Wednesday, December 31, 2008
shall presume this is my last post for 2008..
HELLO 2009!!!
awaiting me is all those deadlines and stress and stupid prep paper just coz the teacher thinks that i talk too much in class.......
gosh.. more work.. more papers.. school starts on a FRIDAY!!! then two days of rest.. can't they just start school on like MONDAY?
2009 is definitely gonna start on a BANG!
looking back at 2008.. definitely gained a lot from this year.. especially that 3 months in CHINA(: realised that it's pronounced as cheena in german(:
so no fret in going around and saying.. hey ur from CHEENA(:
shall go turn on tv and start watching the countdown(: only looking forward to those fireworks!(: hehe got my new year resolution down already(:
now to think of a way to digest that stupid 70 bucks plus dinner.........
i flew away@ 11:52:00 PM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
one of my favourite phrases..
the world is a playground! but somewhere along it.. everyone forgets about that.
i flew away@ 9:56:00 PM
bah i'm totally bloated by fruits... and the aftermath of runnning is.. i'm damn tired O_O
today was fun(: i found out that i have the ability to dao ppls phone call early in the morning!!:p haha got woken up by jes phone call..
stared at it..
and decided that i shall not pick up..
and went back to sleep..
only to realise it was 8 and i have less than half an hour to get dress and chiong to school...
rehearsal was ok.. we took a FREAKIN 3 MINS TO SET UP THE STAGE!!!! OMG!!! EFFICIENCY PPL EFFICIENCY!!!! grrr.... shall start drilling the runners and stuffs..
good thing mr chow wasn't there.. or else i won't be alive now..
went out to watch YES MAN! with jes, rach, laopo and krystal!(: sorta saw my ex classmate on the bus but not sure.. ate lunch at slice... omg it's damn nice!!!!! hahahha... there's the couple of rg girls who kept staring at us... ERM DO U HAVE A FREAKIN PROBLEM???
today was like some cca fair on orchard road.. practically saw all sorts of cca shirts and stuffs.. RG mainly.. saw a bunch of RGCO ppl... then jes them were like... quick wear our CO jacket!!!!! hahahha..
YES MAN! was like damn funny!! honestly.. krystal was eating her bake rice.. then falling asleep.. then lejing was laughing and laughing and laughing and laughing.. total opposites sitting on my either side... but honestly.. yes man is really damn freakin funny... the ending was hard to catch but at least i got it.. hahaha..
jim carrey: " i know a bunch of people who loves to donate."
next scene: naked people at the covenent...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
krystal didn't get it at first... but at least they got it after(: DAMN FUNNY!!!!
shall go find the trailer and post on the blog...
i flew away@ 9:43:00 PM
Monday, December 29, 2008
after today's psl meeting.. i have concluded..
the moment i step into school on the first day..
i will..
loose..
ALL OF MY DEMERIT POINTS..
WOOHOO! stupid demerit point system implemented and now we have like a long long list of rubrics to adhere to? gosh.. really lucky they implemented it in my sec 4 yr.. at least now i won die of shame so easily..
but then again..
who cares..
since i have single digit psl duties done in the first place.. no wonder they placed me in special events comm internal..
goodness.. and now we have a mascot thats the fusion of an eagle head, bear body and chameleon tail..
and yes u never see wrongly..
chameleon TAIL.
so it's officially called the EABEARLEON
woah!
and we're gonna have BONDING SESSIONS AT SENTOSA!
sounds fun....... and wat's the proper attire? bikini?? LOL NO!
gosh.. i think i'll get sacked if this goes out=x
counting my demerit points.. i can predict i shall be out of psl by the mid of next year.. wonder if i never(:
but on the happy note..at least they got rid of the curse of 107 for me.. been stuck wit that class for 2 years straight.. ever since i started being a psl...
but then again..
i'm with 106 next year.. not much of any diff..
THEY ARE JUST NEXT DOORS O_O
i flew away@ 7:27:00 PM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
realise how cute this thing actually is.. omg it's like goldfish wit human head?? ROFL but it's honestly adorable(:
and yimeng just told me that if u skip breakfast.. u actually will have sex earlier?? O_O
woah...
i flew away@ 9:45:00 PM
christmas came and went pretty quickly this year somehow...
can't believe i spent christmas eve at NLB reading on teenage sex.. TEENAGE SEX!!! was late as usual and cheryl looked like she'll slaughter me or something=x haha.. first book i read.. the philosophy of sex..
great book..
it was essays after essays, the second one critisising the first one then the third on critising bout the 1st and the 2nd on and so on...
never seemed to end..
but at least amy, nana and cheryl were there to 'suffer' along:p
sneaked off to church chalet thereafter and DUH i didn't stay over in fear of getting caught by my mum..
was fun though(: manage to see all my church-goers after so long... joan seemed to have shrunk somehow... hmmmm.. had laughing fits wit gwen and xiaohan when my mother called and i was like trying to cover up all the laughter they were makin but joined them in the end.. O_O
christmas day was like boring apart from the food part.. ate like jap food for both dinner and lunch.. sad i can't eat that much but at least it was enjoyable(: then had this total shopping craze along orchard.. walked from paragon to tangs to isetan then to wisma and taka.. of course i wasn't the one shopping.. just walking around wit my mum and auntie and sista.. ultimately boring coz i see no point of me buying clothes from shops like zara and stuffs.. didn't really suite my 'urban rebel' look hor jing:p
had study session wit jing on boxing day but sadly abandoned her halfway through to rush of for check up.. i survived china rather well as said by the stupid doctor... and i can still run talk and jump so i'm fine for the time being..
didn't do that scary stomach thingy PHEW!
and i finally got my BRISINGER!!!!! omg omg omg.. shall endulge in it at once! oh and got the twilight saga just without the eclipse.. stupid kino told me that the box set is out of stock and even the publishers dunno when it is coming in O_O
but nevermind.. yiwen's getting it for me from austrailia(: hehehe.. so much for having a sister there(:
shall now go check out how much homework i've done... hmm wait.. did i even start on any?
i flew away@ 9:28:00 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Forget it.. she never understands.. never will she ever look on my good points.. the freakin improvements that i have.. the attempts that i make.. she just picks on all the negative parts.. never seeing that i've actually tried my hardest and everything.. i'm never acknowledged for watever ive tried and done.. never praised for the minor achievments that i might have.. i'm never the perfect child.. ther perfect daughter.. always having defaults here and there.. man-made problems that appear along the way and even if there's a small repair or upgrade.. it's unnoticed..
i admit that i'm wrong and i've done wrong before.. sorry i can't be that perfect daughter like yiwen.. sorry i can't be that perfect child like the rest of my siblings. sorry that i have so much defaults that it is more than the ther rest of them added up.. sorry that i'm just not perfect enough for u..
but does all this earn me the fact that i'm invisible to u? no matter how ruined i am or how idiotic or stupid or ass a daughter i am.. i am still ur daughter and for once can u at least consider my feelings? for once in my past 15 years of life? often am i blamed for not considering ur feelings and that i admit and i'm sorry but it's not like i always dun care about ur feelings or anything.. i cancelled all my outings just because i promised to have dinner with u.. even didn't go for church.. i cried like mad in china just coz i'm worried bout u and sis.. i can rush home half way through cca just coz i'm worried u can't settle wit aunt..
ya all these are minor to whatever u've done.. i noe.. but can u at least sometimes acknowledge the fact that i've tried.. can u at least sometimes think about how i feel at least? even for once i'll be happy.. even just pne percent of the care and concern u give to the rest i'll be contented.. i may sound like an attention-seeking child but if u need to me act like sis just to gain attention from u.. acknowledgement from u.. i will.. but if that brings u all those tears and worries that u have never shed for me.. then do u think i will still try?
am i that unworthy to be your daughter? that it makes me totally invisible to u when i'm placed beside my siblings? sorry i just can't be as perfect as the rest of them.. i'm not the wonderful all-rounded, good thinking and intelligent one.. sorry that i saw that coming so late.. sorry that i've never ever thought about how u felt of me.. how lousy a daughter i am..
u should have just removed me while i was still unborn and unknown of all these feelings.. at least u could have felt better.. maybe u could even have a chance of getting that perfect child u want..
it might have been the wisest decision you will make..
sorry i'm not worthy enough to be ur daughter
i flew away@ 9:37:00 PM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
question: why do some ppl think of freakin easy to solve questions like so difficult-ly and start fretting and watever-ing over them?
answer: because they are not simple-minded ppl who think too much and think too far..
honestly.. is it that difficult to sit down and talk nicely or something... and wat's the need of dragging a innocent 15 yr old in for the sake of dragging her in? wth.. don't ppl think wit their brains and not their butts? wth if they want to quarrel so be IT who cares since it's got no freakin problem to do wit me.. but if u cross the freakin line and piss my parents off.. U GET THE HELL FROM ME!!!
seriously.. can't u just start THINKING and stop TALKING for the sake of everyone.. practically all the time i'm cursing u to be mute can! just like SHUT UP AND GET LOST!!
omg and stop thinking that u are making everyone happy coz u are not and grandmere is crying thanks to ur freakin ass mouth!
k chill..
shall post the pictures of jing in bk now(: hehehe..
i'm risking my life here ok!!!
hmmm what is jing doing and where is this..
course we're at jing's favourite place.. BK!(:
happy jing(:
k.. went for a run at like 7:15 today after i got back to destress.. surprising the sky was kinda dark alreay.. ran from my house through lor kismiss into toh tuck.. surprising the road was longer than i tot it was.. then ran the entire stretch of toh tuck road to the other exit and back.. nearly got lost but good thing my gut feeling of keeping right all the time was correct somehow(: had a bad fall thanks to the lack of night vision.. maybe i should run earlier.. now i officially have 2 bruises on the right leg, 1 on the left and a couple on my hand... woah... i rock(: at least running a bit now i'm less stressed..
haha and huilin admitted that my brain is big and filled(: bwahahaha=x
finally finished all the christmas card writing.. omg damn tired.. never knew writing is so tiring.. at least i got lesser than poor sze min who is still chioing now.. omg JIA YOU!!!(:
shall visit dreamland since i'm dead tired now.. omg meeting nana amoi and dar tmr for ih and rushing to church christmas things.. let's hope tmr works out well and i dun get caught...
blah leg is starting to get painful.. where's the oinment...
i flew away@ 1:43:00 AM
Monday, December 22, 2008
will people ever learn to stop forcing and let in breathing space?
u are not the puppeteer and i'm so not ur puppet to allow u to flip here and play there with.. i have my own thinking my own ways and my own feelings..
most of all i have my own space..
so can i have my own little corner to myself and stay in there for the time being? maybe my intitial action was a bit too rash.. but i need that freakin space that u are not giving me to think things through and cool off!
just continue ur naggings on somebody else can u? even though u might not be tired going on and on. i am.. so just let me off for godsake to my little peace and quiet even be it for a few seconds or something...
i need the space that i have long longed for!
on a lighter note.. when mugging wit jingwen today.. last minute settle on as someone flew all the way to jupiter.. hmm i wonder who she was looking for..
jing there's no bk on jupiter!!!
anyway.. mugging worked out rather well.. at least i manage to revise a bit of chem before we like digressed and digressed.. started muggin at jurong library.. omg JEC is like GONE O_O why??? argh.. it's like so nice and fun.. so we ended up at IMM to eat lunch.. which was mac's..
after that we moved on to west mall.. wanted to catch a movie but there was no angus tongs in that cinema.. so ended up walking around and looking before plundging ourselves into bukit batok library to finish the rest of the muggin..
got scolded by the librarian for blocking the way up=x man she was damn freakin fierce!
life passed quite quickly.. i finished copying my chem notes and jing is still starting on her essay beginning.. woah i am sort of efficient(:
then came dinner.. and guess where we went(:]]
Burger King!!!! hahaha
LOL it was chosen by jingwen(: not me i very pure and nice one(;
i shall post the pictures tmr or something.. omg and jingwen was like savouring the ice cream cake.. bet she was thinking of bk when she was eating.. that blissful look was like O_O haha
then ended up in popualar wanting to buy a planner something then the PA system was like we will be closing in 10 mins time..staring at the line i totally gave up hope of buying so dunked it and went home..
sian i'm damn tired... shall go sleep... talk more tomorrow(:
and this is NOT an EMO POST!:P
i flew away@ 11:51:00 PM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
why is it that whenever i visit grandpere's house it was never one that left me with any happy thoughts? even when grandpere was around.. the atmosphere in the house was never inviting..
am i like the only freakin person in the house that wants us just like any other ordinary family and stop having all these conflicts and all this disagreements..
am i like the only freakin person in the house that just wants to stay clear of all these problems?
am i like the only freakin person that had given any though about how grandpere will feel if he were to see how the family has turned out.. u peopl keep emphasizing on family here and family there.. but please.. ur actions never actually comply to what u have said..
can't u just stop stickin in that little box of urs.. in that world of yours whereby u just shut urself away from the rest of the world and be contented?
please it's already end of 2008 and not 1980 or even earlier.. stop engulfing urself in that contented 19th century world of urs and make the rest of us suffer in silence in the 21st century!
everyone is born with eyes and nose and ears.. we see things, hear things and judge them with the brain Father has given to us.. apparently you don't have such a good one that has proper judgement or anything.. we were given two eyes and two ears to see and hear both sides of a story.. to have a better judgement of things.. to know what's right and what's wrong..
stop mis-using the things that Father has enriched us with..
i don't give a damn if my parents are not necessarily right but neither are you.
they are my parents no matter how bad u can depict them to me as...
must everything be so screwed up?
i flew away@ 10:55:00 PM
CHANGE
Taylor Swift
It's a sad picture;
The final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again,
You know it's all the same,
Another time and place,
Repeating history and you're getting sick of it
But I believe in whatever you do,
And I'll do anything to see it through...
Because these things will change,
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us backwill fall down,
It's a revolution,
The time will come for us to finally win,
And we'll sing
Hallelujah
We'll sing
Hallelujah
Oh
So we've been outnumbered,
Threatened and now cornered,
It's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair,
We're getting stronger now,
find things they never found,
They might be bigger,
but we're faster and never scared.
You can walk away say "We don't need this"
But there's something in your eyes
says "We can beat this"
Because these things will change,
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down,
It's a revolution,
The time will come for us to finally win,
And we'll sing
Hallelujah
We'll sing
Hallelujah
Oh
Tonight we'll stand,
Get off our knees,
Fight for what we've worked for all these years,
and the battle was long,
It's the fight of our lives,
When we stand up,
Champions tonight
It was the night things changed,
Can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back...fell down,
It's a revolution,
Throw your hands up,
'cause we never gave in,
And we'll sing
Hallelujah
We sang
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Yeah
i flew away@ 10:44:00 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
coped from yimeng's blog.. LOVE YOU GALS<3
whoo! finishing up with my hundred over pieces of surveys to collate.. wonder how's amy doing? now i realise how tiring it is for those survey collaters or wat nots.. omg la.. staring at the com and like counting and counting and counting...
i'll NEVER aspire to be an accountant!
dragged out of bed this morning to go grandpa's house.. feels weird when i step in and find that my grandpa is not sitting on the chair watching tv and smiling so happily when he sees me or something... instead i see this tablet beside the tv.. getting use to it seems difficult..
at least for me..
next had a long long talk from my auntie... CRAPSHIT! dragged my mum and aunt in..wth.
honestly.. WHO WILL TALK BAD BOUT HER BROTHER INFRONT OF HER BROTHER'S CHILD?
wth.. just cause my dad wasnt around when grandpa died and u were the only child that was present crying badly beside the hospital bed, u have the honour of being called the most fillial child and dad as some freak ass who only arrived 3rd day into the funeral.. it's not like he was out to play or anything, it's not like he can fly back to singapore from the states within like minutes.. it's not like ur the only one crying in the hospital.. it's not like ur the only one that misses grandpa.. it's not like ut the only one who actually cared bout him..
it's not like ur the only PERFECT PERSON in the world..
sometimes i really wonder how someone can actually blind herself out on all the good side of a person.. the good things that one person can do and love to literally niao on the bad points all the time.. yes he is rash yes he is at times irrational.. but he is my dad and u have no bloody rights to talk about him like that infront of my face and my mum.. so what if ur divorced and have no freakin husband to care bout.. everyone have feelings and so do i.. can't u actually just get off that freakin high horse of urs for once and look at things in the normal way and not onesided all the time?
can't anyone get tired from being lopsided all the time..
even with grandmere there u still scold her only son left like that.. like as if he was not worth anything.. like he was the dumbest thing on earth.. and u still say that u are the most fillial child..
even seeing mum rushing here and there taking care of grandpere when he was still around u still dared to say that we never once came home and took care of anyone..
even after all the positive things that ur darn eyes have seen the past freakin 60 yrs of ur life.. be it ur OWN BROTHER or anyone else.. u chose to remember those minor details and continue ur life by bringing them up over and over again and gloat over something that is totally irrelavent..
can u get a life and look at the bigger picture around u?
so what if u paid for two of grandpere's grandest birthday dinners.. i don't see the point of u not paying since ur like the oldest? and it's not like as if dad and aunt didn't pay for those so called minor ones that we had for the past 20 yrs?
so wat if ur the one that brings grandpere and grandmere out on holidays.. it's not like we didn't follow.. it's not like u could just dunk the office here unattended..
so what if everything that u do just seem to be right.. that doesn't mean that watever others do are wrong..
do u actually want the entire family broken up into bits and pieces.. everyone away and out of the place and u having control of practically every single aspect then u'll be happy? do u need to baske urself in the glory of being known as the most fillial piety child and critisise everything that ur other siblings have done.. do u need to pretend that u are the master of the house once grandpere is gone.. do u need to keep living in the past and drag ppl along with you.. do u actually have no sensors that tell u how hurt others can get.. do u have no common sense to not think that u are the only on on earth alive that have parents..
is it necessary for all this to be done just to settle grandpere's will.. can't u just respect his decisions for once.. can't u just listen and shut up for a moment? can't u just stop tearing everything apart until everyone is hurt and bleeding and u stand amongst us unhurt and smiling..
mum cried..
GREAT
more problems..
more me being stuck in the freakin middle of all this..
can't ppl just look at the positive side of others and endure their bad points?
is it so difficult to accept someone different from u?
even if it were family? someone u have blood relations to?
can't everyone just see each others as an entirely different individual and actually learn to ACCEPT?
what do u expect me to do? she's my sister no matter how bad she may seem.. he's my father no matter how irrational he is.. it is not like u are totally accepted by everybody.. wat are u trying to do when u try to tear ppl apart from their KIN.. i dun care if u like them or not..
i dun care..
but if u hurt them u get it from me..
but then again u are related to me..
how the hell am i suppose to 'get back' at u without hurting myself and the ppl around me first..
is it that difficult to try and hold a family together? that difficult to mend all these holes and cracks here and there..
accept is just a 6 lettered word... wat's the difficulty of this?
honestly.. this might just get even more interesting as 家春秋 and all those soap dramas..
i flew away@ 6:05:00 PM
Friday, December 19, 2008
doing my secret blogging now since my mother thinks that i'm deep asleep in dreamland or something.. sometimes i wonder how somebody can actually like sleep before 11 or something..
or should i say...
i wonder why parents like to force ppl like me who apparently can stare and the blank ceiling for an hour before falling asleep to sleep at like way before 11 or something?
then again...
that's what they do right?
anyway... doc benny's appointment was kinda screwed today since my mother didn't really make an appointment properly O_O guess that means i'm given more days to screw my stomach back to the way it's suppose to be or something...
but then again... do i look like that kind that has this will power to do so?? hmmm..
WENT TO WATCH TWILIGHT!!!!!! yeah yeah with jingwen tongmeng yimeng and yangxi(: haha endded up i was the latest person to arrive.. thanks to my singapore mrt compass that's way screwed... wanted to take mrt straight from bukit batok to orchard.. then halfway through i realise that maybe going to jurong and transfer to the green line will be a bettter option?? alighted at marsiling only to realise that it was somerset and not dhoby gaut then i alighted again at kranji to take the mrt that i initally alighted..
woah so smart(:
which lead to me taking more than an hour to orchard?? gosh... TONG WORE A DRESS TODAY!!!!!!!(: omg very cute(: then yimeng as usual her shorts that make her look extraordinarily tall..
wait she IS tall...
but anyway.. jing in her jeans and shirt and yangyang half school uni and a shirt(: shall return to the movie...
TWILIGHT IS LIKE DAMN COOL CAN!!!! omg omg omg omg.. haha edward cullen is like hot! as in the first sight i was like EWWWWW but after a while.. it seems that his personality is so much more attractive(: the movie itself was way cool.. the sound effects are like WOAH damn thrilling!!! but if u go out and watch it was SOME AHEM AHEM girl that is like totally hua1 chi1-ing beside u... the sound effect will be less enchanting(:
but anyway.. some parts of the movie are a bit the draggy coz its like u see edward staring at bella and bella giving that same affectionate stare back.. wonder how they manage to stare at each other with that like intense feeling for practically every single second and minute of the show..
but i must admit a house in the woods totally made of glass is like WAY COOL(: though it seems like ur living in a display cabinet or something but if the surrounding is total forest and stuffs... that'll be like DAMN COOL(:
omg instead of the character i like the house O_O
k back to twilight.. it's a must watch(: honestly damn nice and funny at different places(:
i might just start swooning over edward cullen sooner or later(: first time he looks like O_O but after that he's like OMG SO COOL(:
next few movies on the list: colledge, bride wars, red cliff [2] and that dunno wat and snogging dunno what show..
took neos together and i have this total unglam looking blur look on my face on one of them. omg la.. then walked to taka to look at things that we'll most likely not be able to purchase and then to far east where yimeng was like WAH!!(: haha,, after bubble tea we went home(: took same mrt as jing who totally didnt wan to go home...
please i would love to go around and slack(:
OMG OMG(: schools starting and all i'm thinking of is movie!!!! AHH ms lee just sms-ed to remind me of thank goodness prep paper!!! blah! think my mugging days are about to begin!!
k shall go and sleep since i feel kinda energyless.. neo coping from yimeng once she uploads(:
i flew away@ 11:11:00 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
back from nyco camp... survived it somehow.. but my stupid flu is still haunting me... but somehow after sleeping in the aircon room and classroom for two nights... it wasn't cold and i actually did sweat a little..
and speakin of classrooms...
NICK NG IS NOW ON THE TOP OF MY HATE LIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RIGHT ON TOP!!!!!!!!!
omg very angry wit him.. make me spend like 1/2 an hour trying to argue wit him.... AHHHH... stupid leh him.. wanted to make my poor ruanliu section go and sleep in classes like 1/9 or something when m404 is like TOTALLY EMPTY except for ONE TEACHER.. which apparently is NOT HIM!!!! OMG!!! ended up ruanliu slept in the classroom... but it's ok la... we don't mind.. had a mini campfire sleeping method...
sadly i fell asleep kinda early... wonder why.. and feedback from jes is that i dun move when i sleep??? hmmm i wonder why hor jingtard:p
wah think i'll miss gossip nights with ruanliu.. suddenly everyone all not pure liao.. except for me and songyang.. sigh.. daruan ppl are always the purest of all(:
yeah watching twilight tomorrow(: with jingtard them... sigh before that have to go for some stupid doctor appointment to 照胃镜.. a term which i honestly dunno wat the hell is it.. sounds scary.. something like stick something into ur tummy and like what er check around??
woah.. check around...
wonder what they will see....
enzymes O_O
DUH!!!
sigh i'm getting lame... but nonetheless.. I DUN LOOK FORWARD TO SEE DOCTOR BENNY!!!!!!!! omg......
OH YA!!! i just realise that BIGGEST and WEIRDEST scandal I'VE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE!!!!! omg honest it doesnt make sense and I'M LIKE STILL IN THE AFTERMATH SHOCK!!!!! no further details(:
OMG AND KUA HUILIN U BETTER DUN POST THAT UNGLAM VIDEO ON UR BLOG!!!!! OMG DAMN UNGLAM CAN!!!!
DON'T POST IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i shall post random photo here... haven organise my photos from china.. when i do maybe i'll reactivate my dead facebook account and put them in....
if i have the time that is... (:
haha the maze that me and eva did for night trial... was suppose to be doing some balloon thing with amanda and jeslyn.. and jes like named it dunno wat kisskissmuacksmuacks kissmuackskiss O_O haha VERYY COOL RIGHT THE MAZE!!! we DID IT BY OURSELVES ONE!!! with wangjia's help that is(:
maybe i have the hidden talent of erm MOVING HOUSE(: lol!!!!!! but the maze was cool right CO(: i'm officially the queen of scissors paper stone coz only one person won me out of dunno how many(: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA(:
shall go and check out what mr chow sent me regarding BEL.. omg his 'name' on the email thingy is HAMTARO O_O
i flew away@ 10:30:00 PM
Monday, December 15, 2008
k i'm officially down with a screwed up nose and cough and fever... woke up at like 7 today to realise that i'm totally aching all over and i can't breath.. partly coz i was head down.. but it didn't really help much with my face up either...
ah well....
totally missed ding's concert... a wonder that i'm stil alive and typing now(:
fell asleep and woke up at 12 the next time.. ate brunch which was honey between bread.. supposedly good for the tummy but didnt really work.. maybe my stomach enzymes are screwed? hmmm.. fever had subsided but my cough was still O_O
next moment i was dragged out of house to fix my glasses.. which was either loose or my face shrank.. either way.. it was not tight(:
but after fixing it i realise... IT'S STILL NOT TIGHT!! omg.. so much for going out when it's raining.. but lookin on the bright side.. at least it was NOT as loose as it were.. NOT...
now i realise that food courts really have a lot of variety... had a hard time trying to decide whether to eat chicken rice or yong tau fu or nasi lemak or fishball noodles just now...
damn difficult...
i'll just make use of all the time i have for the remaining few days to eat all that is stated out on amy's book.. little time for so much food..
oh ya.. and limited stomach capacity(:
had a huge ranting session from mama today... SHE RANTING TO ME! omg honest!
hearing things from one side makes you have misconceptions of the other.. but hearing things from two sides causes u to stand in a position that u pray for urself to get the heck out of..
now i'm beginning to wonder... 3 months.. issit really so much time for so much things to happen?? it's quite hard to understand why sometimes a family can be so broken up into bits and pieces and even things like scotch tapes cannot help to put these parts together to form one full picture.. is it so hard for them to accept each others bads and look at their good side? is it so difficult to think that ur not the only one that is being neglected and ur not the person standing at the worse position in all things? is it that hard to retain a family picture.. like that one that we took at my grandpa's wake.. just that my grandpa was in the coffin and not with us on a wheelchair.. things that are gone aren't that easy to get back.. but why can't everyone try to retain it when they can and start regretting when it's all gone..
do solutions come only after everything in this house is separated and gone?
i flew away@ 12:30:00 AM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
K I'M OFFICIALLY BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!!!
omg after like 3 months of life out there in china... finally got myself landed back here in singapore!!!!!!!!!! tian i miss home.....
but thinking back now.. sorta miss china already.... all the freedom we got.. the funny times we had, watching lame and sick and funny movies in jing's room and laughing our heads off or something... OMG I ACTUALLY MISS LIFE IN CHINA!!!! can't get use to it...
people need to get use to jet lag... i tink there's a lot of things that i need to get BACK into here....
like weather.... surprisingly hot singapore is... wait.. surprising is not the right word.. should i say.... VERY HOT!!! omg on the plane the broadcasting system was like the weather in singapore is clear and fine, temperature is around 27 degrees....
next thing i heard was a huh from jingwen who sat behind me....
woah.. first time i felt that the number 27 seems freakishly unfamiliar.. it's like the numbers u see in china never actually exceeded 10 towards the end.... best part.. the airport didn't on the aircon!!!
or that's wat we all felt la... everyone was like stripping in public can?? don think sick.. we were merely wearing 2-3 layers and taking them off till 1 layer...
but then again.. IT'S STILL FREAKIN HOT!!!! and joey so kindly reminded us that the moisture percentage in singapore is like what 80 something % and in china it way way lower... WOAH!!! no wonder using the computer in the afternoon also allowed me to start perspiring... WOAH...
next is maybe just the fact that china roads are on the other side.... total opposite.. got on a bus today and i stared at the driver... i was like why is the driver on the right side before i realised that i was back in singapore...
totally looked like an idiot to the busdriver...
woah...
next is I DUN NEED TO CLIMB STAIRS JUST TO GO TO SLEEP ANYMORE!!!
although i sorta miss the dorm beds la.. it's like nice and fun(:
and my mattress is SOFT.. omg SOFT!!! no wonder yestderday night cannot sleep properly.. tian ah!! i miss 卧谈会!!!!!!
really many things in china is unforgetable.. all the fond memories.. the fun times.. the ups and the freakin lows..... the gains as well as the lost... reallly.. sometimes.. it's only until u've been through it that u realise how fun it actually was...
and you would like love to go once more...
but as usual.. there's many things stopping u...
2nd message received after i arrived.. krystal: yiping! there's practice at TECC from 2pm onwards tomorrow... must come ok!!!
great...
welcome back to singapore man yiping! there's just like so many things awaiting for u to finish!!! homework... revision... cca... camp.... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes it really piles up until u can't really see anything?? like differentiate wat is wat.. especially since u just returned and still have diffictultes in takin buses...
woah!
and thanks to i dunno wat.. i'm officially down with bad cough as well as block nose and slight fever... i sound like when i were in beijing.. just that now its a bit the less serious... so much for being back eh....
omg ding's concert tomorrow.. at least i got away from playing mood of the moment... and i have a feeling that i will be too tired to do anything tomorrow and stuffs... great...
got my stuffs back.. thanks for taking the trouble.. i'll return whatever i owe u sooner or later.. (:
wah damn tired now... was late for ding's prac by 2 hours plus.. took mrt from jurong all the way to tampines.. kinda near eh? leg damn pain!!!! omg no wonder i'm tired...
and yeah i've officially been nagged 6 times today by my mummy about my tummy.. omg it rhymes.. but anyway... ya.. nagged.. coz even back here my appetites is still O_O
gosh i can't resist the temptation anymore.. I WAN TO SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!
shall update at a later date when i have the mood and ability to do so...
i flew away@ 11:18:00 PM
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
k it's been really long since i last posted...
been rather busy the past few days..
busy watching dvds in the dorms after dinner that is....(:
haha.. life here is ok.. LESSONS ARE BORING AS USUAL!!! but the people are really nice... as in they are really like what the tour guide said: kind and innocent and willing to help.. like me la(: maybe i was a suzhou person last time??? =x haha JOKIN!
other than that i'm still alive and kicking.. went to all the erm yuan2 lin2's and had some fun.. running here and there... freakin cold on saturday.. and jingtard them was like saying i dress like a person in autumn and not winter.. everyone was like wrapped with that thick thick penguin looking jacket except for me and amy and regina... out of which I WAS WEARING 4 LAYERS LE CAN!!!! omg even though it was long johns plus t-shirt plus cardigan plus jacket... BUT IT'S STILL 4 LAYERS!!!!
though now it's a wonder i was not frozen and my hands are kinda starting to crack....
WOAH... it is ACTUALLY CRACKING!!!
but not as bad as grace pok's one la.. mine still quite ok....
bought an entire ton of food for ppl at the supermart the other day.... A LOT!!! SPENT LIKE 200 plus RMB in total!!! OMG LA!!!! it's a wonder i still have space in my luggage.. weight wise... we're all hoping that the maximum is 30 instead of 20.. or else i tink i'll die.... and let's hope the stuffs that are supposedly back at singapore is BACK AT SINGAPORE(:
going to do all the last minute shopping tmr during the 3hour break after lunch.. mostly likely gonna buy MORE FOOD to bring back... omg everything is FOOD.. and i still have some unfinished shopping to do!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
and jing wen has officially BROKE MY LAPPY AND MY HANDCARRY... omg.. but half my fault oso la..
oh ya... the fujistu coms are good.. mine fell from the upper bunk into a pail of water and it's a surprise that it only had a few cracks... (:
but anyway.... THREE MORE DAYS!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG... and awaiting me is NYCO CAMP!!!!! looking forward to that totally!!!!! hahaha..
I'M SO GONNA EAT CHEESE FRIES WHEN I TOUCH DOWN.. gonna force my sis to pack one for me or something when she comes to get me... there's like KFC here but NO CHEESE FRIES!!!!! OMG OMG OMG.. damn lousy la!!!!!
k i shall resume to flooding yimengs blog(: and thinking bout the amount of stuffs awaiting me to do...
oh and amy is on britney's new song(: COOL~~~~~~:p
i flew away@ 6:30:00 PM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
WOAH I ACTUALLY RAN TODAY!!!! a total of 2.8km in WINTER!!!! OMG OMG OMG..
k la.. it wasn't like 7 rounds straight... 2 rounds during zao cao.. then two rounds during the girls 800m test thingy.. and 3 rounds wit amy for the sake of running(:
yeah yeah EXERCISE!!!! more runnin to COME!(:
lessons today was ok la... THEY ACTUALLY GAVE US HOMEWORK TO DO CAN!!!! omg la.. then me and amy were like acting as if we didn't understand chinese to try and skip the worksheet(: which of course we didn't do in the end(:
they had some funny winter competition today which was on skipping and we went to check it out... wangyue is totally smitten with that lychee look-alike and i was sadly the paparazzi for her and took photos and video of his total gayness!!! omg that person is really GAY!!!! quite ok looking but GAY!!!!! and he is now OFFICIALLY ADDED INTO YIMENG'S EYE-CANDY LIST... OMG
LYCHEE DA4 ZHAN4!!!!!!!!!:p
haha... then after that tong and me and jing ran back to my classroom to check out the chio bu's in my class.. O_O haha but all of them left le la.. so we shall go check them out another day i guess..
OMG JI LAO JUST REMINDED ME HOW BUSY WE CAN GET NEXT YEAR... AND IF I DUN GET A BLOODY A FOR MY O'LEVEL CHINESE I HAVE TO TAKE SOME STUPID CHINESE LITERATURE THING IN JC JUST COZ OF BSP!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG...
DIE LIAO!!!!!!
and also my OVERDUE HOMEWORK FOR SEC 3...
wait...
do i have any???
let me think...
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dun think so la...
I'M LIKE SO GUAI!!!!!(:
hahaha.. but better get started on preparing... just made a list of homework i have over the holidays... or should i say over that pathetic few days i have.. OMG!!!!! how can this happen to me!!!!!!!!!!!! HOMEWORK!!!!! AHHHHH
but anyway i still look forward to going back to singapore...
8 MORE DAYS!!!!! OMG I CAN TOTALLY SEE IT NOW(: YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:
shall post pictures on another day since i'm still using the school's stupid computer... O_O haha
i flew away@ 6:34:00 PM
Monday, December 1, 2008
TIAN AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE HAVE LOUSY DORMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO HEATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO HOT WATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUNK BEDS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND YOU HAVE TO HANG YOUR CLOTHES LIKE IN THE OPEN PLACE WHERE EVERYONE CAN STARE AT IT!!!!!!!!!
AND IT'S ALL WHITE!!!!!! ALL!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
k la k la... it's not that bad la... at least the toilet is still erm in an ok condition.. but come on... my blanket is like what bunny patterned one that looks so damn GAY!!!! shall take a photo and post it someday.... and the pillow says what have a good day... and the bed is a bit the short leh somehow..... but honestly... it is the kind of REALLY DORM life kinda thing..... nearby have nice places to go la but not as good as compared to BSC...
OMG I MISS BSC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well though the dorms are like O_O then AT LEAST THERE'S HOT WATER WHEN WE BATH RIGHT!!!!!! omg and it DOES NOT GO OFF HALF WAY THROUGH YOUR NICE NOT SO HOT SHOWER and TOTALLY GO COLD ON YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! suay me was the last yesterday... so practically NO HOT WATER FOR ME!!!!!! wang yue was highly entertained by me like screaming in the toilet making all those eeky sounds... AMY JIA YOU TONIGHT!!!!!! i'm third... not much betterO_O
school is like O_O saw a teacher hit the student today just coz the student never listen in class... compared to bei shi da and fudan here is like wat HELL!!!!! honestly... the teacher's here are like so erm... FIERCE....
wait...
they are MORE THAN FIERCE... they are FIERCE UNTIL CANNOT FIERCE ANYMORE!!!!! omg la.... the students are kinda nice.... very cute to be exact... reminds me of how adorable i was last time... neh i was MORE ADORABLE =x
have to do some stupid presentation on life in singapore tomorrow to the class.... AMY JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! think i'll be like O_O and fluttering or something.... omt la!!!!!!!! gosh have two full weeks of immersion here...
TWO FULL WEEKS OF HORRIBLE NO HOT WATER LIFE!!!!! AND NO INTERNET!!!!!!!!!! OMT..
somemore yesterday have to use the stupid water dispenser and give jing tard hot water O_O it was like very funny la.. she waiting inside wrapped in a towel and we were all forced to wait for the pail to be filed wit water... after that no hot water then tong oso cannot make her pao4 mian4... omg la!!!!!!
let's hope today's better....
ahhhhhhh tomorrow have lessons!!!!!! OMT!!!! i nearly fell asleep in todays one...... AHHHHHHHHHH oh ya.... they have SWIMMING IN WINTER!!!! omg la!!! how funny can this place get????? (:
sigh... i shall embrace myself to weekends where i can AT LEAST GET OUT OF THESE WHITEY PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:p
i flew away@ 5:58:00 PM