy somehow followed me and found out.. sheesh her la!!! so ended up going out wit hazel, krystal and lejing..

hazel me and krystal went to NLB and slept for like 2 hours(: everyone was like staring at us.. and hazel was in SCHOOL UNI SOME MORE!!!! omg omg.. maybe shirlene tieh will go on the podium on monday and like announce :" members of the public have reported seeing 3 ny girls sleeping in the libraryO.o" haha.. that'll be fun....i tink(:

oh and here's a pic(: hazel snapped it while we were sleeping.. should have taken one when she was sleeping:p

krystal in a very very unglam position(: haha.. and the ORANGE one at the back is ME(: haha.. libraries are nice place to sleep in(: krystal wanted to mug but then after seeing hazel sleep like so soundly.. she decided to join us(: maybe we should have slumber parties at the library.. SHHHHHHH(:

After that we went to Burger King at UOB centre.. coz practically every single shop around the area was like closed!!!! haha..

OH YA!!!! WE SAW CHOW WEI SI AT THE MRT STATION WITH HIS WIFE AND KIDS!!!!! haha.. and he seem to recognise us:p oops.. i was like in green fbts and erm a long sleeve white shirt. good thing not in sku uni man.. or else i'll DIE!!!!(: haha...

Anyway.. dinner at bk was rather fruitful.. we stonned there for like 2 hours again!! hazel was reading her new moon and krystal doing her maths.. me went lala-ing wit my two juniors.. haha.. first time i hear jeslyn and rachel sing.. i must say they are good(: haha.. sheila joined us later on after finally finding her way through the maze of the MRT STATIONS(: haha.. then we got chased out coz bk was closing.. wonder was it because it was the last day of 七月or what.. every shop is like closed!!!!

Some pics when we're eating(:

haha.. should have taken photo of jes when she was like doing that funny face..

krystal always refuses to take photos:(

after that i went to the toilet and SOME PARTICULAR PPL TOOK MY PHONE AND STARTED SENDING OUT RANDOM MESSAGES!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.. haha.. shall not explain..

more pics at the concert(:

Sheila just seemed to noe i'm taking a photo.. i wonder why..

my two most ADORABLE JUNIORS!!! haha.. they were like damn lala and kept making up a lot of funny lyrics from songs(:

the bottle gang and a sleepy person.. hazel didn't seem to have enough sleep at NLB(:

The concert was nice.. just that we totally couldn't understand the dances.. but ya(: haha.. cher told us she was in the pruple item.. so when the purple ppl came out.. we were all looking for a purple cher(: sounds gay(: haha.. but could only find her at the end of the concert.. not fun one!!! they all look totally the SAME LA!!!! haha..

After that we tried to go pass cher her present but then the stupid person guarding the door don let us go in at all!!!! no fun.. so i brought the entire gang to the back door(: haha.. that's the pros of working at VT before.. u noe the secret passage:p

anyway.. cher look exeptionally gorgeous!!!(: not that she don't look normally but aiya.. she just look VERY NICE LA!!! haha.. forgot who go and ask her is her eyelashes real or not(: so fun!!!!!(: gave her out tweet bird balloon and fled the scene(:

Last camwhore of the day.. we were contemplating on who to ask to help us take the photo la(:

haha.. here goes to the concert gang!

woah.. that's a really long long long long long long post.. i tink i'll blog later at night.. better go help my mummy unpack things or else i won't have any clothes to wear again!!!!:p

2008-08-16T00:44:00.002+08:00

Woah! i'm actually still alive and kicking and actually blogging man!!! this is a miracle.

slept at like 2 plus yesterday and totally refused to leave my bed this morning.. wonder how my mum woke me up man.. only realised that i actually was out of bed when i reach the bus stop and was waiting for my bus.. suddenly jerked awake.. gosh.. i feel damn dumb:p haha.. good thing i
was kinda clear enough to wear my school uni before i left the house or else huh. .. . . . can't imagine what will actually happen(:

had some funny broadcasting thing today in celebration of 91st anniversary.. i wonder what's the link man.. haha.. anyways.. broadcast was very funny.. the person's voice came even before her mouth formed the words man.. SO FUNNY LA!!! we were all like O.o what the hell is going on??

other than that.. hmmm.. nothing much i guess.. marching was cool.. XIAO EN WAS THE COMMANDER!!!! haha.. xiao en so cool(: Chin wen oso(: some dunno what leader or something.. aiya.. i'm dumb at uniform groups.. then lingo was flagraiser.. COOL OSO LA!!!! first time hear her say LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT(: so fun!!(:

watched the village for LA lesson.. yuna was like grabbing onto me throughout.. the ending was like freakin lame.. but the tension is good in the movie.. kept ppl like yuna on her toes all the time and screaming and shouting.. OMG... FIRST TIME I HEAR A COUNCILLOR SCREAM AND SHOUT IN CLASS!!!!!! yuna is dead(:haha

tomorrow is QING GONG YAN!!!!!! yeah!!! rushing the montage out now along with cherie(: thank you cherie for helping me do the work(: haha YEAH!!! think i'll be sleeping late again today.. sigh. . .

haha.. i'm falling asleep on the com very very soon.. YAWNS.

had to hold a comm meeting today.. hope it went well.. totally nervous outbreak la.. like dunno what to say at all.. sian.. better touch up on my speaking skills or what ever it is supose to be called:p good thing no one laugh at me(: yeah.. this one is successful.. i had the prominition that everyone will stare.. then laugh at me(: haha..

phyillis went to sleep le.. maybe i should follow her.. very tired man!!!!!

2008-08-12T08:45:00.001+08:00

remember this word: logical Fallacies

2008-08-12T08:19:00.003+08:00

lala.. i'm blogging during LA lesson again.. haha.. mrs ting rocks.. always bring us to the comm lab(:

Jing Wen them having presentation now.. so fun!!!(: green pallete!(: GREEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. the background is like so cool!!!! so colourful and nice!(: haha..

had my presentation just now... it was cool(: haha.. i'm good at presentations i realise!!(:

haha.. yang xi is sitting beside me and looking through the olympics schedule and brooding over the fact that she's gonna miss men's gymnastics finals.. k.. maybe a bit exagerated(: haha.. but yang yang is really an OLYMPIC FAN!!!! haha.. amy and I were still saying that she can open a club in school called the OLYMPIC'S FC(:

now we're looking over the women gym qualifying photos.. haha(: china is really good man!!!!!(:

man there's no pictures for the males gymnastics.. haha..

haha.. ting chih just said that a kid told her when she asked " What television shows do u watch??" then he replied " i don't watch tv.. i watch documentary"

LOL!!!!!

haha... this lesson is getting crappy.. and my dear junior yesterday started saying that i'm weird like jasmine.. haha.. i shall clarify here..

I'M NOT WEIRD.. ME NORMAL.. JASMINE IS THE NO. 1 Weird one la!!!(: haha..

haha.. i tink jasmine is so gonna kill me when she sees this.. better look out for her(:

haha.. omg.. yang yang is making notes of the olympic schedule la!!! omg.. i just realise i have a lot a lot a lot of homework that is like UNDONE!!!! omg omg omg.. better rush it today when i go home.. I MUST BE A ROLE MODEL!!!!! haha.. LOL

k i better start listening le.. me not good girl now:p

2008-08-07T15:06:00.002+08:00

here's my chemistry remedial stuffs.. no where to type so i type here(:

Oxidising Agent:
substance that brings about oxidisation, itself being reduced

Reducing Agent:
Substance that brings about reduction, itself being oxidised

in the case of:

2 I- (aq) + Br2 (l) -------- 2Br- (aq) + I 2(s)

I is oxidised to I2, Br2 is reduced to Br-

Br is the oxidising agent and I is the reducing agent.

Common Oxidising agents:
Oxygen, Fluorine, Chlorine, Hydrogen Peroxide,

Potassium Maganate (7) / acidified potassium maganate (7) purple to brown to colourless, if reaction is fast, then it will be purple straight to colourless.

Potassium Dichromate (6) orange to green,

Common Reducing Agent:
Metals, Potassium Iodide(colourless to brown), Iron Sulphate(pale green to yellow)

yeah!! we;ve ended... omg.. my notes taking skills is good right(: haha

2008-08-06T22:18:00.004+08:00

gosh.. i'm feeling like so over the moon that i dunno wat to say and write..

too overwhelmed...

I'M UBER HAPPY AND EXCITED

TODAY!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!! I'M

GOING CRAZY!!!!!!

omg.. i need to get a grip of myself but i just can't!!!! gonna hug my jacket to sleep tonight!!!!! haha..

k.. i'm really going crazy...

THANKS LORD FOR

EVERYTHING.. LITERALLY

EVERYTHING!!!!! REALLY..

THANKS<3<3<3

i shall return to my lala-ness.. blog tmr ba(:

2008-08-05T22:16:00.001+08:00

omg.. i feel so dumb.. i pressed publish just now without even typing anything.. LOL.. dumb yiping dumb yiping..

GOSH.. starting of the post cursing myself.. haha.. today's a HAPPILY TIRED DAY.. haha..

gost back my bio paper.. I PASSED!!!! OMG!!! I ACTUALLY PASSED THE FREAKIN BIO PAPER!!!! missed one mark to get an A2.. freakin pissed.. DAMN THE ONE MARK LA!!!! hope i'm gettin chem back tomorrow.. at least let me face the truth or something... think i'll get another freakin failure.. JUST LIKE SOMEONE(: hee hee..

passing down was today.. omg.. I TOTALLY MISSED!!!! SHEESH!!! i feel damn guilty..

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY!!!!

to CO and COMM.. sorry i wasn't present!!! i'll make up for it next week.. REALLY SORRY!!!

this time passing down is so fun!! JESLYN IS THE TREASURER!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! that's like really unexpected.. but JESLYN U ROCK!!!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH!!! haha.. my dear ZHUNIOR IS A TREASURER!!!!!! better check the money properly ok!!!!!

yuka and amanda are the scores I/c.. COOL!!!! what a pair(: i bet we'll have loads of fun in comm man!! yeah yeah!!

oh ya.. JIA YOU RACHEL TAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! be a good VP2 ok!!!!!! I HAVE FAITH IN U!!!!!!!!!!!!! shall write a letter to encourage u(: hee hee.. sorry for not being able to pass a candle to u!!

haha.. oh.. here's NYCO comm 07/08 photo(:

well.. we drew cherie in somewhere beside layting.. xinyi's drawing was like so cute.. haha.. then hazel's tracing was good too(:

i just like realise that WC = toilet.. haha.. that's random.. but i feel damn toot la!!!

sheesh.. i have grafitti on my and again as usual.. good thing my mum never say anything.. haha.. and there's like a blue black there BECAUSE OF SOME PPL!!!! haha..

oh sheesh!! i'm missing my tv show.. better stop blogging for now(: lala

2008-08-04T21:03:00.003+08:00

lalala.. i shall be a nice person and update my blog frequently.. LOL.. i feel lame..

got my hmp paper back today.. guess wat.. I ACTUALLY PASSED!!!! omg omg omg omg.. this is like a miracle... but i flunked it badly still la.. didn't really get a good grade.. sian.. i tink that withdrawel letter must be drafted out sooner or later le la.. sigh.. but lookin on the bright side.. ONE LESS SUBJECT TO DO MAN!!!!(: yeah that's the SPIRIT!!

Lai Lai say our chem paper is not well done.. except for ppl like CHERYL!!!! sian.. chem-smart person.. I WONDER WHY. . . . . . . . . . bet i'm like one of the two ppl who failed.. sad:( this blog test is like SO DAMN FREAKIN DEPRESSING!! sigh sigh sigh. . .

today SOMEONE got chased out of class like 2 times hor!!!!!!!! LOL.. lousy!!!:p

got graffiti all over my hand cause of 3 PARTICULAR PPL LOR!!!! Mrs ting still comment " wah.. BODY ART ISSIT???" LOL!!!! mrs ting is like the funniest teacher alive sia!!! thanks man.. it can't seem to be washed off leh.. and my mum is like staring at it like as if i'm les or something. . this is BAD.. real BAD..

but think of it again.. maybe letting her 'believe' that i'm les will make her stop bothering me even more.. hehe.. that's a good idea(: i shall make her think that i'm les! yeah(: I'm officially getting smarter!!!

NSW today was like total shit.. well except for that funny blog post compre question.. should have taken a photo of it and make my sis and mother read every single detail of it and etch it in their brain sia!! smsed in class and DUMB me placed my phone like so high up that ji lao shi saw it.. SHIT LA!!! got scolded..

mac mac on the other hand is like uber uber uber blur.. sit 2 seats beside him.. sms oso never find out.. jetlag really has good effect sia!(: hehe.. let's hope he continues to believe that i've handed in my SICKO(: bleh!

now for some picture posting!!!

ego shots in the toilet with SOTONG.. as usual.. i tink she's like my toilet shot buddy sia!!

featuring loyee the sotong and me in my fimble looking jacket

k.. this one looks off.. why i look so funny. . . hmmm..

and here features CHONGIE!!!! our dear little friend(: yeah!

haha.. we look totally like erm.. CLASSMATES.. haha.. LOL.. we are classmates.. i'm making no sense. . . wonder how's the band concert going. . . hope sotong is surviving wit the person who is like sitting 2 seats away from her.. haha(:

can't wait for tmr to come.. START SCHOOL LATE AGAIN!!!! YEAH MAN YEAH MAN YEAH MAN!!!!!!! (: can sleep later today too!(: lalalala~~~~

i shall continue to watch lame youtube videos.. after blocks i tink i really slack a lot.. that's bad.. really bad... :p

2008-08-03T23:04:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! i just realise that i haven updated my blog for like erm... CENTURIES!!!.. not lar.. for like 1 month plus dunno how many days!!! omg omg omg..

haha.. LOL.. i shall give a very reasonable excuse for not updating the blog..

I WAS LAZY.. NOT:p

haha.. no lar.. i was banned from the com for many different reasons.. like erm..

erm..

erm..

k.. not many la.. mainly coz my mother was like.. u noe.. NO USING THE COM.. ass man!

haha.. but i'm back in action!

sounds like i'm a cop and i've just been on leave for an entire year.. k. lol

anyway..

BLOCK TEST 2 SUCKS TO THE CORE MAN!!!!!

suprisingly i'm still able to blog after all the trauma that i've gone through.. I've officially FAILED my math.. I'M SO PROUD OF IT MAN!!! like half the entire cohort failed la!! i'm proud to be the majority! haha..got my chinese and let's see... as expected.. i improved!!! NOT

LOST 5 MARKS FOR CUO BIE ZI!!!!! CAN U BELIEVE IT!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I tink i'm the first ever DUMB person to be able to do so man! 5 marks!!!! It could have gotten me a freakin A2!!!! OMG!!!!! argh...

now for the rest of my results.. let's count them down(:

PHYSICS: 100% FAIL.. 0% chance of passing.. since ms ang came into class and said "MANY PEOPLE FAILED".. waoh.. that so helps man!

CHEMISTRY: 50% pass 50% fail.. better hopes of this one la.. at least my QA didn't turn out as bad as i tink it did.. but the thought of someone getting like 8/20 for MCQ is really demoralising man..

BIOLOGY: erm.. tough one to foresee... 40% pass 60% fail.. my essay was a total failure.. all my enzymes came out from the wrong digestive places.. no wonder i have gastric man.. better tell my doctor. .

LA: TOTAL FAILURE!!!!!! i bet mrs ting is like marking the worse unseen prose she has ever come by in her few dunno how many years of teaching.. don't even noe what i was writing about at all lor!!! sigh.. i suck at languages..

IH: well.. I'M PROUD TO SAY THIS ONE I'LL GET A ZERO!!!! haha.. coz i was in the sick bay throughout the entire paper=.= so missed it!(:

HMP: this is the most EXCITING PAPER MAN!!!! 100% fail for sure!!! couldn't even decipher what genre the music lie under la!! where did my sec 1 and 2 music stuffs went to huh?? hmmm.. should be down the digestive system and out le la..

haha.. so after analysing all my papers.. i have the final verdict..

drum rolls...........

My MSG IS SO GONNA BE A DOUBLE DIGIT NUMBER MAN!!!! nevermind.. the more the better.. i better start coming up with a nice explanation to my DEAR MOTHER!! gosh..

got loads more to crap but i guess my com battery is SO GONNA DIE thanks to someone.......... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

anyway.. JUST LIKE TO MAKE AN ANNOUNCEMENT..

I'M A NICE PERSON AND EVERYONE AGREES WITH IT!!!!!!

KEEP THAT IN MIND!!!!:) LOL!!! haha.. i shall post some of the nice photos that i have next time(: shit.. 31% remaining .. this totally sucks... AHHH!!!!!

2008-06-30T08:50:00.000+08:00

haha.. i'm blogging in school during LA period..

that's the good thing about being able to use com during lessons(: thanks mrs ting!!!!:p

today is like so miraculous... i manage to wake up by myself!!!!!! hahaha.. as in the alarm clock rang.. and i woke up!!!! YEAH MAN!!!

yesterday was kinda fun(: went car washing and i was like 1 hour late coz i woke up at 8:20 instead of 6:45.. sheesh... still remembered i somehow shut off the alarm clock at night on my own will. . . i am so shit.. haha.. then had a lot a lot of freakin miss calls from lingo(: oops.. made them wait for me for dunno how long(: oops..

reached turf city at bout 9 plus.. do i tink i did CIP for bout 2 hours la.. the freakin idiotic boys were there.. what sku i oso dunno.. but they are damn ass.. made qian wen freakin piss with them.. coz apparently they don't understand what the hell it means by 12BUCKS!!!!! not 6BUCKS!!! wth.. sucker la those people.. ok.. i shall chill for a while. . .

but at least me, lingo and chinwen manage to wash like 4 or 5 cars within a short while.. somehow it was better then the other saturday(: definitely meaningful enough(: hehe..

i shall post pictures of it later, since i'm in sku now and there's like no USB cable with me now to plug in anything(:

then i was like 1/2 hour late for tuition:p oh.. TURF CITY TOTALLY DUN HAVE ANY TAXI LOR!!!! wait for like very long.. then nothing came.. then apparently sotong thought that there was like no tuition at all so she went back to sleep at like 10 something and never woke up:p haha.. so i had 1 to 1 tuition.. first time since alex left... (: it was quite ok.. judjing by the fact that i was able to finish half my ws 11.2.. hehehe(: one homework down!

being a nice person.. i asked my sis to send the car back down to the carwash(: hehe.. i so nice right??:p and i helped to clean my daddy's car!!! only to realise that his car is like so uber DIRTY!!!!!!!!!!!! scrub until very badly leh!!! sian la. but at least help to earn some $$.. hehe.. QIAN WEN U MUST SO THANK ME!!!!!!

now let's tok bout saturday..

study session was erm.. not study session at all.. we only did IH and nothing else.. hahaha.. so fot the agenda of the study session.. we totally didn't "study". haha.. let's hope the next one will actually work:p

then kena dragged down to bbq with my sisters friends. . it was fun. . . the fire was like so big.. the chicken wing practically turned black instantaneously when we left it on the thingy... haha.. and it was like so darn hot la!!! but luckily there was guys around. . so we girls didn't need to do the dirty work(: haha.. no la.. still had to hover around and pretend to be totally helpful(: haha..

but at least i found out something..

MY SIS TOTALLY CANNOT MARINATE THINGS PROPERLY(:

haha.. she stupid mushroom that she marinated is like SO SALTY!!! haha.. totally suck la.. although the mushroom part was very nice(: then stayed there until like 11 plus.. chose a pit that was so out of place caus it was like freakin windy throughout the entire bbq..

but it was fun. .

i'm freakin pissed now so i tink i really crap a lot la. .

haven been tokin for a long time.. feeling low.. hai...........

and to NYCO.. i realise that Lin Lao Shi has a very funny sense of humor.. oh!! DESIGN COMM!!! THE CONCERT BOOKLET THING IS ALMOST DONE!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!

DESIGN COMM WE ROCK!!!!<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

i shall post pics later tonight.. wah.. another 15 more minutes before the next lesson.. damn sian.. haha.. boring boring!!!!

i shall resume back to my rotting position liao(:

2008-06-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

today was horrible.. got stuck at the hospital for like almost half a day!!!

haha.. dun worry.. i'm totally well and in an full piece:] haha.. my grandpa was hospitalised yet again and we were all sent down like as if he was gonna di_ like that. . . gosh.. ass my auntie sia.. forbade me to talk or sms.. SHIT HER LA!!!!! make me miss my cca...

sorry for not going, ruanliu!!!

hai.. but at least now i'm back home!

school was ok today.. i shall announce something..

I UNDERSTAND HOW TO DO REFLECTIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg.. that's like such a bit MIRACLE right??? i actually UNDERSTAND HOW TO DO IT!!!!! i feel so accomplished:p hahaha..

i shall post some pictures now.. wanted to post them yesterday but than being a total IT idiot.. i didn't noe there's something called "move the files stored in the phone memory into the memory card storage" to transfer to the com.. woah.. i shall strife to be a smarter person:p haha..

let's start with car washing.. here are some random pics.. i tink i was like totally bored(: but it was fun nevertheless(: hahaha..

Giant at turf city.. it's a random shot..

lingo in her cool position.. this is like a snapshot(: haha.. she's damn white right??? and wanna guess why?? coz she splurge herself with loads of SUNBLOCK! haha

see our reflection in the water. we were trying to see how much water it takes to 'drown' the red pail thingy.. haha.. like that funny tv game thing.. haha.. see.. it floats(:

haha.. more car washing on sunday.. maybe i'll get more shots(: haha..

here's cheryl's birthday yesterday(: haha.. some random shot's i took too(:

k.. not so random.. later cheryl kill me. . . .

here's the cute and totally adorable TEDDY!!!

haha.. dar with her teddy from me(: see the matching rings.. THANKS JING-TART<3>

then our dear shuting who was stuck in thailand came back!!!! well.. she was back since tuesday la(: haha.. and she bought us these cute little elephant pouches.. and mine is GREEN!!! haha.. thanks shuting!!! LOVE YOU MY DESKMATE!!!!!!<3<3<3<3

starting from the left.. yuna's, amy's, mine!! and eli's

see.. so cute right!!!! haha.. and here's a shot after we got them.. smiling widely!!!!!!!!:p

k.. mel totally looks scary(: hahaha

here's some random photo's that eli took wit my handphont during lunch today.. haha..

well.. it started with eli saying me and amy are tou-jian-ing.. right.. we look SO CLOSE!!!!! right. . i was dunno doing wat la anyway. . .

well.. dar got interested too.. i really can't remember wat we were doing. . anyway. eli was saying we were PDA-ing. . . right. .

well.. dar was tired and decided to rest on my shoulder(: oh... i was playing with her handphone caus mine was WIT SOMEONE. . . . hahaha.. so eli said we were PDA-ing. . .

haha... caught in the act:p hiding behind the book=.=

haha.. then we were like commenting on our horoscopes.. forgot wat mine was saying but it was kinda lame. . . haha.. then we started predicting who we;ll turn out to be like by saying our names and flipping to a certain page of the magazine and seeing who the woman is on the front page..

then we started predicting mac's future wife... or his present girlfriend that is.. and it turned out to be the woman shuting is gonna become.. which was some funny looking auntie. . .hahaha

then in came the subject we were just toking about.. haha.. we started asking mac mac which woman he likes.. so gossipy.. hahahahahahaha..

k.. better stop blogging.. she's nagging once again. . . . sheesh man!

2008-06-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

Woah! i realise it's been like freakin long since i last posted:p hahaha.. i shall crap more today:p

well.. it's dar's birthday today(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Cheryl

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Cheryl

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAR DAR~~~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EU~~~~~~~~

Haha.. someone was like asking me and shu ting bout wat to give her for present.. lousy person la!!! to that person.. ASK YOUR HEART!!! or else cheryl is so gonna be pissed.. LOUSY!!!!!:p

And not only did cheryl get a present.. I GOT ONE TOO!!!! ok.. it's not one.. it's two:p haha.. jing wen gave me my present too(: YEAH!!! I LOVE JING-TART!!!!!!!!<3<3<3<3<3>

so bout my present.. jing wen decided to give us both a pair of couple rings... not really that couple but it's like one pink and one blue:p and a matching handphone strap which is like SO SO SO SO SO SO CUTE CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! totally love it.. once again.. I LOVE JING-TART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. but the ring was like uber huge.. i can wear it on my index finger lor!!!! and cheryl can wear it on her thumb and it's still like kinda loose(: haha..

had been rushing the concert booklet stuffs the past few days.. tiring but i guess it's worth the while:) at least now it's settled:] now i shall piah the other design comm stuffs:p

did car washing on sat with lingo(: haha.. in the hot sun and we only manage to wash like 3 cars in total!!! but it was fun.. and i got darker once again.. lingo was like so funny.. she kept applying sunblock on herself every now and then(: in the end she still turned kinda darker.. lingo.. Lions are wild and love the sun.. i tink lion-NESS do too(:

i shall talk bout sku then.. had my haircut on sunday coz my mother felt my frinche is like to long.. gosh.. went to the hairdresser... and this is what happened

me: don't touch my frinche

mum: her frinch is too long.. cut it shorter please.

me: DON'T TOUCH MY FRINCH!!!!!!(well.. u can imagine how desperate i was to flee from the seat)

mum: oh.. best is above the eyebrow or something..

me: DO NOT TOUCH MY FRINCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k.. the hairdresser was like stuck in the middle.. giving that what the hell is going on look on his face.. damn funny.. but ya.. i still lost as usual. . . . . so my hair is like shit now!!!!! hope it grows when concert comes!!!! or else. . . . . . haha..

first day of school was like MASS COPYING session.. that only made me realise how much homework i had not finish.. OOPS(: haha.. other than that is was kust any ordinary day(: but everyone was like staring at me.. one cause of my idiotic looking frinch!!!! and two cause i'm like uber tan now thanks to many many different elements.. THANKS MAN!!!!! hahaa..

more pics now(:

Toilet shots with my DEAR SOTONG!!!!! hahaha.... we were waiting for cass to come out.. so we just started to zi pai(: hahaha.. very lame but it was fun(: and cuttlefish totally dun wan to be taken photo off lor!!! camera shy:p haha.. and i just realise that i'm a taller than sotong!!!!! hahahahaha.. maybe i grew taller(: YEAH!!!

don't laugh at my frinch man!!!!! haha.. and sotong's highlights are like so obvious.. it's a wonder she's not caught yet lor!!!!! too guai before le.. teachers won check.. maybe i shall strive to change my image too(: hahaha.. it seems highly IMPOSSIBLE to me:p

after this we both realise we need to pee too(: hahaahaha.. so much for zi pai-ing:p

WAH!!! BLOCK TEST IS IN LIKE 5 WEEKS TIME OR SOMETHING!!!! RED ALERT RED ALERT!! i can't believe i actually haven started revising anything sia!!!! i feel so horrible.. better start piahing again...

AH!!!! NYCO concert is coming up!!!

18th JULY 7:30pm SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL 10 BUCKS
NYCO CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
EVERYONE COME DOWN AND SUPPORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NYCO JIA YOUs~~!!!!!!!!!<3<3<3<3

And good luck for everybody's block test(: good luck myself too:p

and i shall start mugging. . . mugging session wit lao na and amy mummy on sat.. hope i actually can study... oh gosh.. car washing on sunday with chin wen and lingo... no wonder lingo said:" i'm spending half my weekends with a half penguin and a half panda!!!!"

haha.. u should feel honoured bout that leh lingo!!!!(: hahahahhaha

MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG PIAH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-21T02:02:00.000+08:00

can't believe i still have the ability to blog at this hour. .

slept at like 4 this morning and woke up at 7.. did street sales and i'm dead beat now. . .

haha.. at least i manage to finish my chem worksheet at the food court with yuna.. haha.. then we started walking around the place and crapping.. saw the silver and golden coloured clothings that amy is crazy over.. i have the conclusion that i cannot listen to amy's fasion advises.. and yuna is the most sk person i've ever met when in comes to food..

well.. she lost to sotong on that though:p

and we drank red bull!!!! not that we wanted.. some ppl just came up to us and gave free samples of red bull.. one full can... after that.. i totally started to lala.. but now i'm like dead tired.. i can so hear my dad snoring.. wah.. bed.. i' comin!!!!

street sales collection seems alright.. judging by the fact that i nearly died when i carried the tincans back to SPD.. wah.. where's the person who was suppose to come an chu li one!!!:p u are so gonna chu qian instead now!!!!!!!:p

then yuna's papa send us home in his truck.. i feel so toot coz i didn't noe how to get on... and close the door.. must have made a fool of myself. . . bleh!:p

finally rushed out the programme booklet contents.. now i'm like so afraid to look at names.. can't believe i was able to compile 27 pages full of stuffs!!!!! i feel kinda accomplished:)

now for all my remaining homeworks.. there seems to be alot of them undone.. hmmm.. i wonder why..

i wonder how's the person who is stuck in a room filled with guys now. . . hope that person is having a nice time:p

anyway.. the person whom i saw flirting at KAP the other time was WEICHUAN.. and he admitted to it liao... hahahaha(:

k.. i totally cannot resist the temptation of jumping into bed anymore.. bye!

2008-06-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

can't believe that i'm actually like lala-ing infront of the com and running around the house freakin out...

and i'm still blogging... gosh.. something's wrong wit me. . .

seriously..

haha.. today's cca was funny... has like only 7 ppl for dazu.. so the ruanliu section suddenly like very small.. a lot of space for ppl to walk liao.. HAHA.. this shows how influential we are!!!!! YEAH(: hahahahhaa..

and i swear i'm never gonna sightread on daruan ever in my entire life again!!!!! totally flunged it!!!!!

lunch was fun.. we went to eat at 'prince-ss'.. haha.. then we started gaying around the place as usual(: and rachel followed me to buy present for dar(: and dar.. U ARE SO GONNA LOVE THE PRESENT I'M GONNA GIVE U!!!!! haha.. look forward to it.. amy and yuna's one too(:

haha.. back to lunch.. my chicken chop had the first ever egg that was like TOTALLY COOKED and not watery man!!!! such a miracle!!!! hahaha..

after cca.. me, chin sian, jasmine, wen di and cai tong carried the condemned instrus down to give uncle jack.. then we bumped into Mr Kuo at level 3..

he came in and gave us that usual 'wat the hell' kinda look:) haha.. then swiped his clean finger on the gehu.. only to realise that his finger turned grey instantely on touch(: haha.. this shows how long nyco as not cleared our instruments.. everything is 'getting old together'.... hahaha..

then me and jasmine and chin sian struck lottery man!!! second prize la.. we met ms yap when we tried to take the lift.. good thing she never say anything and smiled at us(: hahaha.. the three of us were like laughing like shit in the lift sia.. and chin sian pushed me out of the lift first when we reached 4th floor..

guess who i saw...

haha.. not the person who will make us win 1st prize for lottery(guess that person(:)

lin lao shi(:

hahaa.. i laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh.... i tink he must have thought i was like siao or something(: i should tell my mummy to place a bet or something.. who noes.. i might win(:hahha..

then i stayed longer with the cass and lai weng them.. started having music lessons.. and fooling around wit the markers at NYCO room.. and i realise cass can turn into an ice-cream cone in like 5 secs(: hahahhaha..

just realised that i have like loads and loads of things that i need to do.. now i'm like totally messed up sia...

let's c...

apparently i haven started on my homework... and i'm still rushing design comm stuffs out...

oh.. and i totally haven started revising.. wonder what the timetable i made for myself was all about. . . . sigh..

WAH PIAH SIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

better go rush my stuffs now.. or else i'm so dead. . .

2008-06-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

just scanned some neoprints.. since it's bout the sunday party-ing(: i shall post it on(: hahaha

hmmm.. how come it seems cut off.. but anyway..

LOVE NYCO RUANLIU<3<3<3

Birthdae gurl is in a nice dress. and i'm superman saving her from the evil prince:p

MUAKS JESLYN!!!!! don't be shy:]

GROUP HUG RUANLIU<3

Really had a WONDERFUL and ENJOYABLE day!!!!! three cheers to RUANLIU<3

2008-06-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

wah.. i just realise how freakin long i haven been blogging.. oops(: haha

today had cca(: interview.. hmm.. shall not tok too much about it but i feel that a big stone in my heart has dropped onto the floor(:

k that don't sound like english.. but i never did anyway:p

anyway.. thanks seniors for giving me confidence(: thanks NYCO COMM '08 for all the wonderful memories that u've given to me and the lessons and values i've taken away.. it'll be buried deep deep deep deep in my heart<3<3<3

I STILL LOVE NYCO and COMM:)

lunch at mac's was uberly funny.. firstly.. jeslyn was like talking to us bout her FUNNY INTERVIEW.. hahaha.. she was like doing on the spot cycling or something during the interview.. here's a joke on her interview

Comm: So what makes you a better choice as a treasurer??

Jeslyn: erm.. i can count???? oh.. i won lose the $$(:

...

...

OH! I'm the IM Rep.. so i CAN COUNT(:

LOL

hahaha.. so that's the short exerpt i heard of... can't wait to be able to interview jeslyn next yr.. bet it;ll be a memorable(:

then lunch at mac's again.. jeslyn was like laughing none stop throughout lo.. wonder wat's wrong.. hahahha(: then we started crapping and i couldn't stop laughing either..

that's the reason y i LOVE RUANLIU.. makes me happy(:haha

oh ya..

ATTENTION 豆豆班!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i saw SOMEONE AT KAP FLIRTING WITH A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u can slowly guess who's the SOMEONE(: hahhaha.. i shall reveal it later.. damn.. should have taken a photo.. forgot bout that.. haha..

the bruise on my leg is like uber pain la.. stupid merry-go-round at pasir ris park.. haha.. had birthday celebration for jeslyn at Down Town East on sunday.. cycling.. arcade.. neo-prints(:.. bbq[yeah.. i rock at this<3]..>

haha.. then there's this playground somewhere.. we went there on bikes.. got down to play this funny looking merry-go-round thing that goes like up and down when spinned.. in a circle.. and it was shaped like a cone?? get it get it???(:

there was a bunch of nice malay kids who helped us to spin it.. so it was kinda fast and continuous(: haha.. then cherie called me.. i let go of my hands on the sides to answer..

and that was like that dumbest decision i've ever made in my entire life...(:

i fell straight to the center of the thing.. and got like totally stuck!!!!!!!!!!! bleh.. damn unglam sia...

so i just lay down there.. talking to cherie (it's not ur fault:p.. i was kinda careless:p).. screaming and shouting coz i was like thrown 360 degrees around:p.. and that totally sucked!!!! haha..

after that i tried to jump off.. yet another dumb decision of mine... and i fell and scratched myself:p

DUMB YIPING DUMB YIPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha.. but we manage to sabo jeslyn!!!!!!! smeared cake all over her face(: oops.. sorry jeslyn.. but it was really uber uber uber uber uber FUN!!!! have fun at genting anyway(: haha..(: really had a uber fun day(: thanks ruanliu again(:

eeks.. lost all my messages after servicing my phone.. and i forgot to tell the person that my phone is scratched.. now must go back and service it again some other day.. BLUR ME!!!! eeks!! haha:)

OMG.. 308!!!! MR TAN TAGGED AT LINGO'S BLOG!!! shocking shocking!!:p

haha.. blog for so long.. i can feel someone coming to nag liaoz.. that's all(:

2008-06-09T20:50:00.001+08:00

feel like thankin someone right now...

sotong.. thanks for being the somebody who's always there for me(:
thanks for pulling me out of the darkness
thanks for staying by me
and giving me all those words of comfort when i soooo needed them..
thanks for cheering me up when i'm down..
thanks for going out wit me to have a day of fun
so that i'll forget all the pains and scars that is tearing into my heart
thanks for believing in me and thrusting me..
keeping faith in me when nobody seems to have..
thanks for understanding the pain and hurt i'm going through
and going through it with me..
it's your presence.. it's your words...
it's just you being there that so really helps all the time..
just lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of thanks to you<3<3<3<3<3

love you sotong:]

2008-06-09T19:15:00.000+08:00

"你真的没有救了。"

that so helps..

"到底要我怎样才能把你改掉?? 我认为自己教孩子的方法并没有问题, 是你吧!"

right...

"家规不管用，难道连学校的规矩你都不听了吗? 老师是因为管教不了你才叫我去学校，你叫我以后怎么去面对老师呢?"

it's PTM.. all parents have to go down regardless if their child is a problem kid or not.. it doesn't seem to be a choice for me or for u. and since when have i been breakin school rules??? maybe i did.. but it's all the small ones.. i'm not a problem kid!!!!

u just make me sound like one..

...

k.. maybe i am a problem kid...

maybe..

i just don't noe..

2008-06-09T12:52:00.000+08:00

losing faith...

that's the phrase i can use to describe my feelings now..

don't noe why.. i'm just loosing it all.. and i totally feel like crying.. which is wat i'm so doing now..

forget it..

blast the world..

2008-06-07T22:33:00.001+08:00

woah.. just finished blogging for out YFC project.. never knew advertising stuffs on blogs was so troublesome.. btw.. peeps.. go check out this blog:

youthl08kingahead.blogspot.com

and HELP!!!!! haha:)

well.. back to today..

the YFC training workshop was kinda fun i guess.. though it was really boring sometimes.. i tink i nearly fell asleep.. but i guess i had a good takeaway.. BE A HAPPY AND COOPERATIVE TEAM MEMBER:p.. hahax.. that's the conclusion me and caoyun made at the end of the first talk.. some financial stuff.. and as the treasurer.. i could so understand everything the person was trying to say.. so that concludes that i'm a horrible treasurer.. i'm so not gonna take up a bank job next time:p

then came the volunteer management section.. that's not part of my job but it still concerns me i guess(: and then cheryl started highing about how we were gonna thank our volunteers.. btw.. volunteers.. ur sooo gonna like us after our word of thanks(:.. back to the day.. cheryl was high-ing.. yup.. since she was the volunteer manager:] and all sorts of funny ideas started to arouse.. no wonder the speaker asked us to be quiet!:p haha.. guess we were too noisy:p

the last talk was so cheem for me i'm not gonna talk about it.. just a hint.. it's on service learning:p nothing much important.. just that cheryl and amy were like zi-highing all the time!!!!! me and yuna were like.. 'compose ourselves'.. wonder wat went into them?? maybe it's the only boy in the group:p haha.. jokin .. cheryl says she feeds on guys energy.. i so get it now:]

oh.. thanks for reminding me i owe u a lot of lunch:p

haha.. and oh.. our mentor talked to us!!!! WAOH.. k.. i'm being sacarstic.. but he sounds quite nice.. pineapples(:

damn.. got scolded for shutting off my alarm clock today.. shit sia.. i'm so gonna die!!! she's nagging for sure as usual.. guess i better stop blogging for the moment now.. or else.. u can imagine.. better wake up properly tmr.. or i'm gonna get grounded as usual.. sianz..

btw.. sotong!!! tuition tmr... can we do the holiday homeworks:p i lazy to source for answers myself.. let's just ask uncle loh:p haha.. and our NYAA swimming!!! we're so DEAD!!!!:]

better go now.. she's blowing up. . .

2008-06-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

bleh.. streets sales were like uber tiring today.. the boys were damn uber funny sia.. first is plastic bags.. then is the "eating in MRT station fine" thing.. damn joker sia them.. apart from the short time whereby we were laughing like shit.. the rest were just totally SIAN me and cheryl were like rotting on the spot and people were juz giving us that 'are they beggers' kinda look when they walk pass us.. come on la.. WHAT THE HELL IS THEIR PROBLEM!!! never see people sit outside the mrt station before issit???? JUST SHUT YOUR EYES AND WALK LA!!!!!:]

lunch was ok.. had old chang kee fish stick only.. thanks to someone who didn't want to come and pass me lunch:p hahaha:p [i'm jokin.. no offense to that person]

out on the streets with cheryl soon after.. the crowd is freakin dao today.. ASS THE PEOPLE!!!! they totally pretended as if we were transparent sia!!!!! walked almost the entire orchard road with cheryl.. no wonder my knee hurts like shit now.. but thanks cheryl.. for pulling through the sweltering heat wit me.. 你是我心目中的最愛!<3<3

alas.. we ended up back at the same place we started.. the OUB centre place beside centrepoint.. it just seem to be our best spot to sell.. manage to sell like everything away:] sorry to the guys who were there.. we 搶ed your 生意.. but since 好漢不跟女鬥(or something like that la).. u can do nothing about it:] hee hee.

but thanks to one of them lor.. call cheryl and me and bitch.. GO AND DIE LA!!!!:p hahaha.. dar was like so pissed.. she was like "hmph.. it's been a long time since someone called me that!!" thereafter.. we became noob and perfect lor.. but thanks to that.. cheryl like uber hyper and enthu about the sales.. no wonder we could complete everything:] haha..

oh and to clarify some stuffs.. ME AND CHERYL - NOT LESBIANS!!!! our relationship is just kinda complicated.. don't ask:] hahaa

and to the person whom i owe a lot of meals to.. i'm so gonna pass your number to my friend!!!!:p BEWARE YOU ARE SO DEAD:p hahax :p

and thanks to the stupid trip to sentosa.. i'm like a snake now.. totally shedding skin sia.. i practically have 3 diff skin colours now!![don't imagine] damn itchy.. my sis is so gonna be dead when she comes home:p

better go prepare stuffs for tmrs workshop.. my sat is like gone again. . . sianz.. let's just hope the rest of tonight is gonna be a peaceful one..*prays*

2008-06-05T15:23:00.000+08:00

neoprints taken wit cheryl:]

DAR DAR's FOREVER<3<3

who's the guy?? me??:]

we're SOOOO in love:p

haha.. i sound so lesbian-ish:]

race to the finishing line!!!!

aww.. DAR DAR HUGG<3

don't we look soooo like a couple.. LOVE U CHERYL<3<3

2008-05-31T15:07:00.000+08:00

what the hell.
there she goes again.
there's never one day she doesn't stop those ass naggings.

PSM

that's the conclusion.

why's there such an ass word on the world.
i just totally hate it.

just shut up for a moment and the world will rejoice.

sheesh man

2008-05-06T15:14:00.000+08:00

sick and tired..

that would be the word i'm gonna use to describe myself the past few days..

kena stupid fever.. then still had to worry about YFC street sales stuffs.. no wonder i'm nore like a panda now adays.. but let's just hope that all these are worth well can't we? there's nothing else i can wish for now but for June holidays to be longer.. if not.. i'm so gonna flung my block test part 2:(

and that would totally complement to her predictions.. thanks man life!

can't believe i'm still blogging at this hour.. and she's like nagging again..

wlao.. can't she just stop those nagging for a moment?? just a minute??

even a second.. i'll be liberated!!!

sian

better stop before she goes into severe PMS mode