Monday, December 15, 2008
k i'm officially down with a screwed up nose and cough and fever... woke up at like 7 today to realise that i'm totally aching all over and i can't breath.. partly coz i was head down.. but it didn't really help much with my face up either...
ah well....
totally missed ding's concert... a wonder that i'm stil alive and typing now(:
fell asleep and woke up at 12 the next time.. ate brunch which was honey between bread.. supposedly good for the tummy but didnt really work.. maybe my stomach enzymes are screwed? hmmm.. fever had subsided but my cough was still O_O
next moment i was dragged out of house to fix my glasses.. which was either loose or my face shrank.. either way.. it was not tight(:
but after fixing it i realise... IT'S STILL NOT TIGHT!! omg.. so much for going out when it's raining.. but lookin on the bright side.. at least it was NOT as loose as it were.. NOT...
now i realise that food courts really have a lot of variety... had a hard time trying to decide whether to eat chicken rice or yong tau fu or nasi lemak or fishball noodles just now...
damn difficult...
i'll just make use of all the time i have for the remaining few days to eat all that is stated out on amy's book.. little time for so much food..
oh ya.. and limited stomach capacity(:
had a huge ranting session from mama today... SHE RANTING TO ME! omg honest!
hearing things from one side makes you have misconceptions of the other.. but hearing things from two sides causes u to stand in a position that u pray for urself to get the heck out of..
now i'm beginning to wonder... 3 months.. issit really so much time for so much things to happen?? it's quite hard to understand why sometimes a family can be so broken up into bits and pieces and even things like scotch tapes cannot help to put these parts together to form one full picture.. is it so hard for them to accept each others bads and look at their good side? is it so difficult to think that ur not the only one that is being neglected and ur not the person standing at the worse position in all things? is it that hard to retain a family picture.. like that one that we took at my grandpa's wake.. just that my grandpa was in the coffin and not with us on a wheelchair.. things that are gone aren't that easy to get back.. but why can't everyone try to retain it when they can and start regretting when it's all gone..
do solutions come only after everything in this house is separated and gone?
i flew away@ 12:30:00 AM